..ReaLLi..

MuSiC For Ya EarS

A DediCaTiOn
FrOm Da SouL

To possess a of love for someone so strong that it sickens me.. Eachtime im with you, i let you take a piece of me.. i let the guard down. opening up to you..You said you were ReaL.. not like everyone else.. You use to feeL me.. our words never mattered because u already knew what i was thinking and feeling before i even began to open my mouth. My love for u can never be describe through words, but my actions may come close enough. The feeling of your lips touching mine overpowers my soul.. The way you told me you love me..replays in my mind..but breaks my heart. We are two Lost souls.. in a 'relationship' that seems to only exist behind close doors.. where it is safe to feel this strong for one another. where we're Able to express.. the Lies that we have hidden from others.. the secrets we try hard to forget..and the emotinal fuck we put on one another...It's all a game..no matter how close we are physically.. we will always be too far to have our souLs connect fully. Things that should be and could be, but aren't because they can't be.. I can't be everyone else. Trying so hard to break you open to get through the tough exterior the protects your ice cold heart.. It isn't me.. i tried but i dont//Can't differeniate between what is Sincere and what is bullshit. i'm not all these little Females trying to be in your life because your so damn unattainable... I wanted to be in your life because you intrigued me... your touch was liberating. i felt secure with u. never had to express much because you knew. we understood one another at one point in time. We shared a love like no other. I know you feel me. i know you remember how good it feels when i was around. took you away from reality for that brief moment and into that "Cyril" state. We could lay in eachothers arms Forever if we wanted to. But there was always something that stopped us. All emotions.. nothing less nothing more... im confused with you.. but the memories...will help me understand what it was like...i know where i stand with you. I just had to vent a little. In time.. I know...
no matter what it is you will always feel me. and i understand u more than u will ever know. Our lives at times become too much to handle. but regardless we get through it, one way or another. You possess a strength that many people tried hard to gain thier whole life time .. With everything that was thrown at u..you still rose from it and kept moving..I admire you for that. You'll always be more to me than the Friend to lean on..
UntiL then...
Know that..
I love You....
regardless the outcome in this LifeTime Or the Next
You'll Always have a place in my heart

-ReaLLi UrS-

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