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All that we are is the result of what we have thought

About Me

I am a photographer & professional network marketer. I love what I do and do it because I love it. And now... I will be a little more random, which is nothing out of the norm for me. I am outspoken, I do not listen but I am always listening. I am one of those people that are happy alone. I truly have a passion for people and also helping them... people watching! I love food. Cooking is fun but it's always better if I have someone else cooking for me. Do you make weird sounds? I have a sister and a cousin that I love to death. My cousin is my sister from another mother. I grew up in south Florida, thank goodness I am out of there. I have a mild case of OCD. The pantie shelf has to be organized at all times. I like being active, this is a new thing for me. Is it me or is brushing your teeth the next morning after getting really drunk the best thing in the world besides coffee? I am more of a nocturnal being. Thinking about getting a studio for my art but would also like to live there. I am totally fascinated by people, their actions, talk, lingo... all of it. I write. I have a very vivid imagination and wild wild thoughts. I like to go to sporting events for the simple fact that I get to get crazy, which has never stopped me in the past. I love to dance... salsa! Fraggle rock was my fav. show as a kid. When I was 4 years old I wanted to change my name to lemon-lime... So I did. Long lived dream! I am loyal, honest and loving. My initials are IAM, I think that's pretty cool. I am amazing, I am woman, I am... IAM~With having said all that, I strongly live by the following four agreements......1. Be Impeccable With Your Word Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.2. Don't Take Anything Personally Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won't be the victim of needless suffering.3. Don't Make Assumptions Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.4. Always Do Your Best Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse and regret. .......................... Let the world change you and you will change the world. I am a strong person with a BIG heart!! I rather do a million things at once than one thing a lone. I will give you everything, including my heart, as long as you will share yours too!! I am insecure with myself in everything that I do, and yet I still hold a strong mind and soul.I always look forward to living life to it's fullest!! afterall we should live everyday like it is our last

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My Interests

My sexy ass girlfriend! Good inspiring art, photography, beautiful people, laughing, outdoor activities, women, dancing, music, traveling. I enjoy spending endless hours simply thinking. I have a very vivid imagination and love to explore it even deeper. The ocean, singing like no one is listening and if they are... join me! Loving... I love as big as the open sky! That intrests me. People... I love to people watch. Discovering new and exciting places and things. Hiking.

I'd like to meet:

Beautiful people of all kinds......Beautiful Soul You are beautiful within. You have a great personality and Im sure a lot of people are close to you because of it. You dont believe in being evil unless its harmless and youre pretty much a nice person with food manners and a cool personality. Youre almost perfect in any way, and Im sure you family loves you as does your friends and future boyfriends/girlfriends Good on ya, its all going cool for you!
To reveal your goddess, express yourself and all you feel for your womanhood will reveal something great inside you.

Music:

Cafe del mar, Air, death cab for cutie, Jay~Z, Melissa Ferrick, Cat Power, Fiona Apple, Mos~def, common, Nas, Bob marley, Sade, Velvet Revolver, Aqualung,Massive attack, Bebel Gilberto, Foo Fighters, Ani difrancoPortishead, Mazzy Star, K-OS, Sia, Radiohead, Thievery Corp., Al green, Green day, Incubus, High contrast, Blacklicious, Bee Gees, System of a downBEP, Joss stone, KT, Regina Spektor, Morcheeba, Leela james, Imogen Heap, High Contrast, Sting, Tiesto, Z~trip, George Acosta, Gorillaz, Interpol, Tegan and sara, Quantic, Madonna, Eryka BaduDe La Soul, G~Love, No Doubt, Zero 7, Urban species, Miles Davis, Billie Holiday, The Pixies, Chili Peppers, Emilliana Torrini, Paul Van Dyke, NiN, many more...

Movies:

The Secret, Loving Anibelle, Incredible adventures of two girls in love, Garden State, American Beauty, Gia, High Art, Kill Bill I & II, Donnie Darko. I could go on for hours here... Independent films are awesome. I love action and anything that involves me learning something new (documentaries). I really will watch anything. I don't like Horror movies. I will watch them but, you might catch me putting my hands over my eyes.

