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I’m a Filipina with great Filipino values, at least on its highlights. I have Spanish, Chinese and Australian blood that flows through my veins. I love writing all of my thoughts although I’m having a hard time articulating it in writing or speaking most of the time because there is just too many and too much that are goin’ on inside my eddy brain and it’s just as complicated as how the world truly began and how God does not have a beginning. That is why I need an intellectual person to talk with because we don’t need that much words at all yet our conversation can still be as fun and as exciting as any other fun things for ordinary even shallow people. I love reading too, chocolates, chucks, watches, make ups, philosophy, literature, soccer, formula 1 or racing in general, movies, tv shows, internet, modeling and of course acting. If I just didn’t have a BDD I would have probably been in broadway by now or one of Starz People and Elite Stars’ favorite models. Haha! Oh well that’s life. Sometimes mental illness strikes us like a thunderstorm. I usually idolize prostitutes with strong personalities like Ermita Rojo in the novel Ermita by F. Sionil Jose, Maggie, a Girl of the Streets by Stephen Crane, Ligaya in Ligaya ang Itawag Mo Sa Akin, Zyang Ziyi in 2104 (not sure ‘bout the title though) and much more! I think besides the fact that they are beautiful and smart they are also lost souls waiting to be found. Their lust for power often reminds me of myself. I’m also a nagger’s daughter and a corruptor’s daughter whom I never really met, a racer’s inspiration once, a bestfriend, a supportive friend, a loving sister, and if possible maybe a wonderful girlfriend someday.