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FORh STARTERS ; let me juss say noones perfect i am who made me ; i have a mind of my own ; no lonqer will i live life to impress others ; or too fit in ; i am me! whch is shelia emoria shante shaw ; 18 years younq ; living in peoria illinois at the moment ; born in california ; raised in virginia beach ; 2nd oldest out of 6 ; kant say lifes been all peaches and cream and cnt say that it is noww ; yet make thee most of it is what ill do ; pussy is a perfrrdd altho i like quys also ; i USED to fall easyy when it came to love but i have realizedd love has done nothing forh me ; therfore i no longer believe in it and thats juss how it is ; i have been thru alot in life but make it to thee top in thee end is my qoal ; and is xactly what ill do ; i love to sinqq and write poetry ; dance ; and partyy ; ive been told ima alchyy ut not trrue lmao juss love to drinkk ; lol purple pink and brown are my fav colors ; rice is mah favorite food ; tea is my favorite drink in thee wide world ; lol i LOOOVVEEE <3 fast food , cuddlinqq , and cakinq , lol alot of ppl say i have changed these last months but truely i juss found myself whch is a awsome thinq! ; im not perfect nor will i portrayy mahself tooh bee ; i cuzz alot ; am alot of times confusedd ; i kan bee heellaahh rude ; and loudd ! i cry alot ;and let little things anger mee! ; im not a fighter but will ride forhh me and mines i dont believe in friends but thee ppl that i love know who they are! ive realized life is far from fair ; so break thee rules to thee xtreame is what ill bee doinq ; wanna know more get at me!

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mah sis ; mi vida ; mah bff ; mah enemy mah heart ; man man man we hve had our uphs and boy have we had our downs ; but good or badd were there for eachother and thats all that matters i love mah nephew kayden ; and his dad may not bee there but thats what im her forh ; ! believe that! - we have had so much fuckkin fun together ; cried together ; and helped eachother in thee biggest ways i think thats why we argue so much lol we crack up toghether too haha i love you girl more then words can xplain sometimes cuz i see yu in mah life til i grow old as my bestfriend / sister and thats alot that i cant say to most of mah friends so i hope yu appriciate that ; niwho fuck emm no rubber lol yes im talkin bout thee haters cuz weve go them lol i love youu(: faqq -

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new poem called ;INvisible you

-who needs a heart wen its constantly broken ? bby i swear yu were my unique fish in the sea my golden token ; but now nothinqs left but a wish yet im hopinq in the end we'll stand like 2 towers by th...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Oct 2009 00:06:00 GMT

newest poem ; by shelia !

and i try & try ; yet nothinq changes ; mah heart really needs sum rearranqinq ;i put a hold on mah life ; hoping things between us will be rite ; yet stuck in the dark is where i remain;yet yu compla...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Sep 2009 23:25:00 GMT

POEM!! realest shit mann! read & tell me wat u think

in the begining i met a gurlh ; she was amazing wantedd to make her mah whole world ;text & see eachother everyday ;wouldnt ask for us to go any other way! i saw so much potential in us ; never ever w...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Aug 2009 15:29:00 GMT

poemm!

how do i cope with feeling a certain way i cant explain ; ? How do i tell you i love you without feelinq rejections pain ; ?how do i know you care when your so unopen ; ? i wanna give you mah heart bu...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Aug 2009 15:09:00 GMT

mah new years resolution baybee=]

 been at this whole lyfe thing fur 17years going on 18! its about too bee a new year which muct come with a ;NEW meh!!ive had ma back fur soo long i kan onlii have it 2times harder ;NOW ;NEVER de...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Dec 2008 22:11:00 GMT

NEW POEM! *_STiNGY!

DRASTiCALLy CHANGiNG MY HABiT FRUM EVERYDAy TO A ONCE AND A WHiLE THiNG.SOMETiMES i FEEL THAT yHUR GOOMORNiNG IS SUMTHiNG I TRUELy NEED! WiSHFUL THiNKNG AND HOPiNG I'LL ONE DAy WAKE UPh WiTH YHU ON T...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Dec 2008 18:42:00 GMT

&& i

and i find mahself pushing everyone that ;TRiES to care for meh away forh yhu. wishful thinking hoping && dreaming it'll one day be yhu and me! noticing thats not even yhur slight de...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Dec 2008 05:33:00 GMT

HOW MANY TIMES CAN ONE HEART BEE ;broken??

do you kno thee answer to that ?(QUESTION.] i sure as hell dnt maybee its fukkin wif them peoria ppl I think so! kuz wow now im thee time a person tht most thee time doesnt give a fuk watever ill move...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 01:20:00 GMT

FUk it AWh,,(me expressin mah feelings.]

im not really at thee place i wanna be ryte now in my life!not at all.yet im gonna get there y? kuz im determined things dnt always go thee way i want them tooh but they will get to where they should ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 21:39:00 GMT

poem

i'll pick you up wen yhur down make you smile frum a frown.ill be here for you always.theres no obsticles i kant take everything about mi is oh so far frum fake.expeciallii thee way im feeling.see lik...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 03:52:00 GMT