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Music can lift us out of depression or move us into tears. But for many, music is even more. It can provide access, even when no medication can, to movement, to speech, to life. For them, music is not a luxury, but a necessity.
Okay so here it say's About Me: so I guess I should write something about myself here then... Hmm seem's pretty simple doesn't it, but I never know where to even start. I mean what do you people want to know... Hmm I shall just write a brief description then shall I? Hmmm seems like a great idea to me.
Yazzii. A Little less 15 Candles. in LOVE.
I'd like to say I know exactually who I am, and what I want in life, but to be quite honest, I don't. I've recently had the feeling that I don't know who I am anymore, and that I don't feel like myself and that I've changed. People have tried to convince me I havent changed, and if I had it was a good one. I don't know who I am at the moment, it's fustrating, very fustrating. I want to change alot to see if it works and if it doesn't I'll try something else. You see I'm that sort of person.
I Love music so fecking much. It's my biggest dream to oneday become a Rockstar but I know that will never come true. I didn't think that music would ever become such a big part in my life, but it has. I don't limit myself to one type of genre of music, I like alot of stuff. Some really heavy metal stuff, some really Pop stuff. After I say this next thing people will probally think 'Oh she's just another stupid scene kid or Greeb' But I don't care what you think, you can stick it. My Chemical Romance Are My Heroes. I admire everything about them, the music the play, the five beautiful guys in the band, everything they believe in, everything they had been through as a band and indiviually and so much more. You can't make me change my feelings about them. If you dont like them, thats your opinion, don't give me shite because of mine. Thanks.
My friends keep me alive. My best friend lives about Three Hundred and Twenty Eight miles away. Yeah thats quite a way away. I love her dearly and my life wouldn't be the same without her. Who said long distance relationships never work, well we prove that statement wrong, she's my bestie for life, No-one will ever change that. The maddest thing about it is, that we've never met. I vow that we will meet oneday maybe not this month, maybe not even this year but Definatly some time. Thats a Promise. I can't say I have many friends, because if I'm honest I don't. I have a handful of close mates and a few more friends who arnt as close. I'm not miss Popular, but I'm not exactually the lonliest kid around. I'm happy with the mates I have, but I'm always happy to make some more.
05 / 04 / 07.
The day I met the person who would change my life. I'm not going to go into much detail, but that date is important to me. I met the best friend I could ever ask for. I'm not going to explain why he changed my life so much, if you really want to know, ask me, but yeah, that days important.
29 / 04 /07.
The day I got asked out by the most amazing guy ever. I love him dearly, with all my heart and even to this day I cannot believe I'm with someone as amazing as he is. He's my everything, my nothing, my weirdness. He know's what I mean. I love our little moments when we do nothing at all but we'er doing everything I could ever want, just being together. We've had a few hard time's but by the end of the day we've sorted it out and even stronger than before. I could write a book on how much he's changed me, and everything we've been through and seen and such other things. I am the luckiest girl alive and I know how everyone say's that but I actually believe it, for reasons a few know. I'm going to stop going on about how amazing he is, and how much i love him but I know I can't let this go, I know this is something I want to hold onto FOREVER.
Russell Adam Davies, I Fecking LOVE You.
YazziiHAVOK
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Things I Want Todo Before I Die.
Meet Kirsty
Spend a few days with Kirsty Either down here or up there
Take Photo's as a PHOTOGRAPHER In a REAL Venue, for Bands, In front of The Barrier (THANK YOU JOE!!!)
Take Me, Kirsty, Russ And Adam(?) to a MCR Concert
See Fall Out Boy Live.
Meet Fall Out Boy
Give Pete Wentz a stick of eyeliner.
Give Patrick a Hat
Make Joe and name tag that say's 'Hi, I'm Joe Froman! =D' and Give it to him
Get Andy some really snazzy drum sticks
Get Fall Out Boy To Hold A Sign That Says 'YAZZII && RUSS && KIRSTY && ADAM ARE THE SEX'
Hug all of F.O.B
Get Picture Taken With FOB
Get FOB To Sign Something For Me
See Panic! At The Disco Live
Meet Panic! At The Disco
Get Panic! At The Disco To Hold A Sign That Says 'YAZZII && RUSS && KIRSTY && ADAM ARE THE SEX'
Hug Panic! At The Disco
Get Picture Taken With Panic! At The Disco
Get P!ATD To Sign Something For Me
See My Chemcial Romance Live
Meet My Chemical Romance
HUG All of My Chemical Romance
Tell My Chem That They Have Saved So many Lives
Get Gerard Way to Hold a Sign That Says 'YAZZII && RUSS && KIRSTY && ADAM ARE THE SEX'
Get Frank to Hold The Same Sign
Get Picture Taken With My Chem
Hug Frank Iero.
Kiss Frank Iero On the Cheek
Give Frank Iero A Big Bag of Skittles And A Badge That Says TASTE THE FUCKING RAINBOW!
Give Mikey Way A Cup Of Coffee And A Unicorn Toy
Touch Ray Toro's Fro
Hug Bob Bryar And Tell Him That I Support His Solo Career
Tell Gerard way He Is AMAZING For All The things He's Done
Tell My Chemical Romance That What Ever happens i'll Always Love them
Get MY CHEM To Sign Something For Me
Phone Kirsty and Get Her To Talk To MY CHEM
See The Academy Is... Live
Hug William Beckett
Hug All Of TAI..
Get A Picture taken With All Of TAI...
Get William Beckett To Hold A Sign that Says 'YAZZII && RUSS && KIRSTY && ADAM ARE THE SEX'
Get William Beckett To Hold A Sign That Says 'KIRSTY IS AMAZINGGG'
See HelloGoodbye Live.
Get Forrest to sign Something Of Mine
Hug All Of HelloGoodbye
Get A Picture taken With HelloGoodbye
See A Fire Inside (A F I) Live
See Avendged Sevenfold Live
See Foo Fighters Live
See 30 Seconds To Mars Live
Yeah I Know Half Of This Will never happen But Theres No Harm In Wishing Right
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My Interests