Television:

I own a tv but only use it to watch dvds. I refuse to have cable, it is so time consuming and the media is just too negative for me. However! I am an addict of the L word, like what lesbian is not?..

Books:

The soul of Rumi, The invitation, Celestine prophecy, The secret, Teachings of Don Juan, The journey, Art books, Imogen Cunningham work, reading related to self transformation, self discovery, astrology, mythology, Children of the matrix, stuff one would find in the metaphysics section. Secrets of the millionaire mind, I am into making money and reading up on how others have done it. Also reading about others lives is so facinating, I am really into it. MS Magazine, What is Enlightenment Magazine, Curve Magazine, Forbes, Money, Playboy. I will rarely purchase Cosmo or something like that. I do not want to hear about someone elses idea on "how to make her fall in love with you". I may from time to time browse through it at the check out line.

Heroes:

My self. Mother, Father, Step mother, & Grandparents. Everyone is my hero in some way or another. I find the good in people and I truly admire them for it. Oh and how could I forget about Jenna Jameson!

My Blog

We Are... You and I

Where do I stand? Where are my boundaries? Do I have them... boundaries? Where did I go, how have I come? What has happened to me, woman, soul, strength, power? Where has she gone? Into hiding...but w...
Posted by (¯`·._.·ßella·._.·´¯) on Thu, 17 May 2007 12:16:00 PST

Me...you...us.

Can you see her, feel her, hear her. What does she see? What does she feel? What can she hear? Anything, or nothing....Feel this way, feel this feeling, have these thoughts.... They will not stop.Deep...
Posted by (¯`·._.·ßella·._.·´¯) on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 01:37:00 PST

love then death, death then love

Inside me, deep inside there is a jar. It's sealed. Have I let anyone get close to opening it? Never. It's glass, crystal clear glass. I can see out of it as well as I can into it. I am there but also...
Posted by (¯`·._.·ßella·._.·´¯) on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 01:10:00 PST

Tagged

I got tagged by RosemaryI'm to name 6 weird things about myself and put it in this blog, and then tag six people to do the same.I'm to comment the people I tagged to tell them they are tagged and they...
Posted by (¯`·._.·ßella·._.·´¯) on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 11:41:00 PST

Humble to bold

Realizations... We have them because we are growing, evolving, becoming conscious. Within the last few years my realizations have become so powerful and inspiring. Yes, I have inspired me! I have said...
Posted by (¯`·._.·ßella·._.·´¯) on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 03:31:00 PST

How depressed do you have to be when your imaginary friend wants nothing to do with you???

Just how depressed do you really have to be to make your imaginary friends disappear?Where oh where did Gina (imaginary friend) go? As I lay here in my bed at 7:14 p.m. on a sunday evening, memorial d...
Posted by (¯`·._.·ßella·._.·´¯) on Mon, 29 May 2006 06:50:00 PST

You need Jessus in your life!

I need Jessus in my life and so do you! Jessus.... jessus who? jessus what? jessus where? I think if I had a little bit of jessus in my life maybe I wouldn't be so screwed up, or would I? Do II even ...
Posted by (¯`·._.·ßella·._.·´¯) on Mon, 29 May 2006 07:18:00 PST

Why.... Just go F**k a cow!

Why? Why do I analyze everything? It is so hard for me to just enjoy life and stop analyzing. I think way too much. My brain hurts! Anything and everything that happens my first reaction is to questio...
Posted by (¯`·._.·ßella·._.·´¯) on Fri, 26 May 2006 01:25:00 PST

MY, view on life...

I have had a break through in my life, with having that said...I strongly live by the following four agreements...... 1. Be Impeccable With Your Word Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoi...
Posted by (¯`·._.·ßella·._.·´¯) on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 11:32:00 PST

This is what I think

We cultivate this amazing being for our whole life. It has taken us our lifetime to get here to this very moment. To make us who we are. It was an extraordinary journey. It took so many thoughts, feel...
Posted by (¯`·._.·ßella·._.·´¯) on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST