| I really don't know where these feelings are coming from | 
| so I really don't know why but i've been really down all day. I've been on the verge of tears all the day and it keeps getting worse as the night  goes on. It feels like I've been rejected by someone ... Posted by  on Thu, 05 Nov 2009 20:46:00 GMT
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| this very well could be the liquor talking... | 
| but I feel like there's something wrong with me. like there's this big hole inside of me in desperate need of filling. I need something anything to happen but it never does. there's something gumming ... Posted by  on Mon, 24 Aug 2009 01:31:00 GMT
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| god loves me but he hates you | 
| so I got off work today and walking to the bus stop when at the cross walk  by the highway exit there's this piece of shit ass hole standing on a fucking milk crate holding up a god hates gays sign. a... Posted by  on Fri, 24 Jul 2009 19:28:00 GMT
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| these are dark times my friend | 
| so I really don't know what the fuck is wrong with me but ever since yesterday I've been in just the worst mood. everything pisses me off nothing cheers me up.  maybe it's the shitty sleep or lack of ... Posted by  on Mon, 20 Jul 2009 16:54:00 GMT
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| I hate that I miss you. or I watched too many depressing chick flicks last night | 
| Jesus tap dacning christ! it's been over 5 years since you walked out of my life and left me there broken and alone. So why is it from time to time I still think about you  and miss you. I've gotten o... Posted by  on Sun, 03 May 2009 20:15:00 GMT
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| Dark December | 
| you know I really really REALLY  hate this time of year. it's cold all the time and the holidays turn everyone into crazy stressed out ass holes... myself included. I like have hardly any patienc... Posted by  on Wed, 17 Dec 2008 21:10:00 GMT
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| I cheated death | 
| so yeah I almost died last night. me and Da were on our way to Bellingham we were on I-5 north bound when all the sudden he totally lost control of the car we swerved off the road through the ditch ba... Posted by  on Sun, 30 Nov 2008 04:17:00 GMT
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| if someone bottled crazy this guy drank the whole thing | 
| okay so I'm in a chat room and this guy messages me asking me to be his whore... so I decide to play along for shits and giggleshere's what happendPawPaw4CubBoi: oh yeah!Me: huh?PawPaw4CubBoi: You're ... Posted by  on Sun, 16 Nov 2008 00:35:00 GMT
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| I’ve got love songs stuck in my head | 
| So something very strange has happened to me. As some of you may know already I've been on this whole kick of not being in a relationship just fucking and leaving... well that's changed somewhat. I've... Posted by  on Sat, 15 Nov 2008 21:09:00 GMT
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| utter madness | 
| so um I on only 2 hours of sleep today.  and I've been all over the place today too. It really dawned on me that there's alot of people I just might never see again. so I've been going around lik... Posted by  on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 03:48:00 GMT
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