Life just keeps changin...but God never does. I have learned to trust and rely on him alone. There is no other solid rock there is no greater love. He died just to save me.....what a true friend and sacrafice. Imagine dying for your friends? Even friends that are not loyal? Even if they were liars, theives and evil? Man we soooo did not deserve what Jesus did for us but he still did it. If we except it we except eternal life.....that means we have a spiritual choice to make in our lives. There is 2 ways to live....spiritual or worldly. Its not just spirituality its a relationship with God through his son Jesus. A real relationship not some imaginary lovey dancy fancy looking fake acting righteous thing. Simply talking to God....yup.. asking him stuff and telling him stuff...not as hard as you may think. I chose to live the spiritual life. Its not easy and Im still learning but I know the harder I try to do things for God the more he blesses me with the things I need. Peace hope and love in abundance.