Writing.
Making New Friends.
Anything Arty.
Singing Even Though I Cant Really Although Some People Say I Can But SHUSH.
Listening to My Music.
Talikng To People On MSN/Phone.
Being Myself/Random.
Playing My Guitar.
Going Out With My Friends
Going To Indigo
Taking Photos Actually I Dont Like Doing That I Going Down To The Guild Or Vicki Park With Friends.
And Lots More Other Stuff

I'd like to meet:


Kirsty, I'd Love to meet Her. I know I will oneday even if it kills me, Seriously, when I meet her I think that will be one of the most hyper moment of my life. I'll finally meet my besties Friend. I Wanna Meet her just as much maybe even more than My Chemical Romance Or Any Other band. Gotta Love Abit of Kirsty. ILY Kevin.
I Wanna Meet all my musical influences. I love music so much and i hope that oneday i could meet My Chemical Romance as they have changed my life so much. Music is so amazing, I just wish i could meet all those amazing people who make it.

Movies:

I Love films with a twist, you know to keep you on your toes and make you think about what is actually happeneing, ones where it all just folds out for you are rather boring personally. I'd love to be able to write plots like that, being able to make twists like that are so clever and take real talent todo personally, its like reading i cant sit and read something if it just unfolding right in front of me.. i like twists.

Television:

Well.. Heroes is my current obesession, well untill Doctor Who and Torchwood start up again. i love the complexity of it all. I used to love Buffy the Vampire slayer and Angel and it was a shame to see it end, but alas all things must end, even if you dont want them to. Charmed was also one of my obsessions.. seems rather stupid now of course.

Books:

I Dont tend to read that much anymore, I really should. I love to write and get so many ideas from reading, i should read more to get more ideas really. I love Books based on things like Vampires and stuff, I've read some Doctor Who ones aswell, and they are amazing aswell. I should start reading again.. but I'm not going to get sucked into the Manga thing like Everyone else is.. Doesnt really appeal to me, yeha shock horror shoot me now for not loving that stuff but you know.

