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JTB [Loves Amanda <3]

Heaven is not the place that you go when you die, its that moment in life when you actually feel ali

About Me

So yeah my name is John and i'm a senior at Bradshaw HS. My girlfriend Amanda means so much to me, she is my one and only, she is my life. I love that girl to death and i'd do anything for her just so she's happy and safe. We plan to one day get married and have a badass life together, and I know thats going to happen. My best friend is Josh, he is the only person that I know that completely understands me. We've been friends since the 8th grade. Haha we get into so much shit whenever we hang out but we have so many stories to tell, ranging from bb-guns on the roof to car accidents and more haha. I care alot about this kid and we have each others back. I smoke and I drink go ahead and judge me, I love piercings and tattoos, I have me ears gauged to 7/16's and I wanna get a tattoo real bad. Thats about all I have to say, wanna know more? too damn bad (or just message me thats cool too)Layout made by gothicphoenix
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My Interests

My Interests include, listening to and writing music, chillin with the homies, hugs kisses and laughs shared with amanda, driving, moshing at shows, street hockey, shooting shit, hanging out at Ihop all night until 4:30AM and thats about it

I'd like to meet:

paul allender from cradle of filth, he is such an intense musician. I would like to meet him just to talk and hope that some of his talent would rub off on me. or Aaron Rothe, he is such a talented musician, he is in 3 projects. his lyrics are so meaningful and he seems like a real cool dude
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You Are a Punk Rocker!
When it comes to rock, you don't follow any rules
You know that rocking out is all about taking down the man
You've got an incredible stage presence and rock persona
You scare moms, make bad girls (or boys) swoon, and live life on the edge! What Kind of Rocker Are You?
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!

Rocker, Mosher


95%

Goth


75%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev


60%

Prepy


50%

Emo


40%

Trendy


40%

Skater


30%
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ect
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: John Adrian Miller II
Birthday: August,10th 1989
Birthplace: Fredericksburg Virginia
Current Location: Dewey Arizona
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Brown naturally
Height: 6'3
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: a whole mess of shit
The Shoes You Wore Today: My moccasins
Your Weakness: Amanda's smile
Your Fears: losing Amanda
Your Perfect Pizza: canadian bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: move out so i can live on my own or with Amanda
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I dont use messenger
Thoughts First Waking Up: ...I need a cigarette...
Your Best Physical Feature: hell if I know
Your Bedtime: whenever I fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: Childhood innocence
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: usually single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: yeah
Do you Swear: yeah
Do you Sing: I try
Do you Shower Daily: every other day
Have you Been in Love: I am now
Do you want to go to College: eventually
Do you want to get Married: hell yeah i do, no doubt about it
Do you belive in yourself: damn straight
Do you get Motion Sickness: in cars sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: not really
Are you a Health Freak: nah
Do you get along with your Parents: usually
Do you like Thunderstorms: hell yeah
Do you play an Instrument: yeah, bass
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: yeah like 5 minutes ago
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah
&..39;In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:' no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no sick
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: hell yeah all the time, i'm a teenager what kind of question is that?
Ever been called a Tease: nah
Ever been Beaten up: hell no i'm not a pussy
Ever Shoplifted: yeah
How do you want to Die: protecting the ones I love
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: electrician
What country would you most like to Visit: finland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Brown
Favourite Hair Color: black or brown
Short or Long Hair: medium
Height: shorter than me, I dont dig amazon chicks
Weight: doesnt matter
Best Clothing Style: a rocker chick, band shirts and stuff like that
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1
Number of CDs I own: like a thousand
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I dont regret the past, I learn and apply it to the future

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Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom

What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Music:

Grace Gale, Fear Before The March of Flames, Shyla (RIP), Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Every Bridge Burned, Job For A Cowboy, As Blood Runs Black, Greeley Estates, From First To Last, Life In Pictures (RIP), Her Silhouette (RIP), Scribbled (RIP), I Am Ghost, Abigail Williams, Through The Eyes Of The Dead, As I Lay Dying, The Blood Brothers, Underoath, Bright Eyes, and so on so forth blah blah blah I like too many bands

Her Ghost In The Fog

"The Moon, she hangs like a cruel portrait Soft winds whisper the bidding of trees As this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heart And the Midnightmare trampling of dreams But oh, no tears please Fear and pain may accompany Death But it is desire that shepherds it's certainty As We shall see..."

