I started playing around with diapers when I was about 10 or so. My parents babysat for different kids. I would help change them and or help then go potty if we were trying to potty train them. During that time I would take some diapers and keep them in my room. At night or on weekends, instead of getting out of bed to go pee, I would put a diaper on and pee in it. When I didn't have diapers, I kept a pee/poop can next to my bed so I didn't have to go the the bathroom, I could just stay in my room.Now I wear my diapers for security, comfort, and not having to worry about finding a bathroom. I wear my diapers every where I go, and do wet them when I wear. Diapers are so much a part of me now, that when I have to go with out them, I start getting really down.Wearing diapers has become such a part of me that if I go a few days with out wearing, I start to feel really down. I don't see anything wrong with wearing diapers. I am glad to look through myspace and see that there are others out there that like, have the need, or want to wear diapers.I am lost with out my diaper on.