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About Me


Christ does not come in a cardboard box, with fries.

aim = wombat993
I'm incredibly weird, but I embrace it.
I try to be laid back and loving towards everyone. I may seem ridiculously shy and awkward, its cause I'm just not warmed up to you. but I love people, i love mingling and partying. that is the side of me that most people get to see. there's only a few people i can warm up to immediately. I am typically the listener in a conversation. when i talk though, i usually don't stop till i make at least one jaw drop. its not that hard.
when I was little I wanted to be a surgeon despite the phobia of blood. then I wanted to be a pet mechanic, and when my fear of blood disappeared i wanted to stare at the night sky forever. then I decided that I wanted to learn to have others learn, and now i just want to do something with my love. Music. I play guitar and keyboard (really want a drum set), and I've been singing my whole life. I'm an audiophile. i only like music with personality, and I mostly adore very heavy metal.
I'm trying to start a doom/death band called Chromophobic, myself and another member have had deaths in the family and are both dealing with the aftermath of it, which is putting off taking riffs and forming songs.
Just something most people don't realize is that I will do everything in my power to try to make a person happy. If you trust in me, I will make you my number one priority and take you in and help you with anything. I really don't care about myself as much as people tell me that I should, but that would go against my philosophy on life; you only live once, and everything that you do in selfishness is worth nothing in the end. why should you waist your life pleasing yourself when others are so miserable? why not take pleasure in making them better?.... I'm constantly told I'm a hopeless romantic.
But, I will not allow a person to use me. if you wrong me, I will get even with you one way or another. I would devote myself to anyone, I would accept any flaws, but I am no one's pawn, and I never will be. I do like to think I am a reasonable man. I try to be as selfless as I possibly can. I'm one of the supposed few people who would rather be hurt instead of hurting others and for others, and I am eternally forgiving. I love to try new things as often as possible. I believe everything is worth trying once. even if your reincarnated, you don't get to remember your past life. and if you believe in a heaven and hell, you know you wont return to your mortal form again. life is good. its worth every tear, every touch, every pain, every moment you embrace, every drop of blood; in birth, in youth, in aging and in death. well, maybe not in aging (hence why I just want to enjoy my time while I have it).
and thats the most i can explain about myself and the way I think. I'm really weird, and my sanity is highly questionable. If you dislike me for any reason, its because you don't know me. Feel free to talk to meh. ^-^

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

you :0 unless I've met you, then yeah I've already met you.
metalheads, musicians, philosophical peoples, partying types... anyone basically
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"Thine own consciousness, shining, void, and inseparable from the Great Body of Radiance, hath no birth, nor death, and is the Immutable Boundless Light." - Padmasambhava, The Tibetan Book of the Dead
"Though words are spoken to explain the Void, The Void as such can never be expressed. Though we say, "The Mind is a bright light," It is beyond all words and symbols. Although the mind is void in essence, All things it embraces and contains." - Tilopa, The Song of Mahamudra

theres no place like home

Found you there in the blink of an eye
I miss you
Turned away into a thousand dreams
Found out what they mean

Lost you there in a moment of truth
I trust you
Gave away the one and only heart
A gift to tear apart

Stain me, save me
Take me to my home
Hold me, show me
Take me to my home

Weaker now, drawing fluid from me
You kill me
I'm not afraid of what you have just done
But what you've just become

My Blog

sixes and sevens

the following i stole from a facebook note i made.  thought you might be interested in reading.  "Rules: Once youve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with16 random things, facts, habits, ...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jan 2009 20:09:00 GMT

hidden beneath me as i lie and stare at the cieling

the following was thought out in the beginning, but was then drawn down to a semi-rant that makes sense.  With a mind as repeatedly force-edged as mine, thoughts are generally shaven down to a pi...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 09:29:00 GMT

Gandhi, you couldn’t have said it any better

this week has proved to be the most bullshit week I've ever had, and half of it has come from several people who think they're depressed. about a year ago my fellow metal head, Gandhi Harmon, had wri...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 17:59:00 GMT

rest in peace george carlin, great hero to american thought

You were one of the greatest men who ever lived George, and you will remain one of my greatest heroes.  Joe bless you George, and God bless you on your way down the eternal realm.  ...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 12:36:00 GMT

blah

boredom. lonesomenesslong drawn out stories retold about misfortune and bigotry. severance from friends and ignorance by enemiesfire burst through my ceiling wet earth around my skyeyes red, pupils ro...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 13:41:00 GMT

Ya wanna know what EXTREMLY pisses me off???

IGNORANT FUCKS THAT CAN'T GIVE A DOG ENOUGH LEASH!(Fuck people!)some family moved into the house behind us, and they've fucked up their back yard, trees fell around and they have these huge piles of b...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 15:56:00 GMT

attention all you bands that keep adding me

if you are of this subgenre of a subgenre:emoscreamohardcoremetal core (ie, another name for screamo)actually, lets just sum it up like this:  if your band is a (fillintheblank)-core band, or if ...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 10:52:00 GMT

update on my mom

I forgot to mention this stuff earlier.said it in the previous blog, but it turns out that she has a type of nervous disease.  NERVES/FEELINGthe cause:Lupus is basically the body's immunse system...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 18:40:00 GMT

craptastic day, so I'm just bitching

  Every chance I've had today to see or talk to anyone today has been taken away one way or another, and right now I feel like crap.    alone in my basement  very quiet lonely dark...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 17:34:00 GMT

mom broke her arm, and my summers been hell. ive been bottling up too much damn stress

as many of you know, my mother has a lot of problems.  shes overmedicated, she has lupus, severe arthritus, a very bad perpetual skin disease with her legs alonmg with the lupus, and had part of ...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 20:05:00 GMT