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TaKoda ** Renee**

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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ To bear a child is to bear the future gifts from our Fore Fathers seed. ########## ########## ########## ########## ########## ######## ########## ########## ########## ########## ########## ########
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You scored as Crow, You are the Crow. You are able to discover your own character and help others find themselves as well. You are very creative in the field you are in and tend to be the intelligent one of the bunch.

Crow


92%

Eagle


83%

Fox


83%

Deer


75%

Dog


75%

Wolf


75%

Ram


75%

Salmon


75%

Bull


67%

Dragon


67%

Horse


58%

Snake


58%

Bear


58%

Stag


42%
Which animal totem best suits you?
created with QuizFarm.com I know today is a gift. Isn't yours? I been blessed many times in my years. Had 2 careers. Trauma Tech/Arterial Specialist for 12 years and the rest Trucking.My HEART is in BOTH! Too many years of dying grandmas,raped babies and bureaucratical bullshit in the healthcare today,mix that with a bad divorce and Trucking became the best move I ever made. It is my life blood. Life ceases to exist without us. Yes us. I am very proud. Thats the difference between me and spinning wheel holders. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@Why? have we continued to desecrate the Earth? It was untouched and clean, it was ripe for the picking. Why have we slaughtered, Men like,Black Elk of the Lakota tribe, Big Bear of the Cree tribe, Tashonkewitko (Crazy Horse) of the Lakota tribe, Cochise of the Apache tribe, Goyathlay (Geronimo) of the Apache tribe, Ohiyesa (Dr. Charles Eastman) of the Santee Sioux tribe, Tamahay of the Sioux tribe, Tecumseh of the Shawnee tribe, Tashunkekokipapi (Two Strike) of the Sioux tribe??? These are just but a few of the many great elders and chiefs who tried to uphold the teachings of the Great Spirit and protect the land, the list would be to numerous to name. WE continue to poison The Earth. WE have polluted the air and water. WE have killed and killed and hunted all the animals into extinction. WE have stolen her trees and her lands,and have robbed her minerals and her jewels. WE have desecrated her in every way possible.They say that their creations benefit all mankind and that their super computers think faster than a human brain, that their games & movies entertain. Their homes and electric and fossil fuels have made things easier, that their machinery makes work less hard. That their medicine cures diseases. That they have worked for the greater good, that is what they want you to believe.Their machinery and fuels are what have poisoned our Mother Earth, their poison is what has created the diseases we need their medicine for. Their creations that benefit all mankind are the same things that have led us AWAY from the teachings of the Great Spirit. They are not truthful in all they do, as they lie and hide things from us to keep the real truth from our ears. They do not take full responsibility for their actions, because when something happens, (like their poison spills into our land or ocean) they always are looking to blame someone else!!!!!!!!The Great Spirit did not create His beauty with out giving her some powerful weapons to fight back with.What the hell do you think that GLOBAL WARMING is all about people?????*****Already Mother EARTH is striking back, but too many are blind to see.*****Mother Earth has sent killer tidal waves, massive hurricanes, numerous tornadoes, droughts and floods. Mother Earth has fought with earth quakes and eruptions of volcanoes. She is sending signals that she has had enough of the madness. They think that they can cure the problems with their science because they know more and have become equal to the Great Spirit.!!!!????? They have become so intelligent that they have become LITERALLY STUPID!!!!! Only in returning to the original teachings, will they cure the problem, only then will they return balance and let Mother Earth cleanse and return to her pristine beauty.I would like for my children and their children to see that if we all stop the insanity and return to the original teachings of the Great Spirit, that we can make a difference while we are here on this EARTH!As always, put the wind in your hair and keep the sun to your back. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*******************~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I am adopted and was very blessed growing up. I was one of those who searched the world over for her real family! BIG BIG MISTAKE! Allow me to tell you 1st hand that FAMILY is what YOU make it. Bloodline has alot to be desired, but to choose to love and raise and instill roots and wings, and morals and values... well, that's what it's all about. Some one once said....""Native American isn't blood. It is what is in the heart. The love for the land, the respect for it, those who inhabit it, and the respect of the spirits and elders. That is what it is to be Indian.""I WISH you AIR to Breathe I WISH you FIRE to WARM you I WISH you WATER to drink I WISH for you,EARTH, in which to live. My parents were awesome.There were wonderful to me. As