what four days of 21 concludes... |
she didn't totally fail the ultimate friendship test. after a successful lingerie party, she presented me with a penguin cake (an animal she thought was my favorite, but is not... it's actually an ora...
Posted by on Wed, 20 May 2009 03:50:00 GMT |
ultimate test of friendship? |
an acquaintance asked me what i was doing for my birthday on friday as we sat around the fire we built from wood we bought at a gas station and kindling from a backyardi casually answered, "planning a...
Posted by on Thu, 14 May 2009 10:31:00 GMT |
thoughts that make my heart hurt |
[i wish i could let go of people quicker than i actually can. maybe i'm too lazy to put the effort to shut someone out. too hopeful that things will change - that they'll return to who they once were....
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 13:04:00 GMT |
"and i'm gonna get to the bottom of this" |
i obsess over good things - not in a weird way where i try and re-create events because they were just that good, but these events just resonate in my head. to quote saves the day, "even the most beau...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 10:30:00 GMT |
i'm avoiding things... lots of things. |
my left side of my head wants to take over the rest of myself and kill it with throbbing pain. ...the best part is that i don't want to take any pain killers. people are ironic. and to some extent, i ...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 11:59:00 GMT |
shove em expectations up your butt & busy saturdays |
i hate expectations to the point that i go out of my way to break them. it's a horrible habit. i wonder if that's why i screw up so often, or maybe i'm justifying my screw-ups. expectations mean oblig...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 21:51:00 GMT |
post scripts and things that let on |
things i've been up to lately:i've been consistently going up to seymour to snowboard every friday. i can't actually do any tricks to show off the consistency and discipline... but i look pretty sweet...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Feb 2009 00:57:00 GMT |
kilometers is too long of a word. |
just a question... can you fall for someone even if they're hundreds of miles away? observation: it's not as catchy to say hundreds of kilometers away. it's just too long of a word, but it's more prac...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 00:06:00 GMT |
waiting on a line of greens and blues |
i really want something i can't have. to quote mr. big, "i'm the one who wants to be with you.. deep inside i hope you feel it too! waiting on a line of greens and blues just to be the next to be with...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 01:19:00 GMT |
if i could make you.... go away. |
my life is one big wall, blocking everyone from who i really am. sometimes, i act certain ways if only to overcompensate for other issues. i'm what i hate - a faker, failing to wear my emotions on my ...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jan 2009 12:22:00 GMT |
