blank sleight |
i lost what made me me. ive surrendered myself, and now it's gone. i can never retrieve it. i asked for this, and now i get it.i pleaded for this, and now i must bear it. i wanted this and now its min... Posted by on Mon, 02 Nov 2009 15:23:00 GMT |
its hard |
Its hard to accept the fact that I'm not who I once was.I would like to think that I've changed for the better. I would like to think that I'm more sympathetic to others. more willing to give to stran... Posted by on Mon, 31 Aug 2009 19:00:00 GMT |
Will you allow them to enslave you? |
The film below is directed by Alex JonesThis film has nothing to do with Left or Right wing affiliationIt is about YOUR future, Near future - As in the next few years.Will you let them swindle you?Wil... Posted by on Sat, 29 Aug 2009 23:16:00 GMT |
Moosik pt. 1 |
this is just a compilation of youtube videos that contain good music.The Mercury Program
Le-GASP! Dillenger escape plan?!
Modest Mouse Posted by on Tue, 25 Aug 2009 14:18:00 GMT |
sleep for the sleepless: Day 2 |
So this is the second documented night of my insomnia. When ever I lay down to sleep, I'm overwhelmed with some form of looming anxiety. hopefully this problem will be remedied soon enough. Posted by on Fri, 14 Aug 2009 04:46:00 GMT |
Sleep for the sleepless |
So - I haven't been able to sleep well at this place for a week.I couldn't sleep tonight, nor yesterday. I'm tired, but can't sleep at night. not here. I don't know why. But I just wish I could sleep.... Posted by on Thu, 13 Aug 2009 06:20:00 GMT |
Sedate (Incomplete) |
((this is one of the most emo things I've ever written.... Enjoy???))Blood runs thickBarking, ScreechingBurning in the vain.Escape hindered by atrophy Atrophy increased by intoxicationAnger tempered b... Posted by on Tue, 11 Aug 2009 03:07:00 GMT |
Self fulfilling prophecy |
paÅriÅah noun 1. an outcast. 2. any person or animal that is generally despised or avoided. 3. (initial capital letter) a member of a low caste in southern India and Burma. Or... Posted by on Sun, 09 Aug 2009 04:30:00 GMT |
Reflection |
I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self indulgent pitiful hole. Defeated I
Concede and move closer. I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness. How pitiful.
... Posted by on Fri, 07 Aug 2009 04:37:00 GMT |
Song and Glance |
return to a comfortable normSentiment remains, however attachment fadesNostalgia brings me back, pushed awayThe noise before me nearly brings tearsI can feel myself crawling out of my skinIts only a d... Posted by on Fri, 31 Jul 2009 04:45:00 GMT |