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I am a 5 foot something junior in high school with a big dream. i am an aspiring writer, hopefully it goes well for me. my hair is dyed black to fit my dark mood. usually i think people should just screw themselves, but i have become more of a people person than i used to be. i love pizza, cartoons and standing in the rain. i try to sing but i don't think i am that good. my humor is hard to follow at times and maybe alittle crude. i like pissing people off just for the sake of pissing them off. arguing is fun. lots of the time i shut myself up in my room and listen to music. poeple are too hard to deal with What Am I The Most?
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Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)
Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?
You Should Rule Mercury
Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system.
You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever.
Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match.
Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests.
A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you. What Planet Should You Rule?
The Part of You That No One Sees
You are aloof, mysterious, and distant.
People feel like they really don't know the true you...
Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force.
Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself.
It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose.
You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?
You Are Scary
You even scare scary people sometimes! How Scary Are You?
What Your Hands Say About You
You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.
Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.
Brainy and intelligent, you are intellectual to the point of being incomprehensible.
Your emotions tend to be well though out. You're willing to wait out a bad situation, and you're never too quick to act. What Do Your Hands Say About You?
You Are Destined to Rule the World
You have the makings of a very evil dictator...
Which is both kind of cool and kind of scary!
Will you rule the world? Maybe. Maybe not.
But at least you know that you could. Are You Destined For World Domination?
Your Brain is Purple
Of all the brain types, yours is the most idealistic.
You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense.
Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries.
You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself. What Color Is Your Brain?
Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence
You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.
You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?
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Your Name
Superhero Name The Bankruptcy Lawyer
Super Power Severe Mood Swings
Enemy Michael Jackson
Mode Of Transportation Scooter
Weapon A Stapler
What's Your Love Style?
Your Eyes Should Be Violet
Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure
What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion What Color Should Your Eyes Be?
You May Be a Bit Antisocial...
Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement.
You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto!
Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences.
But people love you anyway... you've got a boatload of charm. What Personality Disorder Are You?
You Are 28% Paranoid Schizophrenic
You're pretty grounded, though you have your occasional paranoid moments.
Just make sure to ignore those voices in your head! Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?
You Are 44% Sociopath
You're not a sociopath, but you're very prone to antisocial behavior.
Other people's opinions matter little to you. You live your own fringe life - for better or worse. Are You A Sociopath? What kind of murderer are you?"Such a quiet man". No one will see it coming.
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What's Wrong With You?

MY RESULT: Frightening to Small Children


..You’re a nice, funny, intelligent person who just happens to be terrifying to anyone under the age of six.
Don’t take this news too hard. Just keep your (grossly deformed) chin held high and try to stay out of elementary schools. And maybe you should work on your people skills a little. You know, try to curb those evil stares and haunting peals of laughter. Because there’s nothing worse than having a beautiful day ruined by the blood-curdling screams of children.

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The eSPIN Personality Test

MY RESULT: Cucumber


..You know - as in "cool as a cucumber." Because there's no cooler vegetable than you.
You've got a great attitude going on - friendly, laid-back, open to new experiences. Anyone should want to hang out with you, and if they don't - well, that's their problem, not yours. Just let it roll off your back. We're pretty sure you do that anyway.
Don't be afraid to show a little attitude every once in a while - it's cool being cool, but it's also pretty nice to get your way and influence the people around you. A little bit. We wouldn't want you to lose your cucumber-ness.

