all i had was the memory of what was.

About Me

COOL MySpace Comments im ashley. i have just about the bestest friends ANYONE could ever ask for. i hate ppl who hate certain things ~like my favorite music, and favorite ppl, and favorite things...~. i'm a pretty nice person, unless u get into my bad side, i would run if i was u xD ppl call me a freak, and tht is true. some ppl have also called me weird. sure im weird, and proud of it. people seem to judge me on really stupid things, so whatever, all i can tell those kinds of ppl is to fuck off and dont talk to me. k? i wanna be the lead singer of a band, still waiting on tht hope tho xD sadly. i have a few ~stalkers~. i have a few ppl tht are mad at me. im use to tht. i get hurt often, sadly, sometimes its just too much to take... but im use to it by now... i guess. im not gonna put up with anymore shit from anyone.
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My Interests

i like music, myspace, vampire freaks, facebook, rainbows, colors, rain, snow, unevil kittens, animals, friends, edward cullen(do not ask), the moon(i hate the sun... it's too bright), roses, rainbows ^_^, BUTTERFLIES!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ ok thts it...

I'd like to meet:

people that i think are interesting. people that i have a lot in common with. and just people who would like to talk to me. ppl tht wont hurt me somehow...

Music:

soooooooooooo many bands. some are: Green Day, Hawthorne Heights, Saosin, Avril Lavigne, Evanescnece, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, Taking Back Sunday, 30 Seconds to Mars, Aiden, Linkin Park, Atreyu, Murderdolls, Escape The Fate, Pink Spiders, A7X, Plain White T's, My Chemical Romance, H.I.M, The Used, uhhh *thinks* Boys Like Girls, Simple Plan, GC, Finger Eleven, Cute Is What We Aim For, Three Days Grace, As We Fight, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Boys Night Out, Skillet, The Spill Canvas, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Cartel, Four Year Strong, The Audition, Josephine Collective, Just Surrender, Hidden in Plain View, Mozart Season(even tho they broke up?), tokyo rose, my american heart, killswitch engage, as i lay dying, amber pacific, and many more

Movies:

sci-fi and horror stuff. even though horror movies give me nightmares.

Television:

a few shows on MTV, most shows on Cartoon Network/Adult Swim, and a few on Disney Channel ^_^"

Books:

New Moon, Twilight, Eclipse, Blood Angel, and some other stuff xD
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Heroes:

ppl.

My Blog

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hm... what can i say about shane...? xD hm... well... hes like... one of my bestest friends... and hes random at times-but i like randomness... so i dont mind tht xD -... and hes funny... and hes one ...
Posted by all i had was the memory of what was. on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 05:45:00 PST

Lifeless ~poem~

Sitting here alone in the dark. Crying all because of you. My soul bleeding through my skin, into the darkness. I see my soul now, My soul is black. It leaves me. Soulless and lifeless, I sit here al...
Posted by all i had was the memory of what was. on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 04:03:00 PST

Blood Stained ~poem~

Blood tears run down my face. A bloody river runs down my body. My bruised and broken heart torn in two. Hurtful wishes about ending my life. Darkness slowly creeping over my body. Motionless an...
Posted by all i had was the memory of what was. on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 04:00:00 PST

Never Ending Darkness

She walked into the darkness, further and deeper she walked. Nobody knew she was missing. She called out for help. Nobody replied. Lost in the shadows she cried. "No one cares," she thought. She was r...
Posted by all i had was the memory of what was. on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 05:11:00 PST

My Sweet Addiction

I can't exactly put my feelings into words. I can't describe them when I talk to you. It's like he's my drug, and I'm VERY addicted. I dream about him at night, the one thing I'm living for. If he ev...
Posted by all i had was the memory of what was. on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 05:10:00 PST

Angel of Death

I tried to compare you to something, but your better then everything. The strange thing is whenever I think of the sweetest thing, your face is the first thing I think of. I try to not think of him, b...
Posted by all i had was the memory of what was. on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:22:00 PST

Nobody Knows

Nobody knows the pain I go through everyday. Nobody see's the hurt I hide behind my green eyes. Nobody knows the death I experience on the inside everyday. Nobody knows the hurtful things I hear each ...
Posted by all i had was the memory of what was. on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:19:00 PST

My Wishes VS Reality

It's so hard to love you, knowing you can't love me back. I wish you would, I wish you could. But that will only happen in my wildest dreams. I know you care about me, I care about you too. I wish som...
Posted by all i had was the memory of what was. on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:16:00 PST

Past Regrets

It hurts me when I talk to you. I know you hate me still. I would go back in time to prevent this from happening, but I don't regret the past. I still wish things would go back to normal, or as normal...
Posted by all i had was the memory of what was. on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:14:00 PST

If Only You Knew

What is this feeling you make me feel? Why do I feel empty without you? You have a strange effect on me. This feeling can't be too good. The butterflies go crazy when I talk to you. What is this feeli...
Posted by all i had was the memory of what was. on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 02:10:00 PST