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Check out my photography------http://www.myspace.com/stagethisphoto--And now me... ..I'm just an old soul with an overactive mind. I suffer from a complex of blank pages and canvas, and I'm blank when it comes to this. It's terrible. I can't actually stare at a blank page for too long before my mind actually starts to do the same and I lose all sense of creativity. My name is Carly. I'm a 23 year old artist of many forms; sculpture, painting, poetry and photography are the forms I live for. I'm a Libra / Scorpio; Which makes for complications in my soul. I've lived here all my life and can't wait to get out. Ok, I lied, I actually don't mind it here... what would I do with out these people I love and the things and places I've come to know and cherish only because they're close and I know them. I'm learning to enjoy my life more, now that I see how it goes. Long lived, yet short of breath, Scary yet quite hysterical as well. I cry a lot, but I like that about me. Depression is merely anger without enthusiam. I love people who can make me laugh and enjoy my sense of humor as well. I spend a lot of my time contemplating things and the way they should be. I do a lot of writing and art and any other forms of expression I can lay my hands on, in all my spare time. I'm a homebody lately, otherwise I find the time to be with the people who make me ... me. I have a fear of being alone, like most people. Isn't that why we're all here. To make sure we're not alone? Is anyone even paying attention? Do I even care? Apparently. I'm such an easy person to get along with but harder to get to know. Letting people in is not an easy thing for me to do anymore. But I appreciate each and every person who enters my life. I came here for one reason and now I'm here to say what I need to say. Will you listen? " Our faces are given beauty by what we feel- Including sorrow, fear and regret. If we erase those emotions; we have paintings. Not people" retro layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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THIS IS JUST FUCKING FABULOUS I DON'T CARE WHo YOU ARE!Friends and enemies. I appreciate both. Opinions are not estimated to the strength of there power. I want to meet people that excite me. That give me different reason. Souls with depth. Hearts that have hurt. Spirits that have been torn and overall healed to be stronger and beautiful... Words mean more than anything. Hold a conversation with me and show me your real... this is so much more than "how are you today" and "thanks for the add" .. bullshit... show me yourself and I will accept you for who you are.... I don't want a million friends... I want people who inspire me to be greater, do greater, people to learn from and people to learn from me... I'm not here to meet a man... my eyes are crowded with the sight of him already... I will use this as another form of art to me... be a part of my masterpiece.I'd Like you to meet:

My Blog

The Moon Girls

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Posted by on Fri, 17 Apr 2009 10:33:00 GMT

hmmm

Happy Sunday everyone!! So I told my very very wonderful friend Lacy that I needed some help meeting a really good, decent guy, that was totally my type, liked to do the same things as I and does not ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 11:09:00 GMT

I used to Be Love Struck Now I'm Just Fucked Up

So for the last couple weeks I've been having these short snippets of dreaming that have stood out to me pretty strongly. I normally do not remember my dreams very well at all.. So when I do, I dig in...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Mar 2009 16:27:00 GMT

My Black Dahlia Lyrics.... This song is so right..

Lyrics to My Black Dahlia :The Server aka Endless Summer 2:I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly. You feel that? I rip back, everytime you ...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 10:32:00 GMT

I just love...

this fucking band. myspace.com/ardorband
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 21:11:00 GMT

Good Times... you know you wanna...

So my birthday is coming up on the 23rd of this month, i.e . next Thursday and I will be having a get together at PJ's Pub on Monroe and Nora the Friday following. I will be making proper details avai...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 20:05:00 GMT

The Fair

Ok, so I woke up this morning with a terrible, puking hangover and hated my life for about 5 hours when I was finally able to choke down and keep down some Goldfish crackers. All the while I was reall...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 05:09:00 GMT

untitled

Turn me into something coldTurn me into something weakSit and watch my eyes wet As I bow down on my kneesTake my heart that is my soulTake it else where where I don't know And bury it between the tree...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 17:31:00 GMT

Some things never change..

These are the eyes of an angel, leaping to her endFor the taste of your freedom.I am the angel of reason, showing you lies and truth.Yet you refuse to percieve them.You're choking on an illusion of em...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 15:44:00 GMT

Possibilities

Set in my ways where there is no way out. No way for me to ever know if what I’m doing is actually what I should be heading for. All my life I’ve been surrounded by this overwhelming desir...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 20:34:00 GMT