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john.

never trust a white man drivin a black van, he just savin all his voodoo for you.

About Me

my name is john hensley. im getting back on my feet. i got knocked down earlier this year, and was knocked out for a while. but, while i was down,i had plenty of time to think, reflect on my life, and deal with the things that had ruined,scarred,and altered my life, and point of view. my advice to anyone who will actually listen is, dont look back. leave your past in the dust, and push that accelerator harder. if you hold all of that in, and keep your mouth shut so you dont offend someone, or make them mad... you will lose yourself. the only reason i survived was because of god, my kids, family, and friends. if you were actually there,thank you.if you were against me,i dont know you anymore. you are in the dust behind me. i forgive you, but thats all i have to do. now i am ready to get back out in the world, and take it on at a dead run, screaming at the top of my lungs. john is back. ..

My Interests

family, music, cars, bikes,friends. in no particular order.

I'd like to meet:

jesus, eventually. and real people who arent cheats, mean, evil, heartless, cruel,and rude.

Music:

slayer, the dillinger escape plan, between the buried and me, the red chord, as i lay dying, pantera, six feet under, sepultura, converge, psyopus, premonitions of war, the black dahlia murder, im a metal guy. if its metal, chances are, i like it. clutch, foo fighters, rev horton heat, weezer, lynyrd skynyrd, the black crowes, storyville, there are so many...

Movies:

horror, comedy, and movies that make me think.

Television:

i just watch movies in my free time these days.

Books:

the outsiders, the bible, anything steven king.

Heroes:

leatherface, freddy, jason, true hearted people, and true romantics.

My Blog

converge has said it all.

1. ConcubineDear, I'll stay gold just to keep these pasts at bayTo keep the loneliest of nights from claiming youand to keep these longest of days from waking youFor I felt the greatest of winters com...
Posted by john. on Sat, 17 May 2008 05:48:00 PST

more lyrics that hit home.

3. InfectedI still wonder when the medicine will take it's effect.And The injection they made, it's all just left me the same.I'ts hard to concentrate with echo's of your voice in my head.From all you...
Posted by john. on Tue, 06 May 2008 05:29:00 PST

wow. ls has been reading my mail.

How Could You KnowRunning In Circles With Your Eyes Wide OpenIt's Not Enough For You To Hear Me Say Things Don't Have To Be This WayMental Ascent Will Give You NothingNothingBitterness can Become Your...
Posted by john. on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 04:34:00 PST