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Amy

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About Me


IF YOU ARE GOING TO SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST, SEND ME A MESSAGE FIRST! I WONT ACCEPT A REQUEST FROM SOMEONE IVE NEVER TALKED TO!
hey, i'm 23 and i live in manchester.
i recently graduated from UNH with a bachelors in mathematics education.
i am very easy going and open minded.
I love piercings
Pirates, inline skaters and guitar players turn me on; I inline skate and i'm currently learning to play guitar, so i can turn myself on =P.
I play football for the manchester freedom, which is an all women's tackle team, i'm on the o-line, i'm tough lol....
If anyone can believe it, i'm VERY SHY!!! seriously though, i am
i dont believe in organized religion, but i do have faith and i wont forget it. i am strong in my convictions
I dont like labels of any kind, i believe they are a sign of ignorance.
i love people. girls, guys, transgender, whatever. people are beautiful. the human body is the most beautiful piece of art in the world.
I dont like when people judge others based on their own ignorance
i dont like "tolerance"- its like sympathy or putting up with something. people "tolerate" when they cant accept something different from them but they want to act like they do. its fake.
i'm afraid of needles, car accidents, big trucks on the highway, owls, and things i cant see in the dark.
I have tons of hobbies. i love writing, drawing, all kinds of arts and crafts, singing, inline skating, learning to play guitar, playing football, and anything else to pass the time.
I dont care to much what other people think, but nobody likes being judged
i am hypersensitive, easily upset, and an emotional crybaby. but i dont show my emotions too much on the outside. so basically, i plaster on a fake smile, hoping someone will see right through it and comfort me.
i crave attention but i wont go out of my way or change who i am to get it.
i am passionate about a lot of things, and i will defend those things with every ounce of me.
"You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough" -Joe Lewis
"I aint first class, but i aint white trash, im wild and a little crazy too. some boys dont like girls like me, oohh but some boys do"
"Scars heal, glory fades, and all were left with are the memories made. Pain hurts, but only for a minute. Life is short so go on and live it, cause the chicks dig it."
"I'm only happy when it rains, I'm only happy when it's complicated. And though I know you can't appreciate it, I'm only happy when it rains. You know I love it when the news is bad, and why it feels so good to feel so sad. I'm only happy when it rains. Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me. I'm only happy when it rains. I feel good when things are going wrong. I only listen to the sad, sad songs. I'm only happy when it rains. I only smile in the dark, my only comfort is the night gone black. I didn't accidentally tell you that, I'm only happy when it rains. You can keep me company, as long as you don't care, I'm only happy when it rains. You wanna hear about my new obsession? I'm riding high upon a deep depression. I'm only happy when it rains, Pour some misery down on me..."

My Interests

pirates, inline skating, guitars, cars, motorcycles, guys, girls, sex, food, homework

"Some girls, they like candy, and others, they like to grind, I’ll settle for the back of your hand somewhere on my behind. Treat me like I’m a bad girl, even when I’m being good to you, I don’t want you to thank me, you can just spank me. mmm. Some guys like to sweet talk, and others, they like to tease, Tie my hands behind my back and, ooo, I’m in ecstasy. Please don’t call a doctor, ’cause there’s nothing wrong with me, I just like things a little rough and you better not disagree."

Your Inner Child Is Sad
You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time. How Is Your Inner Child?

pretty motorcycle... it will be mine!

I'd like to meet:

anyone... i'm always interested in meeting new people. no one who will judge others based on their own ignorance though... as for famous people, i'd love to meet angelina jolie, denzel washington, and adam sandler

Music:

i love country music...i wear a cowboy hat to cover my horns... i also listen to rock, occasional rap, soft rock, punk, and basically everything else =) music is a huge part of my life. it is the only way i can express myself, it is my stress relief and my release from the world. "I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real"

Movies:

What type of Fallen Angel are you?
You are a fallen angel of neglect. You have fallen because of you being suppressed and miserable, though this may not be your fault. You have been discarded. Shunned for whatever reason and this has made you deeply unhappy. You feel as though you are a dispointment to others. This causes you to have extremely low self value and confidence.

Quote: "The worst loneliness is when you're not comfortable with yourself"

Element:Water Emotion:Hurting/Disconsoled
Take this quiz !

Heroes:

My mommy =P"love is like a butterfly; goes where ever it pleases, and pleases where ever it goes"

My Blog

poem

I didnt write this one, but i think it kinda says what im feeling at the moment... those of you who know me well know what its about, or can at least guess.... I wish this poem were pixie dustTo ...
Posted by Amy on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 09:30:00 PST

a new poem type thing

last night, today, tonight i've thought of you,so easily i allow myself to become part of you.when i am with you i know there is no where else i'd rather be,when we are apart i long to be in your arms...
Posted by Amy on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 12:49:00 PST

nice girls finish last too...

Its always said that nice guys finish last, but what about the nice girls? We have limits too. We don't like being put in to the friend zone either. We help you out and show you support, give you advi...
Posted by Amy on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 02:33:00 PST

ok so i broke down...

ok. yeah so according to one of my exs...Im "A 9 out of 10 on the good woman scale." why cant I get what I want? I wish that just once things would go my way. just when I think im on my way, it turns ...
Posted by Amy on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 01:20:00 PST

i can live without you, i just dont want to...

random song lyrics going through my head...   "Postcards and letters And pictures made to last foreverTo be boxed up and tossed awayKnickknacks and souvenirsIn an afternoon, they're out of hereTh...
Posted by Amy on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 09:49:00 PST

"fantasy"

"fantasy" her eyes call out to me,they tell a story of days past,a story of joy, sorrow, pain, and passion.her voice seduces me,sends chills through my body,melts me with every tone.her touch releases...
Posted by Amy on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 06:46:00 PST

poems, lots of reading...

Plastering on a fake smile, Thinking someone would see right through it. Maybe they would, If they were paying any attention; If they looked in to my eyes, Instead of avoiding that little bit of...
Posted by Amy on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 10:42:00 PST

Depression

Dreams destroying my sleep,How can hurt reach so deep?Waking up is too much effort,Sleep is a luxury i cant afford.Depression overwhelms my soul,Deep darkness, a big black hole.Sadness eats its way th...
Posted by Amy on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 12:41:00 PST