sprrrrriiiiiinnnnnnggggg |
finally. it's here. it better stay. or i'll punch it in the goddamn face! Posted by on Thu, 11 Mar 2010 10:41:00 GMT |
almost march. |
even though it's cold, the sun shining down around my place is making me feel very warm and cozy, or perhaps the fact that I was coerced into waking up at a normal hour, that i cleaned the house, show... Posted by on Wed, 24 Feb 2010 11:14:00 GMT |
pretending it's spring already.... |
it's sunny today and on my third day of not being where i would normally be i think i'll make it. make money. make music. make sweet sweet love (jk, sort of). make a garden. make a clean happy house. ... Posted by on Thu, 18 Feb 2010 13:29:00 GMT |
prozac (i hate the world and the world hates me) |
wood pile low, seventeen below.chicken feed forty pounds,forty pounds spillin over frozen snow.water-frozen skin, frozen skin dried and torn,heart heavy also.ancient dinosaur rage when eggs are gone.a... Posted by on Tue, 09 Feb 2010 14:25:00 GMT |
furry teeth |
my thermostat came and teh fridge works now. got car insurance. elbows deep in booking / planning for SIRG and a little band stuff and, well, my own fucking schedule!working 3 days melange, 1 day bar ... Posted by on Mon, 25 Jan 2010 19:44:00 GMT |
total fucking bullshit |
Grrrrr.... Everything keeps piling on. really trying to stay above water right now. fridge is fucked. ordering a part, hope it fucking helps cause i cannnnnnot afford to do anything else with it! car ... Posted by on Thu, 21 Jan 2010 13:51:00 GMT |
life in da woods |
i wait for the fire to really catch, so i can pile wood on and pass out. the last few days have been jam packed with work, roller skating, catching up with folk. and that's good, but forecast promises... Posted by on Tue, 05 Jan 2010 22:39:00 GMT |
january fourth |
it's hard to unwind the images in the head when the heart misses how to alone. half a time, half a jug a wine, everything half done and you and that face just started. the house smells of roasting her... Posted by on Mon, 04 Jan 2010 16:41:00 GMT |
the idealistic ritualist |
2008/2009 (because i think i forgot about time somewhere between there)moved a lot. lived out of my car a little. lived in a trailer with three other people, on a couch, with my closet in a broke down... Posted by on Sun, 27 Dec 2009 12:57:00 GMT |
f it. |
sometimes it doesn't seem to matter when things seem like their going well... i feel as though i can never be satisfied. every little or big goal i accomplish doesn't seem to make things ever feel rea... Posted by on Sat, 26 Dec 2009 20:57:00 GMT |