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Your True Love Is a Cancer
Why you'll love a Cancer:
Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.
Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up!
Why a Cancer will love you:
You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.
A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you. What Sign Is Your True Love?
Your Personality is 41% Addictive
You may have an addictive personality, but you have it mostly under check.
Just don't start any new bad habits, okay? Do You Have an Addictive Personality? table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2
Your Theme Song is Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd
"There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ship?s smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves."
You haven't been feeling a lot lately, and you think that's a good thing.
The comfortable part is nice... but you should really work on numb. What's Your Theme Song?
You Are 88% Bipolar
You have some serious ups and downs, maybe to the point of endangering your own life.
Consult a doctor to see if you may truly have bipolar disorder. Are You Bipolar?
You Are 76% Pure
Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close.
But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet. How Pure Are You?
Your Kissing Purity Score: 69% Pure
For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing Kissing Purity Test
Your Personality Profile
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. The World's Shortest Personality Test
Your Personality Is Like Heroin
You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows.
Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain.
People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?
You Are 76% Cynical
You're a full blown cynic... and probably even skeptical of these results.
You have your optimistic moments, but most likely you keep them to yourself. How Cynical Are You?
You Are 72% Brutally Honest
Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear.
Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful. How Brutally Honest Are You?
You Are 37% Feminine, 63% Masculine
You are in touch with your masculine side.
You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved.
Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart! Are You Masculine or Feminine?
You Are Rogue
You're reluctantly special. In fact, you long to be normal.
You consider your powers to be a curse, and something you can't control.
Powers: absorbing other people's memories and abilities, weakening and killing people with your touch Which of the X-Men Are You?
White Chocolate Mocha Frappuccino
One of a kind and forward looking, you're the first to introduce a wacky new trend to your friends. And even if your ideas seem weird, they get adopted pretty quickly. What Flavor Frappuccino Are You?
You Are More Yang
Masculine
Creative
Angry
Spring
Summer
Morning
Sun
Space
Active
Wood
Chocolate
Are You More Yin or Yang?
Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring
You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.
You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.
An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.
You show people how to question their models of the world.
You Are 40% Normal
While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself How Normal Are You?
You Are A Lime Tree
You are intelligent, hard working, and innately successful.
You try to change what you can in life - and you accept what you can't change.
Tough on the outside, you are actually soft and relenting.
Jealous at times, you are extremely loyal and giving to those you love.
You have many talents, but you don't have enough time to use them. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
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My Interests

well, as you know i write. i also read, play the gutair(badly), sing(badly), and well, annoy people(this i seem to do quite naturally.)
Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is. What Is Your Seduction Style?

I'd like to meet:

Ha, people can kiss my ass. JK. actually i am willing to meet almost anybody. i like seeing who will end up being my friend and who will be my enemy. fantasy layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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Music:

i love all music...wait, scratch that. i hate country and rap and pop...i love goth and rock. i even listen to some jazz or classical at times, but only when i am extremely tired.
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Movies:

they suck. i can live without them, but i guess it's nice to laugh once and awhile. My score on The Family Guy Character Test :

Joe Swanson
(You scored 40% Evilness, 55% Horniness, 80% Intelligence, and 70% Fitness!)

You're Joe Swanson!You're a powerhouse of physical fitness, aside from that whole "wheelchair" thing. You're also one of the good guys, ready to fight crime day or night. You're smart, too, and when you come home from a long day of writing traffic tickets and saving orphans you're ready to make sure your wife stays pregnant for another three seasons. Go you!"ALL RIGHT! LET'S DO IT!"

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Television:

its ok, but mainly i watch cartoons. its pretty sad.
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Books:

i'll read almost anything you throw my way, but i love horror and mystery novels. Dean Koontz is my all time favorite writer...well, besides Edgar Allen Poe.

Heroes:

i can't say i've ever had any.

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How Will You Die?

MY RESULT: Peacefully In Your Sleep


..You’re smart, you're healthy and you don’t let anger or stress get the best of you. But even the best of us gotta go sometime.

Wanna die in a more adventurous way? We recommend taking up one (or all) of the following hobbies: glass eating, chemical mixing, hijacking, or poking grizzly bears with sticks and calling them “jerkface.”

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The rules are: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged. List their names and ...
Posted by This Is How I Disappear on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 07:28:00 PST

I'm scared.

I dont know what to do. The guy i love and will always love...well, to put it mildly i wont be able to see him for a long time. and after all this im sure he wont want to be with me. i feel so lost. i...
Posted by This Is How I Disappear on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 03:49:00 PST

If i had a razor...

this is horrible to even say...but if i had a razor i think i'd use it. my blood would be all over the floor. and i would feel nothing. i would be floating in the darkness where no one could touch me.
Posted by This Is How I Disappear on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 12:09:00 PST

blah

sometimes...life seems rather hopeless. i'd rather not be here. like death is the only way to escape the pain i'm feeling....i know, this sounds horrible, but sometimes i can't seem to help myself.
Posted by This Is How I Disappear on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 04:32:00 PST