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Sylent Thoughts

I am here for Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

..i am still speaking....
just this time it's a little more quieter and actually more direct.
Music is holding my hand through a very tough relationship, right now.She's holding on..
I want to be left to the echoing of your conversations about my writings. Because my words of disclaimer wont make me feel better.
as this age comes to us, we kneel to Buddha,
praise ye faith
and bleed.
Peace and keep your heads up, always look up..
because i am a planet.
age 20. born June 28th, 1987
son of a drunk and a strong survivor
i am Irish,German,Native, and African American.
i used to dream, now i cry.
i live in today, not yesterday or tomorrow.
i'll give anyone their space and respect,. if they want and Respect it.
i let go of women once i can feel and tell that i can't be there's,. or that i am done hurting them
my best friend is in love with me, and has been since junior year.
she's continuing to become more and more hurt by me because she can't have me...fully
i graduated october 14,2006.
from Naselle Youth Camp High School
i am living and doing my best to correct ALL OF IT.
i will never be healed or a good person. because of my selfishness among life...
all i know is me.
all i can be is me.
if you don't already see that i am a different person,. then i'm wasting my love felt thoughts and feelings on the right girl..?.
you can hear it all. yet it's what you live, that matters.
layouts and more at static!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone who will take me and do things to me with out talking and complaining about it.... just some straight up stuff.... some grown up status....

DON'T ALLOW AND/OR LET ANYONE PUT YOU DOWN. YOU ARE YOU AND NO ONE ELSE!



My Blog

Living the day in a corner

I couldn't tell you:what he wanted,what he said.I couldn't tell you:why he choose me,why he left him.The messages he gave you,He also gave me.I missed his touch, andthe way he held one.I know why he o...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 02:20:00 GMT

is it ok to cry, when the sun is out?

Is it o.k. to cry, when the sun is out?As my tears are hung to drybeneath the thoughts and wordsof your beauty-You just shut me outletting me go from nothing that i had.It hurts from the words you tal...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 02:03:00 GMT

the letter that should have died

The hard memory of not knowing youshot me with an invisible bullet.The secret name i called youwill forever remain in my time capsuleto never be open by the eyes of you,EVER!Every time i hear our song...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 01:25:00 GMT

Royal Politics (part two)

I, I warned you.To be true to the intercom as it presents itself to youKnowing the miscarry that it holdsI reconcile the placement to be-Because it is still the violation to my rightseven without the ...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 23:32:00 GMT

An airmen's brunch

The river. sounded sobeautiful.The sun light shined sobright.You keep me guessing, to When the moon would dhine againBut i waited for noneI danced amongst, your showeringglory.I clapped against, your ...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 23:09:00 GMT

Royal Politics (part one)

The slow sentences keep my mouth moving fast but the thought is left amoung,the ejaculation threw thy mouthwhich your eyes and ears heard-so your mind could birth new life.why is it said to protect?Wh...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 23:09:00 GMT

Lost on a(n) Island

I never could let you go, softlyI never CouldSay Never.Pretending my heart was yours to keepand having yours i broke -"like the silence of 747'smuting this country."I just want to believe that i can b...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 22:48:00 GMT

untitled

ecliptic synonyms wrote itself in my book today.it's my my journal when i'm alonebut only writing when asked by you.i'll keep it in silencebecause i am silencebecause if i'm loud, than i'm obligation ...
Posted by on Fri, 25 May 2007 10:35:00 GMT

Stay Away

(verse)I despise the lies you portray as home, andi confine myself to be alonewhen will this hate leave mewhen will it be drycome and tell me before i say goodbyecome and tell me before i say goodbye ...
Posted by on Thu, 24 May 2007 23:52:00 GMT

RAGE

Disorder...Disorder...DisorderRaise your fist if you feel we need a new world order.The black eyes and the pain to remind usThe days of our four fathers' slaved is over.Yet look at uncle sam and presi...
Posted by on Mon, 21 May 2007 01:51:00 GMT