Aint It A Shame

So I thought I lost the love of my life. But our love was stronger than all the bullshit. And in the end we talked out our problems and I GOT MY BABY BACK.. Damn aint it a shame people tired so hard to break us up and fill his head with bullshit. But you should of known the truth was gonna come out and soon or a later we were gonna get back together. And yes WE ARE GONNA BE A FAMILY. Damn dont you feel stupid..Im 23 from the one and only VALLEJO. If you don't know you betta ask somebody. Let me tell you straight from the gate, i aint a pair of dice so dont try to play me. im so up on game it is scary. I grew up around nothing but guys so i know how you guys are. so there is no gaming this chick up. im a ryde or dye kinda chick. sneak a gun into the club type. Fuck the 3 strikes give the bitch the bag type. . So that's that. And now i'm here without someone who I love so much. oh and for all of you that dont' know i am a GEMINI. if that scares people away then that is on you. hey i mean it's nothin too this bitch, im gonna be me regardless on what people think. love me or leave me cause im gonna continue to do me.. if that comes off bitchy then hey what can i say.. i can be that and then some.. LOL nah but really i am a sweetheart until you do me dirty. i wear my heart on my sleve and that is my problem. the only person you can trust is the LORD and yourself. There comes a time in your life when you realize who will always matter, who does matter & who never did matter. So don't worry about people from your past... there's a reason they didn't make it to your future."R.I.P ROBERT COOPER ALWAYS IN OUR HEARTS AND MEMORIES. KEEP WATCHING OVER US MY NIGGA. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOUR.I.P BOB MORAN ALWAYS IN OUR HEARTS AND IN OUR MEMORIES. KEEP THAT GREAT SMILE AND CONTINUE TO WATCH OVER US. SEE YOU WHEN WE GET THERE.. I LOVE YOU!!!! R.I.P STEVE MORAN... I WISH YOU KNEW HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVED YOU...R.I.P ANTHONY GEE.... THIS YOUNG MAN RIGHT HERE WAS ONE OF THE BEST BASEBALL PLAYER'S I HAVE EVER MET. NOT ONLY THAT HE WAS A INSPERATION TOO SO MANY PEOPLE. IT WAS SO CUTE TOO SEE ALL THE YOUNGER KIDS LOOKIN UP TO HIM. YOU COULD HEAR THEM TALKING IN THE STANDS WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE LIKE ANTHONY GEE. HE TOUCHED SO MANY PEOPLE IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS OUR LIVES WERE TRULLY BLESSED BECAUSE WE WERE PRIVLAGED TO KNOW AND HAVE HIM ON OUR LIVES. IT WAS LIKE MAGIC WATCHING HIM AND MY BROTHER PLAY TOGETHER. AND NO MATTER WHAT I NEVER SAW THAT YOUNG MAN WITHOUT A SMILE. THANK YOU ANTHONY FOR LETTING MY FAMILY BE A PART OF YOU LIFE. OUR LIVES HAVE BEEN BLESSED BECAUSE OF YOU. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU...R.I.PR.I.P UNCLE SCOTT. I LOVE YOU AND U WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME. ALSO R.I.P TOO ALL THE LOVE ONE'S WE HAVE LOST. JUST KNOW THEY ARE UP THERE SHINNING DOWN ON US. AND ONE DAY WHEN IT IS OUR TURN TO MEET OUR CREATOR WE WILL BE WITH THEM.. ME AND MY RYDE OR DIE NIGGA.. MY BOOBADOO...The one in front of you is not always the person that you know. A person changes over time and no matter what, you can't change that. But you can always be there for them in their time or pain, happiness, and sorrow. You may not like what is happening, but you really have no right to stop it. God has a plan for everything. Even the not so good things. In time you will learn. You will need to except people for who they are. Not for what you want them to be. Things and people change. You change. Be happy for other people. Let them live their lives. Be there for them if they fall. Be happy when they are on top. Learn to love them for who they are, were, and will be. Let GOD be the master. Learn that you arent. Take it slow. Learn to love life again. And let life love you again. In the end it will all work out. Just keep in mind who is charge. GOD. And he will never give you something that he knows you cant handle. You are his Child and you need to start leaving it up to him. Trust him, he will not lead you astray. I promise. Talk to him. Daily. Always keep this in mind, and in the end you will be a much happier person.