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About Me

My name is Radziah.Kol me Radz.My bandmates kol me Zie.. My boyfren is Faizal and I LOVE him many2 hehe..We've been together for 1 year on the 16th Jan 2007!! Thank you for being there for me babey,in my times of weakness or health..richer or poorer..and despair or joyYes I'm in a band..Its called ==*FuSe*== We play for weddings..and i juz sing..i cant play any instuments..WAHAHAHHA. I love my bandmaties many2 aso..They're lyk bros to me. We crap and shit a lot when we chill and i juz love those moments :DI'm still crazy and crappy..and emo.. Sensitive... Sentimental... Romantic... Eccessively empathatic...(very2 bad..learnt my lesson) A gd listener... Very very very patient... Crestfallen... Melancholy... At times,i get drowned in my past... Loneliness can be The Best Fren. Sacrifices...Responsibilities..things dat sum people juz cannot understand.. I fucking hate hypocrites and Bloody backstabbers!! People who juz think too highly of demselves.. Or tryg hard to be-little evribodi else juz to make demselvs feel better..Its juz a highlight of their insecurities... Unpredictable mood swings..straight4ward wif the werds/comments ayte..So if u can't take my honest comments and opinions..Too bad! Very independent...always been on my very own 2 feet. I love reading too!!!Anytg..but mostly novels :D Hmm..I'm not vain but make up is essential. My hair is black and I lyk it dat wae and I dun do dat eyebrow shaving or plucking thingey. I find pretty gay boys breath taking.Muakaka. Biggest dream is... 2 be featured in a lingerie add...nyeheeh. I dun (really)club, dun smoke and dun drink :And to Deej my most understanding and neutral gurlfren..I adore and treasure u with all my heart,thank you for being there :) To my new found frenz Shida and Ashley,Fate brought us together..God sent me u 2 angels to shelter me from loneliness and *evil spirits* (heehe)and to spread joy and laughter upon me..Thank you gurls... People say i'm stuck up.Some say lots of bad tings about me.. Others juz follow the crowd and dun bother to noe abt me..Judging me by my physical Bud wadever it is...I JUZ CAN'T CARE LESS

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I wanna meet Ashton Kutcher 4 god's sake!! ahakz.. I also wanna meet Beyonce and steal her butt..wehhooo. Den I wanna meet my Prinze Charming..*sigh* Heh..or anione lah..who wants to meet me... Who thinks i'm sane and normal enuff, ahakz ;)

My Blog

Like perfect strangers

There's this indescribable feeling deep down inside...A stir,a feeling of longing yet so full of anxiety and remorse to let out...It'll rather be left untouch.Its more than despair and heartache put t...
Posted by *cReStFaLLeN* on Mon, 07 May 2007 09:46:00 PST

Not ready to make nice

Forgive, sounds good.Forget, I'm not sure I could.They say time heals everything,But I'm still waitingI'm through, with doubt,There's nothing left for me to figure out,I've paid a price, and i'll keep...
Posted by *cReStFaLLeN* on Thu, 03 May 2007 09:46:00 PST

Everything

dedicated to my beloved, one and only .... I can be a nightmare of the grandest kind I can withhold like it's going out of style I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen And you've never met any...
Posted by *cReStFaLLeN* on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 10:24:00 PST

Why now??

Why now? Why "miss" me now?? Bored of new found "frenz"?? No more exciting gossips to spill? Run out of ideas on hw to turn the table the other way round?Why infront of them? What have u gotta prove??...
Posted by *cReStFaLLeN* on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 07:43:00 PST

...THE JERK AND THE SLUT...

I am not seeking shelter&I wasn't the one who told the whole world about this stupid misunderstanding that's going on and putting it up for public to read hw nasty and hasty I am. That's being a cowar...
Posted by *cReStFaLLeN* on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 07:44:00 PST

Two steps behind

  Walk away if you want to It's ok, if you need to You can run, but you can never hide From the shadow that's creeping up beside you There's a magic running through your soul But you can't have ...
Posted by *cReStFaLLeN* on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 08:07:00 PST

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    However long and lonely the night...Dawn will break...      ...
Posted by *cReStFaLLeN* on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 07:29:00 PST

In Loving memory of...

Tarnish my colours for you. Bury all the past...drown my memories, poison my point of you. Sing me a song...put me to a sleep of forever so I'll never see you again. Churn my heart and prick my veins....
Posted by *cReStFaLLeN* on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 09:34:00 PST

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

I don't wanna lose you,I don't wanna use youjust to have sombody by my sideAnd I don't wanna hate youI don't wanna take youBut I don't wanna be the one to cryThat don't really matter to anyone, anymor...
Posted by *cReStFaLLeN* on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 11:46:00 PST

Strength to let go&

It makes me smile to know that at one time I was loved and that I had loved Many scars remind me of the pain you gave But with sorrow and grief Comes power and triumph And I feel as though I have wo...
Posted by *cReStFaLLeN* on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 09:37:00 PST