She was divinity's creature That kissed in cold mirrors A Queen of Snow Far beyond compare Lips attuned to symmetry Sought Her everywhere Dark liqoured eyes An Arabian nightmare...

She shone on watercolours Of my pondlife as pearl Until those who couldn't have Her Cut Her free of this World

That fateful Eve when... The trees stank of sunset and camphor Their lanterns chased phantoms and threw An inquisitive glance, like the shadows they cast On my love picking rue by the light of the moon

Putting reason to flight Or to death as their way They crept through woods mesmerized By the taffeta Ley Of Her hips that held sway Over all they surveyed Save a mist on the rise (A deadly blessing to hide) Her ghost in the fog

They raped left... (Five men of God) ...Her ghost in the fog

Dawn discovered Her there Beneath the Cedar's stare Silk dress torn, Her raven hair Flown to gown Her beauty bared Was starred with frost, I knew Her lost I wept 'til tears crept back to prayer

She'd sworn Me vows in fragrant blood "Never to part Lest jealous Heaven stole our hearts"

Then this I screamed: "Come back to Me for I was born in love with thee So why should fate stand inbetween?"

And as I drowned Her gentle curves With dreams unsaid and final words I espied a gleam trodden to earth The Church bell tower key...

The village mourned her by the by For She'd been a witch Their Men had longed to try And I broke under Christ seeking guilty signs My tortured soul on ice

A Queen of snow Far beyond compare Lips attuned to symmetry Sought Her everywhere Trappistine eyes An Arabian nightmare...

She was Ersulie possessed Of a milky white skin My porcelain Yin A graceful Angel of Sin

And so for Her... The breeze stank of sunset and camphor My lantern chased Her phantom and blew Their Chapel ablaze and all locked in to a pain Best reserved for judgement that their bible construed...

Putting reason to flight Or to flame unashamed I swept form cries Mesmerized By the taffeta Ley Or Her hips that held sway Over all those at bay Save a mist on the rise A final blessing to hide Her ghost in the fog

And I embraced Where lovers rot... Her ghost in the fogHer ghost in the fog

Movies:

I dont watch many movies either, anything that'll freak me the hell out or if its controversial ?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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Television:

I'm not much into TV, if it'll make me laugh I usually watch it

Books:

The only books that I generally like are non-fiction and about history, I dont care what its the history of just history.

Heroes:

my best friend Josh for straightening me out when I did stupid shit, the creator of pudding in a cup, and all of my friends because they inspire me to do cool stuff.
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fuck yeah son

so yeah last night kicked ass! Luke, Jenna and I went and saw Dragonforce and Killswitch Engage at the mesa amphitheater. we didnt make it there till 7 so we missed he is legend and chimaira but that ...
Posted by JTB [Loves Amanda <3] on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 08:46:00 PST

damn dude

So i just had a reality check and its pretty gay, i realized how much my life is going to change soon. 2 of my best friends which i hold close to my heart are enlisting in the military soon, the soone...
Posted by JTB [Loves Amanda <3] on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 08:11:00 PST

deep thoughts

so I just finished talking to my mom about some stuff that needed to be said, it made me think alot. i was confused about so many things and now it all seems so clear. i'm sick and tired of fucking de...
Posted by JTB [Loves Amanda <3] on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 11:36:00 PST

freakin heck yes

so I took some time to stop and smell the flowers yesterday (so to speak) and i realized that my life is actually going great, and i'm excited about it. well first off I have an awesome girl...
Posted by JTB [Loves Amanda <3] on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 07:25:00 PST