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Payne

Born To Be Different!

About Me

It's not with a silent E... so think of my name as Pay...nee... I know, unique right? Thanks to my creative Mommy and one of the nurses. First impressions; I might seem intimidating, blunt, and even a bit bitchy. Of course, only to those who don't know the real me. Hey, just because I'm a woman whose often outspoken, not afraid to stick up for myself, that doesn't make me a bitch. Sometimes you just can't blame a girl for having her guards up. I guess you can say I've been through good, bad, and some SHITTY life experiences along my journey; yet I appreciate all of my encounters, because it made me who I am today. If you stick around long enough to get pass this wall I have; you'll realize that I'm very witty, quite nice, & extremely humorous. Just ask my friends and they won't tell you otherwise. On that note, I'm thankful for my loving family and friends, who all left a mark in my heart. Last but not least, I'm grateful for that special someone in my life. You know that saying, "if you don't go searching for love, love will find you on its own"? He made me realize that corny saying is so true. (^.^) WINK WINK Love U Babe!

My Interests

NOVEMBER BABY Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

I'd like to meet:

No one in particular, just here to keep in touch with old friends and acquaintances. So basically if I never met you or somewhat know you, don't even bother. The only way I'll add strangers is if I enjoy your line of work.

Music:

Hip Hop/R&B/Pop: Gwen Stefani, Fergie, Mariah Carey, Black Eye Peas, Lucy Pearl, Nelly, 50 Cent, Jay Z, Common, TLC, 2Pac, Janet Jackson, Usher, Michelle Branch, Kelly Clarkson, etc. Alternative/Rock: Linkin Park, Fort Minor, Play Radio Play, Postal Service, Snow Patrol, Cold Play, Jimmy Eats World, Rob Thomas, Goo Goo Dolls, Acceptance, Red Hot Chillie Peppers, Blink 182, Maroon 5, Aerosmith, etc. Oldies/Slow Jams: Thompson Twins, Cindi Lauper, Pebbles, Al Green, New Order, U2, Carpenters, K-Ci & JoJo, Jagged Edge, Tamia, One Voice, Expose, etc. Chinese/Korean/& Japanese: Sammi, Jacky Cheung, Jay Chow, SES, Fly To The Sky, KISS, Utada Hikaru, etc.

Movies:

LOL too many... big movie FREAK.

Television:

Will & Grace, Grey's Anatomy, Hero, CSI, The Family Guy, Sex In The City, Whose Line Is It Anyway...

Books:

Does magazines count?

Heroes:

My loving family, fabulous friends, and anyone who made an impact in my life.

My Blog

I Really Hate It When...

1) People judge me when they dont even know me, based on the type of people I know or hang out with. 2) People assume how wonderful it must be to be me, because of the material things&n...
Posted by Payne on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 03:10:00 PST

MY MOTIVATION

     To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore.  It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.  Letting go isn't winning and it isn't losing. ...
Posted by Payne on Wed, 24 Aug 2005 12:25:00 PST