Heroes:

A Hero a dictionary definition means...
1. remarkably brave person:
Somebody who commits an act of remarkable bravery or who has shown great courage, strength of character, or another admirable quality a war hero
2. somebody admired:
Somebody who is admired and looked up to for outstanding qualities or achievements
3. literature cinema main character in fictional plot:
The principal man or boy or woman or girl character in a film, novel, or play, especially one who plays a vital role in plot development or around whom the plot is structured.
4. mythology legendary man with superhuman powers:
In classical mythology, a man, especially the son of a god and a mortal, who is famous for possessing some extraordinary gift, for example superhuman strength
My friends are my hero's, each and every one for their own reason. Some reasons may be simular, but they are infact different as they are all different people. It would take me many, many, many years to write something about each of all my friends, so I shall I write a piece about the ones who I call my best friends. Please dont hate me if you havent got a thing written for you. Thankies.
Are you sitting comfortably? We shall begin.
KirstyKemp
Oh how I love this girl. She's amazing and no-one will ever tell her differently because they will get a punch off me. If you read my profile in the about me section you will see a little bit about her in there. Yeah, my bestie. I loves her to peices and she knows it. I trust her with everything and I hope she trusts me. We recently, well I say recently, ish, found out just how much we trust eachother. I can tell her anything and know she'll give me an honest answer. I can't wait for the day we meet. I truly can't. We have plans for the future and they involved eachother. I love your little convosations on MSN or On Myspace. They do make me giggle sometimes. We have stupid convo's, and we have serious convo's. So many memories. So many more to come. I loves her to peices. Gonna be besties forever and ever and ever and ever and ever. We have so many memories and soo many little joke it would be impossible to write them all down. So many things about this girl that I loves. Basically she's my bestist friend. Wouldn't change her for the world. I'm so lucky to call her my bestie, because she is one of the very best. I loves My Kirstyy. ♥
JessicaPatterson
Emo Mouse, Cheese, Simon, or simply Jess. you can call her whatever and she'll answer. The many nicknames we have for eachother are almost endless. We do have some good times. Getting lost around chichester, or having some random moments in school, wherever we are we always seem to have a great laugh. I loves her, she's amazing. I know she puts up with too much shite, she doesnt deserve all the crap she get's, yet she always seems to have a smile on her face, and even on the days when it gets too much, and she gets down i hope she knows she can always talk to me. She's great and if anyone dares question that will have an angry emo to deal with. I'll always stand up for her, no matter who gives her shite. No-one can touch her, they'd get slaughtered. I love her, she probally doesnt relise how much I value our little friendship. This girl is amazing, and she deserves the best. I'm so lucky to have a mate like her. Remember Mikey, Frankie will always love you. ♥
AliceWoods
I owe this girl the world. She found me my world. I thank her for that, because aswell as him, she saved my life. This one changed me, showed me some cool music, got me into the whole idea of beign who I want to be. She's influenced me she has. I loves her I do. I saw my first concert with her, and we screamed like little girls when they came on stage, we screamed for the music, and we screamed for the band. We have our lucky socks to remember the day, we'll never throw them away even if they get a bazzilion holes in them, they hold a memory they will never fade away. I won't ever forget the stupic convosations we have together, the ones from way back when to the ones only yesterday. We have crap spelling and to be honest it gives us even more things to laugh about. We've wrote stories together, and have so many random jokes together, it would be IMPOSSIBLE to try and write them all down, right now as i'm writing this i have so many memories flooding back, from the random words we come up with to the night long convosations we have over basicly nothing at all. this girl is amazing.So many mEMOries, so many more to come. Love you Ali, your the sartest mofo in ze land. I want to quote so many more random things we have but I'll restrieing myself to only that. Yazi and Ali = THE SARTEST MOFO'S IN ZE LAND AND YOYR ALL BLATES JEALOUS. ♥
MelissaCheatle
