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BeJahn SJR!

About Me

i kinda got drunk and joined the navy once... but its cool i like it here. the people are different the things i do are new and overall i like it.i dont sweat it when people get the wrong impression of me i get "that guy is an ass hole" a lot but i have realized that i will just be me (or who i think that me is) talk to me in person if you want to get to know meYou Are The Devil You don't represent evil, but you do represent the animalistic side of humans. You demonstrate what happens when we listen to our first instincts. At times you tend to be materialistic and hedonistic, giving in to temptation. Admit it, you're guilty of acting first - and forgetting to think later!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

R.I.P. Hunter S. Thompson, Ernesto "Che" Guevara, Marquis de Saude, Josiah Harlan, the list can go on for (and through) ages.

My Blog

im fine

i know that you tell me im unhappymaybe just to make youfeel like you are helping mefind some sort of reality that you can relate tobut im really okim fine.but every time you tell me im notmakes me fe...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 03:53:00 GMT

Night time trippin in San Francisco.

Three buddies and I are on our way to the city for a show. The band's name is The Living End. It is approximately four in the afternoon and we went to see what we could score before the show. In the t...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 02:43:00 GMT

Short film:

Scene: a man is driving along the road all by himself. It is a two-lane road cut into a mountain. On one side is a cliff that seems to go up forever and the other side is a steep (almost vertical) dro...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 01:35:00 GMT

HELLO CRAZIE

"This is insane" i say aloud to no onewhile pointing at my brainis the muzzle of a gun"Why am i here like this?"i should be happy with friendsnot sitting with everything amissgetting ready to put my l...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 01:14:00 GMT

more fun

This suckseverything has gone downhillsince I was born everything has just never beengreatI'm coming to a crashing pointthe world is falling all around me.mentally, physically, emotionally unstable.I ...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 04:14:00 GMT

just a rant on emotions

what is the real difference between love and hate?maybe you just let yourself float between the two based upon what you are toldthink of the physical sensation.think of loveyour nervous so you shakeyo...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 02:59:00 GMT

a glimpse into a troubled mind. (where do i come up with this shit?)

I wake up with tears in my eyes and a scream still tearing through my paralyzed throat. I can't scream. Terror still has such a large grip over me that no movement is possible. My brain is disconnecte...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 21:06:00 GMT

who are we?

There are over three hundred million Americans, what exactly are we? Technically an American is someone who has American citizenship. But that is far too generic and a preverbal "cop out" as to what w...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 02:46:00 GMT

insomnia

you try and sleep with a million and a half thoughts running through your head,more than half of them wishing for you to be dead.the thoughts are so loudsome one asks you not to whisper.they tell you ...
Posted by on Wed, 23 May 2007 02:37:00 GMT

this is a story

It's a Tuesday and I'm sitting down. I feel like a plank of wood, I'm bored. This class blows, the room is worse. I look down and apart from black gum spots all I see is multi colored mainly blue pape...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 01:05:00 GMT