I say the right things but act the wrong way, I like disposable boys, cheap jewelry, white chocolate, binge drinking, trash, constant change, prearranged spontaneity, neon colors, laughing hysterically at retarded humor, pretty shoes, bittersweet symphonies, sleeping, sweaty concerts, laughing too loud and not caring, senseless jokes, tragic endings, forgetting what i'm told, inappropiate comments, sarcastic self-mockery, losing yourself in music with attitude, loving endlessly, handwritten letters, people who inspire me, dark nail polish, self-improvement and I'd love to ask anorexics at dinnertime if they're "still eating that?"