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I do desire we may be better strangers.

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About Me

I love my family.
I love my friends.
I'm intensely compassionate.
I love nature and to observe true beauty.
I'm introverted, but not insecure.
I believe people change at a constant, growing, learning, etc. and if you knew me in my high school days, I am not the same person. And I like who I've become, and hopefully will in the future with more change.
I believe there is a very thin line between being realistic & pessimistic (I walk that line) and being optimistic and being naive.
When it comes to a Christian "God" I'm atheist. But as for what's after death in general I'm agnostic because no one knows what, if anything, is after death, and they shouldn't pretend that they do either! One of the things that irritates me the most is how upset people get that not everyone believes in an invisible man who lives up in the sky and watches over us all, 24/7. Can we say voyeurism?! People can believe what they want, but don't try to convert everyone else to your beliefs and condemn them if you can't.
I love dark, sarcastic, cynical humor...my favorite are the comedians who say some of the most controversial things and they are so right, like George Carlin...if there is a god, he's it...but I still wouldn't worship him. :D
I'm a senior in college and I love it, but I'm terrified to graduate. It feels like I'm just now getting a sense of what I REALLY want to study but I'm about to be gone from this place and I don't feel prepared for "the real world" at all. Oh well...grad school is an option.
Meh, that's enough blabbing about myself now. But one more thing, if don't know you now, or didn't know you in the past, don't bother sending me a friend request. If I've never even met you before, I don't trust you and I refuse to get to know new people via the internet.
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My Blog

With the fire of a thousand suns...

Okay, so why the fuck can't people grow up and move on??!? I mean seriously!! GROW THE FUCK UP!!! You know, sometimes things happen in life that hurt and that you don't understand. I accept that, but ...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 11:48:00 GMT

For Bob ;)

**Okay so I told Bob I'd post this for him, so here it is! Y'all help too if you wish.   MUSIC SHALL RISE AGAIN! How many people out there ACTUALLY don't listen to the Yahoo music thing?&nb...
Posted by on Tue, 09 May 2006 15:36:00 GMT

Finals

I'M DONE!!! :D:D:D
Posted by on Thu, 04 May 2006 08:10:00 GMT

Does anyone ever put the actual time on their blog posts?

Okay, I haven't blogged in a while so I thought it was about time. Things in the life of me are going great at the moment. Classes are good, I'm feeling better about them as a whole for a change! Iron...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jan 2006 18:49:00 GMT

We're baaack...

So we're back on campus, yay! It was nice to see everyone again! I can't say that I am all that thrilled about going back to classes, but that's ok, they should be interesting. The first day was fine....
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 22:06:00 GMT

Nothing important, just randomness.

Hmmm...just thought I'd apologize for the really recent, really long, really negative blog...you know, the one before the friends one...in case you weren't sure haha. I'd been paying more at...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 20:20:00 GMT

True Friends

Friends. Gotta love 'em! I know I do! Basically there is nothing else in the world like true friends. They're like family that you actually do choose! ;) The friendships that I made on campus are like...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 21:45:00 GMT

Grrrrr

Ok, I just wrote a really long entry...and I deleted it somehow...Don't ya just LOVE technology?? Grrrr...anyways, I'll rewrite it sometime soon.
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jan 2006 21:07:00 GMT

New Year's

So it's 2006 now, yay! Well I had a very laid back New Years, me and Doug hung out and that was it. But it was a lot of fun.We watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith, it was pretty good. ...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 18:56:00 GMT

How easily one forgets...

Okay, so I've just discovered (or rediscovered rather) that I have a myspace account!! Apparently I've had said account since last summer and somewhere along the line I forgot about it. How easil...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Dec 2005 19:54:00 GMT