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â„¢ahalia.

but i am grown.

About Me

i'm miles from where you are,
i lay down on the cold ground
i, i pray that something picks me up
& sets me down in your warm arms..

My Interests

feist, cake with my ladies at dons, walking, cue dresses, lauryn hill's miseducation, origins lip stain + liquid eyeliner, clean sheets, love my way season 1 + entourage season 4, gotye "heart's a mess" live + the basics "boom boom boom" song (!), dissecting heartache, mum's text messages, burger rings @ 3am, the organ's lead singer, garlic bagel crisps, sam worthington in love my way, dreams about love, pinkisthenewblog.com, fat on bruns st.

Music:

the organ.
feist "the reminder
buddy holly
patty griffin
alanis morissette "can't not".

Heroes:

angie j.

My Blog

Memories.

I get plenty of shit thrown my way for my Darren Hayes (Ex-Savage Garden man) love and appreciation. Particularly from my sister who would demand that I admit that he's gay, but I couldn't - that wou...
Posted by "ahalia. on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 10:10:00 PST

not to fuck myself in the head with stupid men.

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Posted by "ahalia. on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 04:29:00 PST

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Posted by "ahalia. on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 08:57:00 PST

i'm waiting for summer to return.

all i can ever be to you, is a darkness that we knew, & this regret i had to get accustomed to, once it was so right, when we were at our high, waiting for you in the hotel at night, i knew i ...
Posted by "ahalia. on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 08:55:00 PST

crush.

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Posted by "ahalia. on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 01:51:00 PST

I can be cruel. I don't know why...

"My heart goes out to where that song [Northern Lad] comes from. It's very much about thinking you were loved for who you were, and realizing you weren't and realizing maybe you don't love yourself. T...
Posted by "ahalia. on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 10:24:00 PST

not charlie brown...

in your heart i was downstairswith youdrunk and in your arms.in my heart i was outsidedancing in the moonlightunder the trees and fountainsinging, praying, laughing.while i slept you satalone, drinkin...
Posted by "ahalia. on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 10:20:00 PST

joys of temping.

I'm working at my old uni at the moment & had a bit of a tense moment with an ol'bitty in regards to some UNLAWFUL USAGE OF HER PHOTOCOPIER (INSERT HORROR FACIAL EXPRESSION HERE) today. Bitch needed t...
Posted by "ahalia. on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 06:17:00 PST

****

it's a stiff competitionto see who can stay up laterthe stars or the street lightsand all i really wantis to be alone with the darknessno more wish i mayno more wish i mightit takes a stiff upper lip...
Posted by "ahalia. on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 12:31:00 PST

[la la la la]

you broke me bodilythe heart ain't the half of itand i'll never learn to laugh at itin my good natured wayin fact i'm laughing less in generalbut i learned a lot at my own funeraland i knew you'd be t...
Posted by "ahalia. on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 08:26:00 PST