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About Me

Like a caged animal, if I can't escape I will destroy..................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Friends, people who share the same interests as me, I.E.- Metal music, playing music, partying, art, nerd-stuff. and etc.........

My Blog

just some randumb thoughts....

What a wonder and surprise and let-down and shock and horror and irritating and simple and just incredibly COMPLEX thing life is. Just when you think you have got a feel for what is going to be thrown...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 09:59:00 GMT

This one's for you, Roxanne.

I have never heard a song that more succinctly summarizes how I'm currently feeling in my entire life. Mudvayne has done it again, and it's amazing how incredibly strongly I identify/empathise with th...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 12:03:00 GMT

the next three hours would be a hellishly introspective nightmare

i'm tearing myself apart. i walk around in this world that was never meant for me and am wondering what the fuck i have to do to just STOP this. i know that i'm not a fun person to be around when i'm ...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 09:56:00 GMT

sick of being me.

I just don't get it. Bottom line. I try so very hard to be the best person i can be based on my past experiances, and it just gets me walked on all over again. What am i doing wrong?? Will somebody pl...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jul 2008 02:09:00 GMT

On the uphill climb again

So I finish my training on the new process at work this week and will be switching back to my normal vampire schedule. I'm stoked enough about that, but I should also be starting my new part-time...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 01:01:00 GMT

Chapter 2 -Disturbing the Stillness.

Chapter 2: Disturbing The Stillness       Jennifer awoke with a start and glanced at the red glowing numbers blazing an almost alien glow through the darkness of her bedroom. The clock ...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 02:34:00 GMT

second draft

I decided that I'm going to write another chapter very soon, but i wanted to polish up the first on i wrote because it was done kinda on the fly. So here's the second draft of "This Forthcoming Silenc...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 21:41:00 GMT

Fuck. Here we go again...

So I had my car back for a grand total of six whole days before it shit on me again. Now i find out it's gonna cost me another 700 to get it on the road again, and that's after my warranty company foo...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 07:28:00 GMT

Music Minded Madman on a Mission.....

Some people are musically inclined, some people could care less- just background noise. And in the smallest demographic are the true MUSIC FREAKS. These people use music to do everything from communic...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 07:08:00 GMT

UPDATE

Allright, everyone. To all of you who affered support and wisdom, thank you. J.T.- that shit is just crazy....... neat. Anyway, I've done a lot of thinking and acting since I posted that last blog, an...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 06:56:00 GMT