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About Me

.. Maia van Heeswijk

Create Your Badge ..hmmm, starving artist with delusions of grandeur, crazy cat chick with a dash of repressed theature junkie. I should have been born in the UK, but I guess I'll just need to reincarnate better next time ;). I'm hard to get along with and I know it, fair warning ONLINE SOLICITORES WILL BE SLAUGHTERED, I will report you and your profile will be deleted, and I will feel not a speck of remorse ************************************************************ ******************** I now have the most wonderful boyfriend, whom I love with all my heart, yeah ok that was sappy, but true. He's not a drinker or an addict (like just about everyone else who has called me their fuck buddy/girlfriend), he's in AA and it's great. I've never been treated so well in all my life, he is amazing, and I'm going to be cheesy again, I've finally found someone who loves me the way I want to love, and he even loves my flaws, seriously, no shit. I'm in heavenhref="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3LnlvdXR1 YmUuY29tL3dhdGNoP3Y9azlfcVZZd1BDUW8=">Adrenaline - Gavin Rossdale
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9_qVYwPCQo
Fear Factory - Bite The Hand That Bleeds
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-s_swuw8rY
Don't let them throw me away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7ti0jEis4E

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

real people who are not offended by a little darkness and sarcasm (ok maybe a lot) , I'm not a shiny happy person. Living in Bisbee I feel like I've walked into a social game in progress where everyone knows the rules except me, (but I'm not really known for playing by the rules) kind of like high school, kids always looked at me funny. All alone surrounded by people, ironic isn't it. I suppose it would be good if I left my house, ever, but whatever, I'm used to being an outsider/hermit et cetera
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My Blog

a letter I wrote the the editor of the bisbee observer

There is a gross display of misuse of City power, getting worse all the time. The part that has finally been the straw that broke my camel's back is the extreme act of brutally chopping down very old ...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Jul 2009 20:19:00 GMT

Sitting in the Rain (a poem from 2003, before I met D)

How can I stop the screamingHow can I stop the tideYou were never really thereWhen I needed to confideI've dealt with my emotionsit's all just led me hereI only wanted someoneAnd all I got was fearYou...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Jul 2009 09:15:00 GMT

Rest Rose Johnson, I wish this was not true

"I wish I could have known her better, and I wish this wasn't true, but rest sweet Rose, you will always be with us."-maia van heeswijkAnother foreigner dies in suspected alcohol poisoning ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jun 2009 21:01:00 GMT

to all my friends and loved ones I don't call nearly enough

I just hope you know I love you all, I just get locked inside my own head sometimes, and I sort of lose track of time, as I'm sure most if not all of us have that happen AT LEAST once in our lives. Th...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Apr 2009 13:50:00 GMT

Lifestyle : Thinking inside the box : Sierra Vista, AZ

http://www.svherald.com/articles/2009/03/01/lifest... this is the second half of the article that jim tucker did about the box houses we're working on at dale's. Took me long enough but here it is
Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 08:50:00 GMT

Lifestyle : A box of love : Sierra Vista, AZ

http://www.svherald.com/articles/2009/02/22/lifest... the chickenfrog ranch crew were in the paper :)
Posted by on Mon, 23 Feb 2009 13:06:00 GMT

chui/jake fake friends

ok so all of us here in bisbee know jake, who used to bartend at the grand, I had him on my friends list, but he only ever made contact with me to tell I'm creepy or the new photos I posted are scary,...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 07:32:00 GMT

hyprocrites kill, by pissing me off

this is my ongoing battle with the jesus loving bitch, granted I was a little more  (ok, a lot harsh) harsh this time, but fucking hell, she has to know what diversity is. This is a message I sen...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jan 2009 12:21:00 GMT

Maia gets Married :)

So as most of my really close friends know by now, Dwayne and I are getting married on valentine's day this year. I never thought I would get married, never thought there would be a single person who ...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Jan 2009 12:23:00 GMT

the blonde bitch speaks!!!!

ok now this is the correspondance I had with the lovely (retch) rachel from colorado.  All I did was cut and paste the messages so you have to start at the bottom, but you get the drift. I can't ...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 00:40:00 GMT