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Chaos

Can you see what is real? Can't you be so surreal?

About Me

Hi. To those of you who DON'T know me. My real name is Josh. 6'4''. 160lbs. I work, party, sleep, and work some more. I play bass, and am interested in starting/joining a metal band. I write lyrics and poems, check them out in my blogs. I listen to all kinds of music, but preferably metal. All forms of it. NuMetal, Black Metal, Death Metal, Old Metal... basically anything I can headbang to. Need more info? Message me. =)

Chaos

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My Interests

Drinking rum. Partying hard. Playing bass. Video games. Going to concerts. Headbanging. Listening to the masses of music I have. Working is the main thing I do though. It consumes me pretty much.

Music:


30 Seconds to Mars
36 Crazyfists
3rd Strike
40 Below Summer
AFI
Adema
All Shall Perish
All That Remains
A Perfect Circle
A Perfect Murder
Arch Enemy
As Blood Runs Black
As I Lay Dying
Atreyu
The Autumn Offering
Avenged Sevenfold
Battle!
Behemoth
Between The Buried And Me
Bile
Bleeding Through
Bloodsimple
Brand New
Breaking Benjamin
Brutality
Bury Your Dead
Byzantine
Chimaira
Chiodos
Coal Chamber
Cradle Of Filth
Crossbreed
The Cure
Dark Tranquility
Darkest Hour
Dead To Fall
Death AfterLife
Despised Icon
Devildriver
The Devil Wears Prada
Diecast
Dillinger Escape Plan
Dimmu Borgir
Dope
Disturbed
Down
Downthesun
Dream Theater
Drowning Pool
Dry Kill Logic
Exodus
Fear Factory
Five Foot Thick
Flaw
Flyleaf
From Zero
Glass Casket
Godsmack
God Forbid
Gorillaz
Haste The Day
The Haunted
Heaven Shall Burn
(hed) pe
Helmet
High On Fire
Icepick
Incubus
In Flames
Ill Niño
In This Moment
Into Eternity
Ion Dissonance
Iscariot
It Dies Today
Job For A Cowboy
Juno Reactor
Killswitch Engage
Kingdom Of Sorrow
Kittie
KoRn
Lamb Of God
A Life Once Lost
Ligeia
Limp Bizkit
Linkin Park
Lostprophets
Machine Head
Manntis
Marilyn Manson
The Mars Volta
Martyr AD
Mastodon
Methods Of Mayhem
Meshuggah
Mindless Self Indulgence
Ministry
Misery Index
Mnemic
Mudvayne
Murderdolls
Necro
Nightwish
Nine Inch Nails
Nonpoint
Nothingface
Offspring
Otep
Pitchshifter
Poison The Well
Primus
Professional Murder Music
Queens Of The Stone Age
Rammstein
The Red Chord
Roadrunner Uniter
Saint Diablo
Sevendust
Shadows Fall
Six Feet Under
Slaves On Dope
Soulfly
Sinaibeach
Soil
Spineshank
Staind
Static-X
Stone Sour
Strapping Young Lad
Surface
Superjoint Ritual
Switched
Sworn Enemy
System of a Down
Taking Back Sunday
Terror
Thrice
Threat Signal
Three Days Grace
Tool
Trivium
Ultraspank
VNV Nation
Walls Of Jericho
Watch Them Die
Winds of Plague
Within Temptation
Zao

Movies:

Pirates of the Carribean, Blow, Sleepy Hollow, Edward Scissorhands, Sercret Window, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Finding Neverland..... as you can tell Johnny Depp is my favorite actor........ other than that uh.......... Without A Paddle, The Forgotten, The Exorcist: The Beginning, Cheech and Chong!, Desperato, Kill Bill, and any other bloody gored up crazy movie you can think of.

Books:

I have only read one book in my entire life worth saying anything about. And that's Winter Moon by Dean Koontz.

Heroes:

Reverend Maynard Keenan. Serj Tankian. Dimebag Darrell. Les Claypool. Max Cavalera. Dez Fafara. Justin Chancellor. Flea. Robert Frost. Edgar Allen Poe. Reina Morgan-Foss.

My Blog

Finding a place to stay...

So come the end of may or the middle of summer I'm going to need some people to either help me throw down and rent out a house. Or let me get a room at their place or something!Stipulation though...Yo...
Posted by Chaos on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 06:18:00 PST

My fucking birthday!!!

So this month is my fucking birthday. And I want to have a fucking party. A party like my 18th birthday if anyone that was there reads this. Lots of booze. And plenty of other things. Maybe a pinata a...
Posted by Chaos on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 03:54:00 PST

Havoc on the airwaves, I’m listening..

So lately it seems like my life has gotten no where. I seem to be stuck in this endless circle of doing nothing. I work a lot. And yet I'm still having this problem saving money. Why >_I mean hell. Ha...
Posted by Chaos on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 03:05:00 PST

I'm shed of the darkness, and realized where the light is...

Days come and go, as I feel transposed into a shallow dream of a surreal life... But as it goes on, I realize that this is no dream. From here on out, this is life. Reality. And I'm going to take it t...
Posted by Chaos on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 06:23:00 PST

I'm confined to a fixation of apathy...

I sit... stuck... not capable of making progress... It's been nearly a year since my life was shot down the drain... And the only thing I have to show for it, is that I'm still alive... and I have a...
Posted by Chaos on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 04:13:00 PST

Unfinished...

Will you be the oneTo take me to the reapers keepWill you take from meThis hatred buried so deepCan't you see what is realNot believe what you feelCan't you be so surrealTo believe this unreal...........
Posted by Chaos on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 04:07:00 PST

Raining Black

Raining Black   Why do your eyes lie to you Watching the crack in the sky As it bleeds for you Why dont memories just die Instead of flooding back In plagues of destruction With paper cuts rainin...
Posted by Chaos on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 05:37:00 PST

Broken Angel

Broken Angel   Bloodshot sky falling Pleasured by dying Once this broken Winged angel spoken Sacrifice your hatred Your lust so putrid This ghastly demon fallen Brings grief upon those betrayed T...
Posted by Chaos on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 05:37:00 PST

I need a good vent...

Bloodshot sky fallingPleasured by dyingOnce before this brokenWinged angel spoken right... lol. Those are the first 4 lines to my next poem. However im not done. so hah! But um anyways. So basically, ...
Posted by Chaos on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 05:34:00 PST

Chaos in despair.

Lately I've been thinking... Why do things happen in the way they do? Why do a series of events unfold in such an order that they can make or break a man? That they can bring down a monster so ferioce...
Posted by Chaos on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 10:28:00 PST