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Beautiful tragedy

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I LOVE TO WRITE! POEMS AND STORIES IM WORKING ON A ZOMBIE SCRIPT!I LOVE TO DANCE AND SING AND CAN AND ITS ALL FUN AND STUFF!So ya landed you're self on my page huh? Hello! My names Ashley I can be sweet,crazy,bitchy, mean,and caring.But mostly fun and outgoing!8). I've made so many mistakes in my life.I wish I could take back but I can't. People that I've done things to,It sux and sometimes I just wish it never happend the way it did. but, U can never go back always go forward!The past is sad.. But it's never the same.People change. I've learned and seen it for myself,It sux but it happens.Like especially the love/loves you leave behind, there never the same. DON'T go back. Although, like I said I dwell sometimes. But it doesn't mean they dwell over you, so forget it! Don't screw yourself over from what you could have now! I'm a wrestler(a heal) I am a good actress/entertainer. I'm very out spoken,def not afraid to speak my mind. And yes, I admit I have a mean streak. but in the long run,I am to one who has been through alot and lost alot. I'm just another lost soul like you. I waisted 6 yrs of my life with just one guy(adam-the big mistake) at a young age. And had gained alot of my old weight back in that time. I wish I never had done that. I raised my self most my life. Until I was totally alone in Ga at 15. But That was the best couple years I've ever had with some of the best people I've ever known.You learn in life who you're friends are. Don't ever let anyone walk all over you! Don't ever change for anyone. Just a little advice. And for the guys/girls out there who are struggling with weight, at age 14 I was almost 300 lbs. I lost it all at the end of 15. I was tormented by assholes everywhere. I went through bad depression along with horrid family issues, I cryed alot, Wished alot, cut myself alot, both emotional and physical It has scard me. But made me the stronger person I am today. At the same time I had alot of friends cause of my outgoing personality to.I struggle from time to time. but I will never get like that again!Right now I work at Publix Supermarket. I am a very loyal friend and I would do anything for my friends.I sing,I love to dance and I am a writer. I am good at alot of things I do and I let no one tell me different. My mind is definitley not like most girls. I use to wrestle semi-proffessional. I started out in the backyard and then went Indy. I was a heal (bad guy). And trust me I'm not afraid to kik anyone's azz..Even if I know I'm gonna loose ill still go down fighting. I also have alot of valeting/managing experience. I am taken and I enjoy,Love and adore him more than anything.I love music,life would be nothing without it. I like concerts and get togethers.I love war movies and horror movies ALOT.Anything that involves blood,guts,and torture, I love!I also like graveyards.I like hanging with People who are down to earth.I can get along with almost anyone. I like to take risks,You should try everything once! I HATE SLUUTTTSS!!!LIERS,FAKE PPL,CLOSED MINDED PPL, AND STUCK UP ASSHOLES.I love to laugh.And yes at times, I do play world of warcraft. If you like me that's awesome. If you don't I could care less,hating me only feeds my fire. People usually don't understand my kind, if they had my dreams they'd go crazy to.

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I'd like to meet:

lol.. any jrock band(japanese) and gackt!I LOVE OUTGOING AND FUNNY PPL, ANYONE THAT CAN MAKE ME PEE MYSELF (no not literally)lol..


My Blog

SUFFOCATION. .....(WILL USE IN A BAND HOPEFULLY ONE DAY)

SINKING DEEP INTO THE EARTH MY BONES ARE CRUSHINGMY SKIN IS TEARINGGOING DEEP INTO THE GROUNDMY AIRWAYS BLOCKEDMY LIFE'S A WAIST,IM GOING DOWN,IM GOING DOWNSOFFICATION CUT OFF MY CIRCULATIONSOFFICATIO...
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LOVE =CONFUSION NOT VERY GOOD BUT WHATEVER

love is the feeling of a smile upon the faceit takes you through so many emotions the clouds hide and the sun beats downmakes me happy to relize what i've truly foundwhen no one's ever made me feel th...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 19:34:00 GMT

SILENCE....( lyrics to one o my songs)

I HEAR SOUNDS,BUT NO ONE'S HERETHE SOUND SEEMS FUZZYAS IT CONTINUOUSLY ECHOS IN MY EARMAYBE IM CRAZY, MAYBE IM JUST NOTHING AT ALLLYING IN MY BED IN THIS STRANGE PLACETHE PHONE RINGS SO I ANSWER THE C...
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