were my grandparents.I was indeed one of the lucky ones and I know this.My biological Father who has never admitted donating his sexual services was apparently Seminole/and my Biological Mother had 6 offspring from 6 partners and shipped her 6 strays different directions to others was, French Canadian. I have searched my whole life.Why? For what??? I Never felt complete.But..the wind has always spoke to me. As has the waters of the Earth. I was adopted by Angels. I had a childhood upbringing almost unheard of nowadays. The rarity of a Mother and Father who LOVED each other and knew the importance of Family. They never fought! *I'm stubborn,and assertive at times. BUT....I like to laugh.I love the simple things in life.And I like to live life in simplicity.I know tomorrow may not might make the trip.I do indeed LIVE FOR TODAY!I have a lot of physical pain daily.But when I hurt, I know I am alive. Whether a Steak and the Rodeo, a Movie and Popcorn, ( and the popcorn has to have gummi bears in it) ,or a drive in the wind and the rain.You just gotta drown in the beauty of THIS day.There is beauty out there a lot a folks never see. YOU have to LOOK AND LISTEN, and WATCH AND SEE. People of today are only interested in the how the steak looks, NOT how it tastes.They want a SHINEY RED apple to proudly display!But could care less what it feels like on their lips or in their mouth. They want the great looking car, but never look at the engine,or take the time to learn how it runs. They want too many times to buy a great book but never ever take the time to read it, so how the hell are you gonna know how the story ends.?I LOVE........................... The sounds of the ocean. The sun on my face and the wind in my hair. The smell of Rain , and the sound....of early Fall. The sound of snow under my feet or better yet, the sound of snow falling!! Ever heard it? You can you know. Does a storm excite you? Storms excite the hell out of me! There is something about the rage and power of a storm that excites me like nothing else in this world!!Maybe that's why I worked in the Emergency Room.Or love to drive TRUCKS!!! I can honestly say, it don't matter WHO you are. If your against trucks ,then I am against you and your welcome to leave....and go out the back door please. Ok...listen up....... Ever been cradled and rocked to sleep by a Peterbuilt? Nothing else comes close. Nothing. Or the sound of a ole' Detroit or Cat,when yer shiftin. The sound of your boxfan in your bedroom at night sure don't do that! The sound of a child's laughter is a blessing, and a moment everlasting that you CAN take with you. The memories you can re-live over and over forever by simply closing your eyes.I am Passionate,ageless,and I have a Soul from a 1000 years ago. I need depth and percerverence. I am mindful ,and put compassion in all I do. I am empathetic, and understanding. I always love UNCONDITIONALLY. There is no other way. That's probably a BIG mistake. But I cannot change who I am.I HATE mean, spiteful and Anal people. Those who get hard from hurting others. Those who live with ignorance and without a forethought for the outcome of their ignorant choices or decisions they make. Pray alone. Pray often. The Great Spirit will listen, if you only speak. Be tolerant of those who are lost on their path. Ignorance, conceit, anger, jealousy - and greed stem from a lost soul.. Pray that they will find guidance. Search for yourself, by yourself. Do not allow others to make your path for you. It is YOUR road, and YOUR'S alone. Others may walk it with you, but no one can walk it for you.Treat the guests in your home with much consideration. Do not take what is not yours whether from a person, the wilderness or from a culture. It was not earned nor given. It is not yours. Honor other people's thoughts,wishes and words. DON'T interrupt!!!! I hate that! Don't mock or rudely mimic them. Allow each person the right to personal expression. Never speak of others in a bad way. The negative energy that you put out into the universe WILL multiply when it returns to you. All persons make mistakes. And all mistakes can be forgiven. Bad thoughts cause illness of the mind. Keep it good,and therefore,keep it well. And filled with optimism. Nature is not FOR us, it is a PART of us. Children are the seeds of our future. Plant love in their hearts and water them with wisdom and life's lessons. When they are grown,give them space to grow. Avoid hurting the hearts of others. The poison of your pain will return to you.!!!! Be truthful at all times.Honesty is the test of ones will within this universe. Keep yourself balanced. Your Mental self, Spiritual self, Emotional self, and Physical self - all need to be strong, pure and healthy. Work out the body to strengthen the mind. Grow rich in spirit to cure emotional ails. Make conscious decisions as to who you will be and how you will react. Be responsible for your own actions. Respect the privacy and personal space of others. Do NOT touch the personal property of others - especially sacred and religious objects. This is forbidden. Be true to yourself first. You cannot nurture and help others if you cannot nurture and help yourself first. Respect others religious beliefs. Do not force your belief on others.Share your good fortune with others.

