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I like to write, but I'm not good at it unless I'm seriously inspired, which is hardly ever. I do a lot of singing. Actually, it's the only hobby I have. I love music. I used to be really patient, but now I'm not at all. I don't sleep much. I'm easy to get along with. Even if I hate your guts, I wont make it known. I'm nice to people I hate, but the people I love I'm so mean to. Like if I get into a fight with one of my best friends I can say the most vicious things, but if I hate you and you piss me off, then I just ignore you. I hardly blow up at people, but I take out my frustration and rage on my furniture. So far I've punched my computer a few times, ripped off a hunk of wood from my dresser, stabbed my bed with a pencil, and smashed my phone charger. I don't eat red meat. I judge people the second I see them. I love to sign petitions for no reason. I like the word "PIKE" it's cool. Don't know what it is/means and frankly I don't care, it just rolls off the tongue :) I have trust issues. And dedication issues, and I'm not sure why, but I avoid making new friends, people act friendly towards me and I blow it off =/ I listen to pretty much every type of music. I like poetry that I can relate to. Although most people think I hate him, I look up to my brother. I have awful memory. I want to learn how to play the guitar/drums. I started taking piano, but my piano teacher went on a "coffee break" and never came back. It kind of scarred me, I didn't touch my piano for a few years after that. I walk at weird paces. I don't PMS, atleast not outside of my room. I hate being alone because when I'm not occupied I just start thinking, and I normally end up reflecting on things that depress me, which in turn makes me crazy. I love being alone because I don't have to make small talk with myself,hah. I'm a worry-wart, I sometimes bug myself with it. I love crayons. I also love flip-flops. I love the winter time. It's way to hot in Florida. some people collect snow globes, I collect quotes. I got the nickname beanie from some family friends, then it got old and I told them to stop callin me beanie. Then in third grade it started again in my class, and it just stuck, which is cool, because it's grown on me. I'm pretty chill, i go with th flow, ya know? <- that wasn't supposed to sound as lame as it came out =/ hahaaa. I cant stand to see people I look up to in pain, it makes my stomach hurt. I love a good story and I'm always willing to listen to people, however sometimes I can get really distracted. I love to listen to people rather than speak. I can never finish a story, I always get sidetracked. ALWAYS. Lately I've just been out of whack, like I'm never focused. I hardly cry, and I don't have much sympathy for stupid garbage. Well, I used to hardly cry anyway, since 5th grade I hadn't cried at all, the suddenly the summer going into 9th grade, I was always crying. But I never let people see me cry, so don't expect to. I cry over stupid stuff too, lmao. Like I get super frusterated and I just cry, but I'm sure its because I've always got a million other problems so I just...break down. I've finally learned to think before I speak. But I can lash out now and then, and when I do i usually end up saying things I regret...my apologies. I'm also learning not to put up with crap. I don't know how to assert myself and I let people walk all over me, but I can only put up with so much, you know? I believe in karma. I don't know what I want ever. I love kids. I get my kicks making fun of my friends to their faces, I'm a bad person that way =/ haha. I'm not gonna lie, it matters what you think of me. I tend to over analyze everything. I probably make, on average, about 53,845 trillion Danny DiVito references each day. If you don't know who he is, look up a picture of him, because you'll hear his name a lot. But I usually refer to his appearance, so all you gotta know is Danny DiVito = short fat god. I'm really sarcastic. My parents don't take me seriously. I love coffee. I'm not nice, but I'm not mean. I'm normally very happy and I smile a lot. I just want to be loved. I'm a freshman at Cypress Bay. I like funny people. When my brother comes in my room he never knocks, that drives me crazy. I wear my heart on my sleeve, which is a bad place to wear it, it's exposed to too much danger that way. I should find a better spot for it. I have a dog, she smells. It grosses me out that people have sex in middle school. What, does it make you cool? Penguins and other various arctic animals are cool. You, not so much. When I shouldnt be joking I joke. And I sometimes forget to watch what I say.. oops. I have weird mood swings, but i usually only show one emotion. I'm always just...heyyy:) around people. I love to help people. I'm pessimistic, optimistic, realistic, skeptical,and pretty shy, however I open up really quickly, too quickly actually. My number 1 goal in life is to go to the KCA's, nonetheless win one :) but that's a long shot. Haven't missed a single one (on TV) for as long as I can remember. "It doesn't take much to amuse a small mind." I'm a pack-rat. I feel naked without nail polish on. I can't wait until I graduate from high school. I want to go to college in New York, or possibly stay here, I'm not sure, I have time to decide. I've been told by people that "If your mom was my mom, I'd yell at her all the time." I believe in signs from outside forces, just because the weirdest stuff happens to me. And because when I ask for a sign, I always get one. Unfortunately I tend to ignore the signs I get because theyre not what I expected/wanted to get, if that makes sense. I love Robert Schwartzman. I also love Jacob Jeffries. (I love him as a person/mentor/friend/musician). I'm insecure, but I don't show it. As a matter of fact, I rarely show any signs of weakness. I hate Shirley Temple with a passion. Seriously. I'm from New York. I love playing devils advocate to mess with people. I'm nuetral about everything, like i don't want something and want it at the same time. I guess thats more indcisive than nuetral, I'm that too. I always get tounge tied. Haha it usually happens during the punchline of a really whitty spur-of-the-moment joke, so the whole thing just sounds stupid, but I always sound stupid. I'm really good at reading people and analyzing their thoughts and helping them with their problems, but I couldnt figure myself out for my life. I don't usually get grouchy, but when I do, step back. When I am in a bad mood, I generally tend to cheer up within a few hours, I bounce back really quickly, but whatever's bugging me is always on my mind even if it seems like its not. I never know what I'm talking about. I have really good idea, but I'm bad at words...haha. I'm super easily intimidated. I'm generally pretty mellow -_- I can't drop things. I want more pink/blue hair dye! My best friend is also my next door neighbor. Convenient, right? I've always wanted to try on a straight jacket. Fly swatters fascinate me =P. Ok, I dont feel like writing anymore. If that doesnt suffice, then ask me whatever you want to know. I'll most likely give you the answer. :) I'm always editing my about me. So re-read it every day, forever. thanks.
I'M SATISFIED WITH MYSELF AND MY LIFE.
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