My life is like a bad movie.
It's filled with longlasting nothing saying scenes, details and bad weather.
Like a horror show, without a high point.
like dark summer nights in wich is something warm, that goes deep, deep into my soul...I adore music,singing, dancing, till I can hardly move... The calm before summer storms, when you can see the big grey clouds full of water and their shadows falling on the earth...The smell of wet dust on the streets, when the wind is reek with the scent of pipe-trees and one is only waiting for the drencher...
Narrow rooms and great halls made of stone, the feeling I don't know where I am....feeling lost...The quier corners hiding this mysterious Something...Old garrets, stores and cellars, where you can find so many interesting things, these places are fiiled with history, you can almost touch it.... i love woods in the early summer, fields far away from all villages....bathing in cold rivers...Love sleeping, the sweet releasing from everydays fears and worries...The feeling two seconds after I wake up from a nightmare and still believe I'm in a another world....and I'm affraid to fall asleep again...
My fav day/night hour is about 4am, when everything is sleeping, and all is quiet around... I love to watch someone's neck, hands, wrists and specially fingertips...to find his pulse.....to feel it....
I'm a hair dye freak, I've tried almost everything that doesn't require complete bleaching (means blue, green, yellow and pink). I never have a same haircolor more than 2 months. Currently it's black with red tinge.
