I am a married mother of three beutiful boys. I have been down some really bad paths in my life. But I have been comming around and realizing that life is 2 short so I really needed to step it up and be a better mother and wife for my family...but mostly for myself. I really went through a lot in my life. I was young and a single parent when I had to drop out of collage to take care of my Dad and my son. Ever since that...I started doing a lot of drugs and drinking a whole lot. I had a breakdown that I am embarrased to say but I tried to commit suicide. The strange thing about the whole thing is that it made me realize how much the people in my life that REALLY care about me and arent fake bout it were effected by it. I have a lil sister that I really miss and doesnt seem 2 really care that much...at least thats how it comes across 2 me. She claims my children mean the world 2 her, however, she only seen my son Ziggy when he was a baby and she never even tried to make an attempt to meet my, now 2 year old son Jacob. It really does hurt me because I was the 1 who always was there for her when our father was alive and his BITCH of a girlfriend would make her cry. We did exchange #'s but she never even attempted to call me...and as far as I am concerned I was the last 1 to try to communicate.I think it is her turn now, thats only fair! How can my kids mean the world to someone if they never even bother to come see them. When she was underage I would go get her alcohol but now she can do that herself so I really think she is using me as a crutch as 2 why she dont see us. If she had a problem with me, that doesnt mean she couldnt at least ask if she could come and pick up her nephews to spend the day with them. I just want you sara, if you R reading this or even bothered to look at my page ever, please understand how much U hurt me 2!!! I know U are busy with school and working but come on now...U cant tell me that U dont have a second in your day to at least call me or the kids for that matter! But I still luv U NE ways, it just really hurts!
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