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Decided on a course schedule

It looks like my first year will be doing a fast track programming course at a 2 year college. I'll also be throwing in math courses this first year on top of my programming classes. After this year, ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 00:48:00 GMT

Recently

No time for riddles and rhymes lately.Currently, I've been preparing to start a 2year college and working on a php/database program for a school. Before that, I was learning a mostly academic programm...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 17:13:00 GMT

pictures of a false life

(inspired by some pictures, mostly meaningless blather. though my state of mind is confused beyond comparison to past experience. perhaps, I'm depressed or looking for an outlet for some jumbled thoug...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 23:44:00 GMT

false reality

On transparent reality:>Reality is based on your bias towards the perception of your life. Yet, reality is not an essence influenced by one person. It takes outside views to shape reality. I can see t...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 04:35:00 GMT

On botnets

This is an analysis of my thoughts of the current situations of botnets. A grayhat's view.There's a huge market for these zombied computers. A day's usage on a botnet can rake in $500 easily. Maybe so...
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 23:01:00 GMT

A mirror

"A mirror is a mirror in that it reflects." (nearly 10 meanings in that one line)It was an island with red sandy shores, steaming crystal blue sea, and a myriad of palm trees in my view. The sky was p...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 00:38:00 GMT

Restrain

My essence sympathizes with the ideal of feeling lonliness is better than allowing yourself the chance to hurt others or for myself to get hurt. Insecurities causing me to flee from people like the mo...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 00:18:00 GMT

Ev(angel)ist

The knocking woke me from what was most likely the lustliness of dreams.I asked the mid-30s blonde haired woman what was she selling?->"The word of God!"Since you woke me up; I will listen to your que...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 09:45:00 GMT

Dream

work was not going so greatI was having existential crisis ontop of the fact that I kept blacking out in the bathroom at my jobmy friends and family were very worried and kept visiting the store to ch...
Posted by on Sun, 20 May 2007 20:19:00 GMT

Obit

I survived, but this was my dream.I am drowning, I am falling, I am fading, I have lost it allMay 6, 1985 - May 20, 2007Jonathan Lee Drouillard passed away at his apartment home in the suburbs of Wauk...
Posted by on Sun, 20 May 2007 18:17:00 GMT