I AM NOT DON QUIXOTE

Primarily I love....Besides I like being incredibly happy, too good humoured, too warmhearted, too open minded, sometimes a nerd.. too honest, too communicative..I love long, good and interesting chats, sweet words, nice words, amazing words, just a lot of words. Being quiet, being smart. I like meeting people, old and young, ugly and beautiful, dumb and intellectual ones, a lot of people, animals.. especially the hairy white one. I love my family, love you Mom RIP, hey Dad, hey Bros!, even when they drive me nuts, but they are how they are: sometimes embarrassing, sometimes terrible but the most of the time they are lovely, my family. My amazing friends, a never ending story. Packing my bag, travelling around the world, discovering new things, eating medialunas at 7am in Buenos Aires being in my friends company, coffee to go, art and design exhibitions, watching the sun set over a city, sun rise, stormy days at the seaside, a rainy day in autumn, thunder, I like fire..huha, Walking through the rain. I love nightly dates at parks, side streets, raindrops which knock on my window, kisses: a lot of kisses and hugs, huge hugs. Looking deeply into your eyes, watching up to the windows while the people are sleeping to find one lighted, envisioning what's going on there; are they waiting for somebody? Maybe they had a bad dream or they just made love.. I like buying a kilo of fortune-cookies and opening them all at once, rösti with bacon and eggs, thaifood, ordering new meals just to recognize I don't like it.. but sometimes..... touching everything, a glass or two of red wine, GinFizz, smoking cigarettes a lot of cigarettes. I like dramatic moments, being melancholic, Tango!, crying into my pillow, being spontanious, being curious, fast decisions, I love new things in general...beginnings are so exciting and so tough at the same time.., over-reacting, being eccentric, being furious, being cynical, fighting for something/somebody I love, sometimes being naive. I love spending the whole night listening to music, recording mix-tapes to my friends, RADIOHEAD-Thom is a gift, concerts 'til I'm deaf, music, music, music.. it's the most beautiful minor point: seeing Madama Butterfly dying, reading the newspaper from the back, starting books in the middle. Watching stupid TV-series and trash movies, eating popcorn and spilling red wine or ashtrays, putting my feet on the table after a hard working day, my 3 jobs, defiances, being successful, starting from the bottom, after being at a disadvantage, yet leaving as the winner, targets, working hard and doing a good job, giving my best. Going to the casino spending money I don't have, shopping it makes more fun than putting money aside, making presents. I love sleeping, being lazy, daydreams, spending the whole day in bed, breakfast in bed...served, having a lot of time, cuddling, caressing, frolicking.There is so much I love... and life is so beautiful..................
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