me!: messy, disorganized, not rule conscious, rebellious, rash, weird, ambivalent about chaos, likes bizarre things, anti-authority, not good at saving money, not a perfectionist, leaves many things unfinished, low self control, strange, desires more attention, romantic daydreamer, abstract, impractical, unproductive, leisurely, likes the unknown
ima Motley Crue Defflepard Led Zepplin kind of party perss... i rock hard... drink hard. die hard
a_i_m :::: violinzconductor
L.I.V.E.you fools. breath. eat. shit. move. ... live.
my Epiphany:
i dont have parents. i dont have sisters or brothers. i dont have a home. i dont have a family. i have people who surround me at my everystep. i jail which i am condemed a cell. i have a hell in which i greeve.
but here is my Epiphany:
i am a human. you are a human. i am a person. you are just people. love doesnt exsist. and no one matters. we are all mindless soals doomed to fear for what seems a lifetime to a moment in time. "...on a long enough timeline, everyones survivle rate drops to zero..." (fight club). i have seen the rest of my life. i know the rest of your life. i know the answer to life. i know the meaning of life. i take the world and throw it away; a no longer needed substance.
i have disscoverd i am worthless. i have disscoverd WE are worthless. the only thing worth anything is love and now, love as been extinct. it has ran out. it no longer llive inside of us, not even the born.
i have learned no desint soal exsist. there are only narrow minded and self ubsorbed. "love me. love me. im the one who needs everything. im the one who disserves anything." what has happend? no one listens anymore. im all ears. where did the love go? why are we so lost?
our world is erasing itself. our country is dissolving its natural feel. what is a girl if she is used? what is a mind if its been raped. what is happyness when all that does not seize to exsist is darkness. hate. murder.
i wont kill myself. i will elevate myself. i will share myself. i will raise minds insdead of letting them rot. i will open eyes on my journy. i will journy through this easy life. .. all life is easy. like strength, all power is in the mind. once eyes open, live's answer will surround you: live.
i have become mindless to all future. i wait for life to take its Remuneration.CURRENT MEDICATION: NONE: natraly crazy.
"the ecronimocon for Heart and candles for little children and frogs for the equalibrium of insanity"