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Jessilicious

I am here for Friends

About Me

I'm searching for pure happiness.

"When i danced the other day, the world stopped and for a moment there was peace, i could walk and step freely. I could feel the rythms and tempos around me and i could breath deeply. The world was simple and i understood it. I knew what to do, how to respond to it. I could live because i could understand my surroundings. The words, the feelings,the sounds, the gestures. I could talk with them, dance with them. In that moment i understood life. I knew how to live. It was simple."-Fawn Wulf Zendik

When I die, I want to dance in the sky.
My name is Jessica, and I wish I could amaze everyone.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone who wont betray me.

Music:


Movies:



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Books:

I fell in love with books when I was around 8 years of age. I haven't stopped reading since. Make fun of me for it; books probably have alot better things to say than you do.

Heroes:

this woman. Giver of ballet knowledge, and constant comedy:

Miz Lynda


Heroes
(no order)
Kim. My sister from another mister. I used to call her my punk baby. But, i dont know if that fits anymore. Im thinking like indian princess, or retro baby. I love this girl. Its been about 4/5 years? And we're still going strong. She goes to a different school and I only see her like every other week. But, no matter what, I know I can pick up my phone and call her crazy ass and shed listen and be my other half. And I'm sure if I could drive. I could just show up at her house, and she'd welcome me in AND let me eat her food. Thats how special she is. We've had some crazy ass times. And we have both changed SOO much. But no matter what-she supports me, and i support her. We do fight. And its almost always about food. But I love her. My Best fucking friend.
Natalie!!! NATABABALIEAAAAS!!!! Dude. Crazy. You wanna meet crazy? Hang out with this girl for a day. Love this girl. Absolutely adore. I can talk to her about anything. And she is a beautiful dancer. She is just so wonderful and crazy. And let me tell you man...Ive witnessed some shit. AH. I cant even put my thoughts about her into words. Cause shes just beautiful, and I love her.
Conor. Things are still weird between us. But, im learning to look past that and just accept him for what he is: My best friend. I can tell him anything. and utterly enjoy every minute with him. When I grow up...this is going to be one of the few kids that I will never forget. He knows me better than anybody. and holds higher expectations of me than I hold for myself...he helps me keep myself together. If you ever get a chance with this kid...hang out with him. hes amazing.
HEY HEY! Guess who is the coolest girl ever?.......thats right Bethany. :) Good God! Its bethany the party animal. This girl is half retarded-half illiterate. jk. But seriously, she always sounds drunk. And even though she is so funny to listen to...I know I can turn to her for anything. She's hella funny, and nice. And we like being "bitches-but in a funny way" together. :) love her. Bethany is my best friend. (one of the few) she supports me like no other bitch does. and...bethany is the bomb. and even though she has a huge ass...(jk) i still love her. Represent' Quatros Amigos.
Lauren@@@ We go WAY back. We're tight. we're like......tight. We have a tendency to beat each other up. Especially in pilates. She is really funny, and I'm glad to have her back after all these years. I can tell her anything. She is also one of the most beautiful dancers I have ever met. Just you wait, in under 10 years you will see her on stage with one of the best companies out there.
All hail the most beautiful girl in the world. Morgan P. She's going to marry her high school sweetheart, and she doesnt take anybody's shit. I can tell her anything to...although some things make her blush :) she still is there for me. Morgan P. this is a tribute to you and "stop being a pussy ass bitch" (even though i know you didnt say that exactly)
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Its my little drama queen. Part of the Quatros Amigos. She is so boy crazy. But so sweet, she is so silly. And we have a party date together that we havent had yet. And I like to beat her up. Afterall shes my girlfriend. And my thing 2.

My Blog

STOLEN

These are some hella girly, hella cute, quotes that I hecka stole from Chelsea.I feel like they apply presently"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never ha...
Posted by Jessilicious on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 07:02:00 PST

I wish I was a blank canvas.

And when I gain the courage to raise my voice after backing down so many times. I get two people who understand me. And then one...who thinks I'm to blame. The one who I depend on most to understand...
Posted by Jessilicious on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 05:56:00 PST

and the feeling of want

 The simple smell of his skin could bring me to tears. Isnt it enough that the world is spinning quickly? Isnt it enough that I didnt think that my love for him could become anything more than it...
Posted by Jessilicious on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 09:37:00 PST

Heaven From Hell

One minute I don't think I'd mind, and then the next I'm shaking my head and wondering what has gotten into me.  That night, when you said those words. Slamming your fists into the bed next to my...
Posted by Jessilicious on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 04:36:00 PST

So you think you can tell.

I'm afraid of you when you're not around me. I'm afraid of your thoughts, that I can't read like a book...like i wish I could. I'm afraid that you'll turn around, and confess you've been lying, confe...
Posted by Jessilicious on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 05:38:00 PST

Longing; [English Assignment]

Longing has long hair and sad eyes. Her eyes are the watery green of a shallow ocean shore, and her skin the pale white of a shadowy afterthought.  She wears a deep blue dress that cascades over ...
Posted by Jessilicious on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 07:57:00 PST

This fucking dream wont leave my mind: blogworthy.

me and becky were watching a play. but it wasnt really a play. it was a movie. and then conor and ben came late to the play. and i went to the bathroom. and when i came back...conor had his arm...
Posted by Jessilicious on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 07:06:00 PST

Confession. I'm a Liar.

You asked me if I'm holding back. I told you maybe a little. But... I was being stupid. Of course I'm not holding back. Not at all. Im way beyond holding things back....especially from you. Thats wh...
Posted by Jessilicious on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 05:08:00 PST

A letter to Jessica. and I guess a version of an apology for conor.

Jessica. You know yourself. You know you go for every chance of pushing the limits. You know you're just waiting around for heartbreak. Why're you doing this? Why're you pushing him away? Saying thing...
Posted by Jessilicious on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 04:23:00 PST

thoughts of butterfly in spanish.

I'm seriously delirious right now. It kinda hurts that you still worry that I'm falling for him again. but, I dont know if I'll admit that.  You say I'm "down the river."  Do you even reali...
Posted by Jessilicious on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 08:07:00 PST