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you zuz you lose

im just the way that the doctors made me

About Me

"I'm not brain dead im just shy" I prefer "laid back" to lazy and unmotivated. i dont exhibit a wide range of emotions or a heightened level of enthusiam, so i've been compared to "Daria" for those reasons. I also think its because i look two demensional and i am probably the worlds worst volley ball player. I'm not naturally blonde. but i can't say that i'm naturally smart either. I like to write and draw, any activity that allows me to sit on my ass. I used to write a lot. i used to be very emo and lack social skills as well. I've been told i'm very quiet, but i maintain that i just have a lot of private thoughts; learn to filter. we want quality over quantity. I like to play video games but only while using a guide because im not smart enough to figure out all the puzzles on my own and i like to get to the next cut scene as effeciently possible. I worship the sun and i love dogs. I've had a pretty easy life that i'vr chosen to complicate.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: i am j.z
Birthday: yesterday
Birthplace: hospital bed
Current Location: this chair
Eye Color: blue/grey/yellow
Hair Color: hmm, thats a toughie, blondette? brunde? reddish too
Height: 5'6 3/4
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: im waspy, the other day i was aksed if i was "asian"
The Shoes You Wore Today: adidas sandles
Your Weakness: im a sucker for "alternative" guys, and/or losers and jerks
Your Fears: that ill end up with one of those guys
Your Perfect Pizza: stuffed crust, with wadded up dollar bills
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: not be so ambitious, oh wait thats next years goal
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: my bro needs the computer for his poker tournament
Thoughts First Waking Up: is it 5 am or 5pm, i dont know how long ive been out
Your Best Physical Feature: my solar plexus
Your Bedtime: sometimes very early
Your Most Missed Memory: my rope swing, my dog, disney world
Pepsi or Coke: just as long as it doesnt have splenda in it
MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds has ice cream, so...i guess mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single, unless you have a harem
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither, im too sensitive to caffeine
Do you Smoke: occasionally
Do you Swear: to god
Do you Sing: terribly
Do you Shower Daily: i try to
Have you Been in Love: not sure
Do you want to go to College: lol no
Do you want to get Married: yeah sure
Do you belive in yourself: not really
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: i have my good days
Are you a Health Freak: no i destroy my body
Do you get along with your Parents: i was raised by wolves, theyre pretty unnapproachable
Do you like Thunderstorms: hate them, i dont liek lightning, too squiggly
Do you play an Instrument: nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: i think i ate a box of chips a hoy
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yup
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: you have to be in a relationship to be dumped, so i think i got rejected
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: past month? c'mon, ask "have you ever" in which case..no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: oh yes
Ever been called a Tease: no, so inxstead i get called a slut
Ever been Beaten up: nope, but im looking to, been being extra obnoxious
Ever Shoplifted: once
How do you want to Die: a freak accident
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: self sufficient
What country would you most like to Visit: italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesnt matter, just got to have 2
Favourite Hair Color: dark, i rarely look at blondes
Short or Long Hair: longer
Height: my height
Weight: cant weigh less than me
Best Clothing Style: popped collars
Number of Drugs I have taken: prescription? alot
Number of CDs I own: a lot.
Number of Piercings: 2, one in my lip, one in my right ear. im a pirate
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: atleast 5
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My Interests

i like the idea of thinking i can race dirtbikes, although ive only been on mine a handful of times, broken my collarbone and get afraid when i start picking up speed. i like wearing fox racing clothing though. I like dying my hair. ive tried cutting it too. at this point its 5 different colors and my split ends have split ends. I want to be a make-up artist, but i dont like to wear it often myself. i like animals too. maybe i will test cosmetics on animals and fulfil both my goals (j/k). I dont like exercise, but i do like to sweat.

I'd like to meet:

my sister, i lie awake in my twin bed every night wondering where she is. j/k Get your own emo kid

Music:

"So many suitors i dont even have a suit to wear"-head automatica, REO speedwagon, ZEBRAHEAD, alien ant farm, alkaline trio, audio karate, adelphi, at the drive in, rise against, safety in numbers, hot rod circuit, hot water music, killswitch engage, coheed and cambria, circa survive, secret lives of freemasons, a static lullaby, underoath, spitalfield, story of the year, arms bend back, acceptance, northstar RIP, they broke up, but they remain my favorite band) funeral for a friend, from first to last, interpol, hidden in plainview, socratic, 3 inches of blood, metallica, the spotlight, lovehatehero, between home and serenity, he is legend, chasingvictory, hedwig and the angry inch, the phantom of the opera soundtrack

Movies:

I cry during movies, but only when they are animated or have animals involved. some of my favorites include the chipmunk adventure, princess mononoke, spirited away, the nightmare before christmas, stand by me, dances with wolves, fluke, angus, fight club, keeping the faith, primal fear, (ed norton is the man) rounders, good will hunting, face/off, parenthood (love steve martin), inventing the abbots, 8mm, quills, clay pigeons, to die for, return to paradise, girl with a pearl earring, lost in translation, memento, office space, punch drunk love, dumb and dumber, forest gump, rainmain, american beauty, death becomes her, L.I.E, teenage mutant ninja turtles 1/2, batman returns, masters of the universe, footloose, short circuit 2, high fidelity, monty python and the holy grail, howard the duck, american graffiti, american splendor,resident evil, hitchcock's psycho and the birds, the exorcist, poltergeist, hedwig and the angry inch, phantom of the opera, frequency, crash, the doors, party monster, the grizzly man

Television:

JEM and the holograms, X-MEN the animated series. i also like mtv's newest dating show next. where else can you hear lines like "i'm bilinguel, but im TOTALLY gay" "do you guys have some bandades?...for these cuts" "if her face was an eight ball, her future would be very unclear" thats gold

Books:

BULLY- a story of high school revenge. If you dont read the book, i insist you see the movie "Bully"

Heroes:

SHE-RA, princess of power, captain planet, rainbow brite, thanks for the color. ..

My Blog

either they decorated for christmas early or they’re all dead

is the true title of the song i have up.
Posted by you zuz you lose on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 02:41:00 PST

"perhaps she'll die"

remember that book about the woman swallowing a fly? well it was a viscious cycle. she swallowed a spider hoping that would catch the fly, but then whats going to catch the spider. that my friends is ...
Posted by you zuz you lose on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 01:33:00 PST

regrets and upsets

you were the president of too many clubsyou mumbled and never annunciatedyou never had a chance because of ^you couldn't be honestyou couldnt commit to your feelings you have a receeding hairline...
Posted by you zuz you lose on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

free haricuts

well i've found a way to get free haircuts. i went to my hairdresser and said "just a half an inch today, im gonna donate it to "locks of love" so it will all be chopped off soone anyway, no use in tr...
Posted by you zuz you lose on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

myspace disclaimer

i must admit myspace is a little scary sometimes, or maybe just painfully embarrassing, it should be used at your own risk, and approached with extreme caution. i think i've innocently messaged a mysp...
Posted by you zuz you lose on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

birthday blues

when i was younger, my birthday was a big deal to me, its in may, so id have my birthday list started in december. but how times have changed, each year the anticipation is a little bit less. so by 19...
Posted by you zuz you lose on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

im a moron

so i dyed my hair, and to it's pre-existing color. but its cool, like the box of color was only 3 dollars and that little packet of condtioner they provide is honestly the best conditioner i've ever u...
Posted by you zuz you lose on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

you fucked [with] the wrong girl

this had to be typed out immediately because i got peanut butter and fluff on the paper...... The girls will talk to you because you're funny but dont get your hopes up, they wont fuck you, youre ...
Posted by you zuz you lose on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST