Emmies Mommie profile picture

Emmies Mommie

A redhead with Tequilla...

About Me


My friend, my love, my family... How did we lose in love that seemed meant to be? {ZJLS}
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts
My name is April I wont let you break me... think what you want... I'm 20 years old My birthday is September 30th I graduated from Ferndale High School June of 2005 I was a Varsity Cheerleader for half my senior year, but dont discriminate. I def wasnt like the 'normal' cheerleader-type. Ask around. I like to just hang out and chill. I like to spend time with my friends. I tend to be shy when i first meet someone. I can be your best friend, or your worst enemy When i get nervous i tend to play with my tounge ring I really hate to be cold. If you come to my apt you'd notice that. I have a problem with lettin ppl walk all over me. I'm working on that. I can be a very serious person. I dont usually take jokes. I love to sleep. I love children. I hope to be a elem. teacher some day. I rarely let anyone see me with my glasses on. Except RaeAnn and family. I'm quiet when I don't know you I get hurt easily I have a damaged heart I love driving fast I have a messed up family I hate waking up early I love being spoiled I love love. I'm a hopeless romantic I have alot of history or baggage. Dont try to understand my life or my past. its pretty difficult.. I act like i dont care what ppl say or think of me. But deep down i do. I cry alot. I am told that i am a strong person... but i see myself as weak. (inside) I have very low self-esteem. I'm rather modest. I dont take compliments either. I hate backstabbers, although i continue to befriend ppl that have backstabbed me... as i said... i let ppl walk all over me. I hate liars. I have a hard time letting go of things. My motto has always been: "I forgive, but i dont forget"... this can be a problem in relationships and friendships. If you hurt me... you will regret it for a long time. I will remind you of it constantly. I am usually referred to as a bitch. I'm sorry if you see me that way. I'm not usually spontainious. I like organization. I can be a perfectionist with certain things. You may find me fixin your hoodies, or shirt sleeves, ect. I have an obsession with pictures and taking pictures. Chances are, if you're a regular friend of mine... i'll have a picture of you. If you hurt someone i love, i will hurt you. I can be a very good friend if given the chance. I listen and respond to ppl when they come to me with a problem. I try my best to help and if i cant, i'm there to cry with you. I hate being mocked Dont judge me, get to know me... and if you still think of me as a bitch or what-not... then so be it. AIM MuhOwnBestFriend
ALL APRIL Im me, thats all I can be. No more, no less, dont second guess. I love, I laugh, I live, and cry, Ive wished sometimes that I could die. Some days Im funny, others Im not, Sometimes Im I overdrive and cannot stop. You may not like me but thats ok Cuz this is me and how Ill stay.
bold
italics
underline I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

My Interests



...Being Loved...
...music...
...cigarettes...
...photography...
...driving around...
...driving fast...
...liquor...
...local bands...
...being silly...
... ... ...honest people...
...eyeliner...
...cuddling...
...candles...
...kisses on the cheek...
...taking walks...
...playing in the rain...
...movies...
...hot bubble baths...
...rings...
...spaghetti o's...
... ... ...getting letters in the mail...
...inmates...
...singing...
...boys...
...brown eyes...
...writing...
... ... ...poetry...
...flip flops (specially light up ones lol)...
...thunderstorms...
...white tees...
...NY fitted's...
...yelling...
...hoodies...
...working on my scrapbook...
...boxers...
...stripper poles...
...my tongue ring...

Graphics & Layouts

Unconditional Friends
Many people Never experience true friendship Taking it in as Working through the hardship Many memories Is what breaks the fuss High-pitched giggles Is what makes us You were my shoulder When I was sad You were my grip When I was mad Through the good times As well as the bad It was us Who stuck behind the fad Spice Girls and Devon Is only two of the many Together, somehow Everything was funny Ketchuped-Shirts and stupid fights Things we'd like to forget Even though that's true Its something that'll fit From the straight roads and the bends Its easy to say we'll always be friends

..
Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com

I'd like to meet:



Does he kiss me on the forehead before we lay, does he show up at my door step with a bouquet, does he call me in the middle of the day just to say "Baby i love You"

I'm sick of ♥. The hook ups, the set ups, the fuck ups. the guys who only want one thing. the guy that doesnt know what he wants. the guy that does but wont admit it.
I just want the real thing.

* The not so perfect guy* If you ask me what I look for in a guy, I will say that I look for a guy who tries, A guy who lives life and deals with what it brings, And not someone who will try to buy my love with diamond rings. Im not asking for the so called "Perfect Guy" Just someone who will be there for me if I need to cry, someone who will always care. Someone who will lend a hand and will always be there

Music:


Walk Away
By Paula DeAnda
Powerlinetours.com

Movies:

**The NoteBook**
**Love & Basketball**
**Brown Sugar**
**Girl,Interupted**
**Step Up**
**Bad Boys {1&2}**
**Harry Potter {ALL}**
**Saw {1,2,&3}**
**Jeepers Creepers {1&2}**
**Spiderman {1&2}**
**Ice Age {1&2}**
**Swat**
**The Story of us**
**The Family Man**
**50 First Dates**
**I am Sam**
**Click**
**Bringing Down the House**
**A Walk to Remember**
**Man on Fire**
**Mean Girls**
**Material Girls**
**Double Jeopardy**
**The Upset of Anger**
**Cars**
**The Glass House**
**Edward SissorHands**
**Blue Crush**
**Erin Brocovich**
**The Wood**
**Here on Earth**
**Crazy/Beautiful**
**White Oleander**
**Thirteen**
**Enough**
**Angel Eyes**
**Step Mom**
**Now and Then**
**XxX**
**Road House**
**Unfaithful**
**8 Mile**
**Forever Lulu**
****
**Life as a house**
**First Wives Club**
**Empire**
**Man in the Moon**
**Broken Bridges**
**Save the Last Dance**
**Dirty Dancing**
**Remember the Titans**
**Coyote Ugly**
**Baby Boy**

Television:

^^Friday night lights^^
^^Crossing Jordan^^
^^CSI:Miami^^
^^Reba^^
^^Extreme Makeover^^
^^House^^
^^Friends^^
^^ER^^
^^Full House^^
^^Judging Amy^^
^^Law & Order:SVU^^
^^King of Queens^^
^^Everybody Loves Raymond^^
^^Prison Break^^
^^Medium^^

Books:


| View Show | Create Your Own

Create Your Own!

Heroes:

RIP Joey 2-25-05 ♥ RIP Tony 7-14-04

| View Show | Create Your Own

Myspace Tracker

My Blog

Devoted

What do you do when your whole life is turned upside down? do you sit back and wait for everything to be alright again? I had someone ask me yesterday "promise me that you'll be alright"... but what i...
Posted by Me, Myself & I on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 09:30:00 PST

UpDate

Hey guys, here's a bit of an update: ok, well i work at Value City now. Almost non-stop too. Its cool.I work in the Jewlery Dept so i get to dress up all professionally and pretty-ful now. no more uni...
Posted by Me, Myself & I on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 10:38:00 PST

Rest In Peace

Today marks 2 years since Mrs Kim had passed away. I miss you and i love you.
Posted by Me, Myself & I on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 03:20:00 PST

Shitty

alright guys, here's a bit of an update. Things have pretty much gone to shit. I lost my medical, my assistance and my apartment all in this past week. My health is still really shitty, and my life is...
Posted by Me, Myself & I on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 06:38:00 PST

Update

Hey all. thought i'd give a quick update on how things have been going for me.. not that you care but I'm bored so deal with it. The cyst i talked about in my last entry is gone. Was in the hospital a...
Posted by Me, Myself & I on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 06:15:00 PST

Pain pain pain

Well hello ppls. I just thought I might give alittle bit of an update on my life. Not that you're interested or anything but I'm bored and I figured what the hell. I recently got put on another anti-d...
Posted by Me, Myself & I on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 11:31:00 PST

Happy Birthday and RIP

Happy Birthday and RIP Mrs. Kim. I love and miss you.
Posted by Me, Myself & I on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 11:31:00 PST

What would you like to know?

Now, i usually dont post these kindsa things b/c no one ever answers. So i thought i'd take my chances. WHAT WOULD U LIKE TO KNOW?!? Body: YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS:1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10.____________...
Posted by Me, Myself & I on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 01:00:00 PST

Update...

Life is so funny, its disgusting. I've been very disgusted with life lately, and not just mine. I'm disgusted at how people choose to live their lives, and I'm disgusted with people that dont deserve ...
Posted by Me, Myself & I on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 01:49:00 PST

This is life > A little poem

This is lifeWhy is life always so cruel?Is life gonna always treat me like a fool?Are you supposed to be sad all the time?Is this world such a bad crime?Why does life have to hurt?It feels like my fac...
Posted by Me, Myself & I on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 12:58:00 PST