FINDING A REAL JOB. Right now i bartend which isn't necessarily a bad thing yet since finishing my masters degree in media about a year ago i've been seriously slacking on the that whole real world thing. To date I spend most of my time working and bouncing back and forth from NYC to OC (orange county, ny for those not in the loop). Hopefully this winter i'll settle down and get a grown up life but really who are we kidding.
I'd like to meet:
And it takes more time than ive ever had, drains the life from me, makes me want to forget. As young as i was, i felt older back then, more disciplined, stronger and certain. But i was scared to death of eternity, i was saved by grace and destroyed by naivety, and i lied to myself and said it was for the best.So now faith is replaced with logic so cold, ive disregarded what i was now that im older. And i know much more then i did back then, but the more i learn the more i cant understand. And ive become content with this life that i lead, where i drink to much and don't believe in much of anything. And i lie to myself, and say its for the best.Were moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come... Were moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never comeWere moving forward but holding ourselves back, and were waiting on something that will never come (And i lie to myself, and say its for the best) straylight run
Music:
modest mouse, clash, mos def, dead prez, immortal technique, shelia chandra, augustos pablo, abyssinians, deltron, capelton, tori amos, death cab,pixies, weezer, talking heads, radiohead, beasties,descendents, johnny cash, esthero, killers, ben folds , ben lee, portishead, zeppelin,ninja toons, beck, kid koala, cure, blind melon, sublime, third eye blind, frou frou, anything really drum and bass or jungle etc...
Movies:
Documentaries mostly. I love Errol Morris films I think he's brillant. I'm a sucker for crappy romantic comedies and well as kick ass action or kung-fu movies.
Television:
I love watching cooking shows and some crappy reality shows. But when you combine the two you get Top Chef which is probably my favorite show right now. I do also watch LOST which I'm not nearly as obsessed with as I used to be and it now being baseball season I'm usually glued to the tube when the Red Sox play.
Books:
i have way too many. most of which live in my storage unit in the bronx. sometimes i go there and visit but i think they feel super neglected. the pile living next to my bed right now consists of bukowski (who will always have a place next to my bed). Also a book by susan sontag about war photography, a book of plays by oscar wilde, and some vegetarian cookbook. I do like meat but i'm trying to hone my cooking skills. Oh and how could i forget the bill bryson book and some fiction called the alphabet of dreams...so far kind of interesting. If we discuss all the books in my ipod well then we might be here a while.
Heroes:
Kimma, my mom, rumi, and marshall mcluhan b/c we live in his village