Goth Detectives in Goth corner. I've known this girl the longest out of all that mates I have now. Ever since we met we we're mates, we weren't always close, but we knew eachother and we talked. It hasnt been until the last three years since we became close. She's the strange little gothic kid in the corner with the newrocks on, and I loves her for it. She can be the quiet one, but then she can be the loud one, you never know with her really. You can never tell what she's thinking, shes abit weird like that. She's gone through a rough bit, and we all felt the pain of it, but in the end of the day, she's okay, and everythings getting sorted out. I'm gonna stand by her, and make sure she gets what she deserves, and i'm going to make sure of that. She's an amazing girl to be quite honest, yeah she's can be slow, and yeah she doesnt always make the right dictions, but in the end, no-ones perfect, but for the record, she's doing a pretty good job at being pretty damn amamzing. I loves her to peices. So many random times, so many stupid days. Great laughs. Meli your amazing. ♥
EleanorTaylor
That girl wearing all the rainbow shite. That will be our Lellie. Such a great laugh this girl, I lover her with a burning passion. She can always make you laugh, whatever the day, she can always make you laugh, but then theirs a serious side who'll be their for you to listen and help you out. I still remember that first day we met. Such good times. So many memories, I would try and write all those stupid things, but that would take way too long. I love you lellie you little rainbow kid. Your awesomeee. Loves you with a burning passion hehe. ♥
YasminH
I'm not even gonna attempt at your last name because I know I'll get it wrong Haha. I loves this girl she's proper amamzing. I havent known her for very long at all, but I know I can trust her. She swears way too much, way more than me, and I thought that would never happen! She can be so loud yet she can be one of those people who you can have a serious convo with. She's amazing. We'er gonna have those memories that me and the others go on about and we'll all have our own memories with you. I love our lunch times having stupid convosations. Remember So I'm The Alcoholic, Your the Sex Crazzied Maniac, your the Drug dealer, Your the Psycho one who has sex too often, and your the one who we give our children yeah the Pedo. Such amazing times and I'm sure we'll have many more times like that. I don't want you moving schools, we'd all miss you way too much, but if you do end up going then we'er all gonna still be the bestest of mates. I Loves Ya. HEY and we got the same Name. ♥
MatthewDavies
MATT DAMON! haha. This guys pretty great, I didn't really know what to make out of this guy at first, he was my boyfriends brother who's the same age as me, and now i'm getting to know him abit more, i can say i loves him to pieces because really he's and awesome guy and he's funny as fuck. SPUFAFAJABBIC. Such good times. He's a pretty awesome guy and I know he's always looking out for his mates. i hope he knows he can talk to me about anything he wants to, like all my other mates, and just because i'm going out with Russ, doesn't he can't talk me as if i were just another mate, he's amazing and I wanna help him out whenever I can, like all the rest of my mates. matt your lovley, funny as fuck, and just overally great. never change mate. ♥
RussellDavies
My Perfect Boyfriend.
I L O V E H I M.Simple really.
Heres A Picture I Drawededededed Of Us ...
I enjoy doing stupid things like that because I know he thinks its cute.
He's my everything, my nothing, my weirdness. I cannot describe my love for such a person. I am so grateful for the day I met this amazing guy, a few know the reason, but I truly am. He's saved me, from basically, myself. I trust him with my life. He's everything to me. We have so many memories together and with friends and I wouldn't trade any of them for the world. He's forgiven me for things I still havent forgiven myself for, and I know he could have ended it right there and then, but he didn't and I'm so eternally grateful. He's the closest thing I think you can get to perfection. In my eyes atleast. We've been through alot recently on so many levles and to be honest if we can get through stuff like that then we can get through anything. He's always there for me, whether he is actually next to me or not, he'd do anything for me nad i'd do exactually the same for him. He's saved my life, and I've literally saved his. I almost lost him, right infront of me, literraly any moment he could have slipped away from me, right before my very eye's but he didn't, I know he probally wouldn't have gone but there was a chance he could ahve, and I Love him way too much to let him be taken away from me this soon. I NEED him. This love is amazing and its impossible to describe but I know this is something that will last forever, I will always love him no matter what. To be quite honest I think this is what forever looks like, because when I see him I see everything I could ever dream of. He is amazing and no-one can tear us apart. My life wouldn't be the same without him. Forever and ever baby. ♥♥♥
Now here's a list of a few more I'd like to say are just Amazing.
PhilippaC. ShelbyS. NicoleP. JoeB. EleanorC. SamE. AbbehT. Megz. Malachi. MollyT. NicolaS. StephB. OscarD.
And to many many many more, thank you. For being my mates, your all amazing. I Love you all.

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