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I m finding right now..... in this moment...
that I am a bunch of nothings
A collaboration of circumstances and stories of ...now...that few would find promise in
but..I am fighting...
though all seems an illusion painted for my eyes by my heart..or my childish dreams...
I am fighting.
I will love him.
with the harsh gentleness of heat and the cold that brings condensation..
from my eyes.
one day.
I will love him.
and though I am a bunch of nothings..
I will extend my arms and unclinch my hands from this broken mess
I will sing.
from this "stifled" throat, the best melody my heavy heart can compose
though my spirit is weighed down by the "reality" around me...
I will turn my focus to the expanse that, I KNOW, lies just above it
I will pull the beauty from this moment and with it's momentum....
I WILL take a step forward.
MY HEART IS ON FIRE.
LOVE
..is patient,
Love.. is kind
. It doesn't envy.
it doesn't boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,.
It is not self-seeking,..
it is not easily angered,
it keeps NO record of wrongs..Love does not delight in evil
..but rejoices in truth
It ALWAYS protects,
ALWAYStrusts,
ALWAYS.. hopes,
ALWAYS.. perseveres,
LOVE NEVER FAILS

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us;
it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others."
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My Blog

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"There comes a moment when the enemy all of a sudden becomes just like me. When a soldier becomes a son.   When a prostitute becomes a mother.   When they become we.   When those be...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 11:35:00 GMT

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Somewhere in the distance, but in every picture I come across, there comes a faint recollection of "home". Of times where christmas wasn't mobile, not even the next 5 minutes were predictable, and the...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 19:08:00 GMT

something

there's something more. I can feel it. When I'm alone, and it's quiet and I've wasted my day on my selfish rantings...it stirs up inside me. I don't know what it is..but oh do I feel it. It's all arou...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 19:07:00 GMT

the last 24 hrs

Am I naive? Am I scared? Am I blind? Am I lost? Have I done something? I shouldn't have? Am I too far from you? How did I get here? It came out of nowhere and I can't find my way back. I go to op...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 20:18:00 GMT

falling by the wayside

WHAT IS THIS? What is this thing called business creeping it's way into my life? There's this fight going on inside of me. Even when I lay completely still, on the inside, I can almost feel ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 19:32:00 GMT

when the past becomes the present

Dance And so the dance begins, spinning in a circle of your lies. one two, one two oh, you're so good, you never miss a step staring in your eyes I didn't even notice,  its all a blur at th...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 15:17:00 GMT

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How can life be so confusingly far away and surreal but simulatneously so painfully relevant? Everything in my life seems to be an oxymoron. Full of joy, on the verge of tears. Wanting something but n...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 13:50:00 GMT

love

Some on said to me once.. love: working really hard against human nature to stay with one person I dunno how it works really...for me it's been something in me that won't let me stay mad..no ...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 17:24:00 GMT

breathe

We really don't take much time to notice the intricacy that goes into even one day of our lives. The little things are soo beautiful! Its funny how the deepest part of people emerges when the world cr...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 09:00:00 GMT

I guess I'm learning

I guess Im learning that no matter how much you wish for somethings to work..sometimes they just don't and arent supposed to. Someone also made me realize that sometimes..people are so much alike they...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 14:12:00 GMT