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I WOULD LIKE TO MEET A MAN WHO HAS THE SAME WANTS AND DESIRES AS I. SOMEONE TO LOVE AND SOMEONE TO LOVE ME.********************************************************* ********************************************************* *************************Native Chiefs from the day.AND........My friend Paulette!, JOHNNY DEPP, Jeff Dunham and all his suitcase hero's~,Pablo Francisco,Nascar drivers,Kevin Costner,Robert Morris** Hugh Laurie**Matthew McConnehey,C.W.McCall, Conway Twitty,Zepplin boys,Red Sovine,Eric clapton, Ellen DeGenerous, Betty Boys,** Oooops, did that ! Chris Daughtry,Brad and Angie,Skynard Boys,David Gilmore, and the old Pink Floyd,Paula Cole,Neil Young, Burt Reynolds,Tommy Lee Jones,Charlize Theron,Jodie Foster,Harrison Ford,Jim Carey,Antonio Banderas,James Blunt,Taylor Hicks,Melissa Ethridge, Anthony Hopkins,CDB,Val Kilmer.There are so many, I have met quite a few in my time, I am blessed.All Veterans....To THANK them!Any soldier and every soldier.......... A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in... And how many want out."Only THREE defining forces have ever offered to die for you:1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G.I. 3. Native American Indians One died for your soul, the other for your freedom.

My Blog

Grandson UpDate and a little venting too!

Hello to anyone who listens and those who care.I have great news.! My lil’ man Michael is doing so much better. He is off the C-Pap and they removed the umbilical cords and wires that were in hi...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 22:02:00 GMT

The BIRTH of Michael Thomas/ PLEASE pray for him.

After being induced @ 7pm on Thursday 3/20, What we thought would be an easy, fairly short labor, took many ideas,meds,positions and pain.But at last on 3/21 @ 11:02 am , Michael Thomas was born.His b...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 22:07:00 GMT

My Heart is Breaking

Ok so............Today I feel like the only friend I have or loved one who cares is under the soft, yet pounding vibrato of my fingers on this made in China, no doubt has too much lead, keyboard.!Then...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 10:04:00 GMT

UpDate UpDate UpDate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok.so here we go.......Thank you all again for the prayers and kind words.Alyssa looks like she is carrying quads that are full term but Doc says that it’s the severly enlarged Kidney and Ultras...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 23:02:00 GMT

In addition to my last surgery blog

...> I am very thankful for all of your kind comments.......Yes I have been eating as much red meat and dark vegies as I can to build myself back up .It's amazing how weak weak weak you get when your...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 03:18:00 GMT

9 weeks post op

I apologize for waiting 9 weeks but,I don't have a laptop and sitting here at none too comfy.I broke my desk chair,and usin a kitchen chair isn't the greatest line in comfort! BUT!!!!...... I do jump...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 03:12:00 GMT

Finally going under the knife!

Well......... I am finally going.My new surgery date is December 10th.  YES.....that IS the day before my Birthday! Wooo weeeee for me.*not*But it has been put off for years and I can't walk most...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 20:54:00 GMT

PostPoned Surgery

Well....Can we say ...........Damn it!Today I was set to have my long awaited back surgery as those of you who care know.It has been postponed and I do not have the new date yet, Hoping though that it...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 22:37:00 GMT

My BACK SURGERY IS SET!

Yes the day is near. October 29th.One of the most difficult jobs of a patient and her spinal surgeon is deciding when surgical intervention is appropriate. The basic reasons to offer surgical ...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 22:26:00 GMT

Its Time To Say What I Feel

Well.....I have come to the conclusion that I need to get alot of things off my chest or it will ultimately at this stage in my life be detrimental to my future, in regards to going to surgery or just...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 10:13:00 GMT