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About Me

okayyyy so... my name is jillian. words are what makes me jillian. i've had an epic reemergence into the world of writing, about two months ago. read my blog and you'll see. some of it has been made into songs. if you ask me what i want to be when i grow up, i will tell you that i want to be a rock star. no, it's not probable, but it is, however, possible. i like to think that my music and musical influences have made me a better person. i'd also like to think that i can indulge myself in music for the rest of my life. but who knows? i'll do what i need to do.
questions?? message me.

aim screen name:romankilledian
yim screen name:way.cooler
ps. I'm never online! lol

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

YOU. lol jk. well, maybe. but anyways, i would like to meet the bands that i look up to, people that share the same interests as me, and people that might inspire me.

PEOPLE THAT INSPIRE ME
-Nancy
-Scruffy
-Jennifer
-my family
-Paramore
-Alexisonfire
-others i failed to add...=O

Matthew MacFadyen

Jeremy Davis


Rocko (End Roulette)


Fritz Knipschildt

ily......
-Hugh Jackman
-Gerard Butler
-Matthew MacFadyen!!!
-Tim Pagnotta
-Chris Steele
-Jeremy Davis<3
-Anderson Cooper

Vampire Hunter D

My Blog

So I Thought I Wrote This Song About You, But I Think I've Changed My Mind

[This is another song... it is the one I've most recently written. I actually have a recording, but i don't know if I'm going to share it or not.] You are so dear to my heartWish you were near to my a...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 14:43:00 GMT

I Cannot

I can't believe my eyes!It blinds my soul!The sun surrounds me!And I cannot fight itMy mind, renewed,Plays games with the likes of yours!Colors grow brightAnd I can't contain itThe days grow cold,Inva...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 14:40:00 GMT

The Bonus Room

[This, again, is an actual song. It's co-written by Chandler McBurney. (he wrote the music part)]Fear the sound of light and serviceThis route was made to failThe ground beside me makes me nervous,Def...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 14:32:00 GMT

The Best

Tell me I won't write thisAbout someone whoIgnores my glancesAnd reminds me so much of youI desperately need outAnd I'm hoping you'll help me.Is it jealously or yearning?About so much more I caould be...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 14:22:00 GMT

Distance Brings Us Closer

Testing shotsPlease share these solemn thoughtsDon't make me feel like I'm alonePiercing needlesSo this is how it feelsI'll reconsider staying if I'm safe at homeDistance brings us closer!So please le...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 14:16:00 GMT

I'll Stand Between You Two In the Water

[this is actually a song... =D]Seems I wakeEvery morning to a broken sunI've made mistakesI'll bide my time until I think I'm readyTime, I'm outsideI still just can't believeDying insideI need this ti...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 14:07:00 GMT

It's Written In Purple

why do i dream about you?Nothing's great about you.Why must you plague my nightly thoughts?Though it's not pain that you've brought.You're not my love;I fear I will come to hate you,Your flaws prodigi...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 13:59:00 GMT

Walking Towards The Sun

(written around summer 2008)Walking towards the sun, I saw as I had never seen before. Its light, liquid, is nothing new, but it still seems that way. I cannot think that its strength is not harsh. Wa...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 13:42:00 GMT

Bass Line

Preface:This is the beginning of a story I'm writing. Perhaps I'll find pictures of what my characters are supposed to look like, and you'll find it easier to imagine, I guess... but not yet. Just rea...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 16:40:00 GMT

to enliven a dying man

The blood in my eyesForbids me to see your face.I can hear you're only walkingBut I can still hear your heart raceHold back, my dearI want to hear your eyes.I can hear the color blueStill bluer than t...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 16:32:00 GMT