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The Caretaker

Honesty and inner strength are hard to find in many

About Me

Hey this is Rik Im currently Drifting around crescent city CA jobless and homeless and unfortunately lonely I have friends but they wont ever fill that empty void in my heart and soul but I am working on climbing out of this pit of despair i got myself into Im not giving up....If I am to fail ill do it fighting with every last ounce of strength in my soul and body....But I do tire so very much of being alone.. Is it so much to ask to find a good hearted person to spend time with and at the end of the day look into each other's eyes talking and smiling then embracing as a deep sleep and bliss engulfs them

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My Interests

Hunting , Gunsmithing , Gaming .. ,

I'd like to meet:


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I need more friends I think I dont know if im lookin for anything romantic in my life I dont know right now I have alot of thinking left to do and an empty heart so drop me a line you wont regret it more than likely

Music:

Variable tastes based on mood new selections coming soon

Movies:

I watch most movies :) but I prefer to cuddle up to someone and watch a movie with someone special :)

Television:

dont watch tv much anymore hehe

Books:

Gaming , and whatever peaks my interest.........

Heroes:

R. Lee Ermey , George carlin , and those who have found for their dreams and to be happy ..............

My Blog

Random poetry

Btw this is not the blog mentioned      In the shadows of the night as you begin to fear remember that others out there care for you and can be called upon , When all light goes ou...
Posted by The Caretaker on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 02:44:00 PST

Again I wander but all is changing

Its been about a Year of falling and falling down and always I pick myself back up into another cold and lonely life I have friends who Im thankful of have helped kept me alive and kicking for the mos...
Posted by The Caretaker on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 01:28:00 PST

at what cost do we drive ourselves mad

I find myslf thinking something more and more as of lateWe as a species inflict the MOST self abuse on ourselves we cause ourselves all kinds of grief and pain....only to do it all again sighAs many o...
Posted by The Caretaker on Fri, 16 May 2008 07:42:00 PST

Scars

Sometimes it seems so hard to be a good person and watch things unfold you know are gonna hurt you or other people you care about yet you know you cant do anything about it.     &n...
Posted by The Caretaker on Thu, 01 May 2008 05:11:00 PST

Bloggy blog blog<COMMENT SHEESH>

Hmm time some of you got to know me better what makes me tick youve all read my rants ive done from depression.....Im still depressed but o well dont see that changing any time soon ugh heh   &nb...
Posted by The Caretaker on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 01:15:00 PST

Confusion or a meltdown ?

Ya know Id love to know where I fit in sometimesUnlucky in love I made sacrifices that have lead me down to the bottom of a pitBut oddly enough Im ok with all this ...Except for being aloneMy only hon...
Posted by The Caretaker on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 05:48:00 PST

Highs and lows heh

Much has happened to me these last few months but as much as the lows hurt the uips make up for it Ive met some wonderful people who have made my life beter in one way or another :)&nbs...
Posted by The Caretaker on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 12:46:00 PST

Change of pace :)

In the mood to write something diff check it      It all started with a simple night out that ended up something much much more   He was hanging out with friends at the bar it was...
Posted by The Caretaker on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 07:28:00 PST

Walk in shadows

  Remember when you were younger reaching for things that were just out of reach Well happyness seems to be just out of reach for me I can get my fingertips on it but never reach it   &...
Posted by The Caretaker on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 05:01:00 PST

8 x 10 thoughts of a man

               8 x 10 ThoughtsWhat is it like to feel truly alone ?Your life and soul are empty, unable to atone.Where's love's last war...
Posted by The Caretaker on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 10:42:00 PST