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Hadji

Immortal gods,let me drink the cup of eternal love

About Me

I am an emotional beat that drums boundless meanings into your heart, in season or out of season.A laughter that breaks from nowhere...a mystery waiting to be unshrouded...an unfolding potential...a broken soul...a searching spirit...a weary heart...a reasoning mind...a healing wound...a dreamer...a learner...a teacher...an offering...a friend...a purpose...a socialist...an individual...a smile...a frown...a certified virgin...a period...a question mark...a bond-slave...a master...a tail...a head...a lover...a nemesis...a tempest...a doldrum...a believer...an agnostic...a star-maker...a stranger...a temper...an activist...a seer...a gift...a curse...a tune...a worker...a statement...a question...a defender...a fighter...a noise...a thesis...an anti-thesis...a synthesis...a post-modernist...a mortal...a god...a saint...a martyr...a hero...a math moron...a villain...An Atenean...a lexical creature...a builder...a destroyer...a judge...a victim...a sword...a switchblade...a punctuation...a fanatic...a prophet...a legend...a nightmare...a sui generis...a success...a flop...a fiasco...a journey...a tragedy...an omen...a comedy...a consolation...a desolation...a shadow...an ego...a sacrifice...a poem...a novel...a world...a hand...a prophecy...a universe!I have never ever been in love with a mere mortal, only with a pure god. And if by stroke of sheer idiocy and resolute ignorance I'll fall with somebody, such day would be perfectly remembered as the unleashing of the ancient curse I myself cast in my previous reincarnated life.To the mortal I'll incidentally or accidentally love, you shall heavily carry on your shoulders the pains of my absolute accursed silence, of not letting you know what and how I feel.....Because before you will be able to disrobe my most fragile emotions, I'll crush them into pieces to hide the existence of whatever there is that knocks to the doors of emotional possibility.
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My Interests

Classic and Contemporary Works, Philosophy, Psychology, Literature, Politics, Social Research, Theology, Culture, Social Movements and Group Dynamics, Poetry Writing and Reading, and all sorts of Coffee.

I'd like to meet:

any soul in search of human connectedness in the cosmos

Music:

Classic, Mellow, RnB, and Ballads

Movies:

The Sound of Music, Cleopatra, The Never Ending Story, Matrix I, II, III, The Mummy, Titanic, Harry Potter, Star Wars, Bata-bata Pano Ka Ginawa?, The Last Emperor, The Miracle Worker, Exorcist, Children of Heaven, Batas Militar (Documentary), Somewhere in Time, Troy.

Television:

Oprah, Newscentral, CNN, BBC World, and Discovery Channel, TV Patrol, HBO, Cinemax, Sex and the City .

Books:

The Little Prince, Fountainhead, Atlas Shrugged, The Doctor of the Soul, The Road Less Traveled, The Seat of the Soul, The Meaning of Anxiety, The Future Shock, History of Human Sexuality, The Bible, Celestine Prophecy, The Tenth Insight, The Alchemist

Heroes:

Martin Luther King, Nelson Mandela, Mahatma Gandhi, Ninoy Aquino, Chino Roces, Mother Teresa, and Ignatius of Loyola.