My name is phillip peerson i enjoy long walks on the beach and talking all night by the fireplace just kidding. I'm 16 I live in Vernonia, OR I play Guitar in a band called DEAR OTITH I also sing ....... Well I try anyway. I skate and I love mandy and my pretty gf ashley. yeah about that, the cunt fucked me over and i want some fucking revenge, jus kitten she cut me real deep, but now im single so im up for grabs. we're changing the name of our band and starting completely over. We're keeping our songs, but we're changing our style and just about everything else. we are changing our style to more like a mix between My Chemical Romance, Hawthorne Heights, and The Used. IT IS GOING TO BE KICKASS!!!!!!!! Hey, hey now settle, im just kidding about the cunt comment seriously she is one of the best friends i've ever had im really sorry that it offended u guys and i am over her. if i wasnt over her and done with the whole being sad thing i wouldnt have made the comment about being up for grabs...... one mistake, and u guys jump down my throat besides im joking, i do that.......ok its been a while since i got to update my syuff heres whats going on our new name is A Thene For Murder we need a drummer really bad so if anyones up to it just talk to me or cody or kyle well get together see what your made of i love comments so next time ur on there just put one on there even if they dont make sense. Yeah turns out theres already some gay band called a theme for murder, but our band kicks the shit outta their band so were keeping the name. WE need a drummer if u see this and youre a drummer then please write me. ok heres the thing we can't keep the name the guy from the other band threw a fit so now wer're looking for another name. so if you have ideas, let me know im in a stump now and can't think of any, so your ideas might actualy be used. i hate stereotypes, death by stereotype, just because i dress differently than the rest of the people at my school why do they feel the need to constantly point it out? why do they judge me? the only person who has the athority to judge me is god. he wont until the day i die. they call me emo scum they call me a punk they call me a low life skater that is just too dumb to make it. i have more in this head than they will ever know. they wouldnt listen even if i was willing to share because how much could i know im just a punk whos mad at everyone why do u even try ill be this way forever until the day i die i promise i wont change. why dont people just accept everyone for who they are. ok weve got a name for our band and this time its final we are a dying cause for june, its pretty cool cause for once we all had a part in it. Im so bored i need someone to talk to, i swear my heads about to explode im so bored, leave me a comment or message, something, anything. I hate people who are like ohh ill talk to u as soon as i get back and then dont, it pisses me off and makes me feel like im worthless to that person. god fuck shit hell cunt. so yeah im going out with nicole moss and shes soo beautiful to me and i love her so much. for once it feels like i have a reason for living now i was so close to just getting it over with and now i feel like i have purpose. thank u nicole. Fuck fuck fuck! i hate it when i dont know what im doing or what to do next i wish i could just go back to being an oblivious little kid. i really wish i could just get away from all this bullshit. goddammit! ahhh people are so fucking dumb i hate them, except my friends their cool. that excludes you who aren't really them and you just pretend there is an especially horrid place reserved for you in hell. hey guys checkout www.myspace.com/teamcasanova, it is a band which i happen to play lead guitar for its not much now but it will be soon....... as soon as we get a chance to record. so we broke up, there is no team casanova, it died. i wish i had a life i just sit here all freaking night and do nothing all day. its so pointless, have you ever felt like this,life, is pointless? i've been feeling like that for a long time now. hey heres the thing im going to start deleting people who add me and never talk to me. its really pointless to add me to make it look like you have more friends than you actually do, and i know that os what you are doing. so here ill repeat it for those of you who are a little bit special. if you add me, talk to me, or ill delete you. plain ansd simple. hey if youd like to talk to me on different mediums other than just myspace i also have yahoo and msn.
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tye and myself are trying to get a band started and were really short a few hands we need a guitarist, a drummer, and a lead singer, if you are one of these things know someone who is or have met anyone who is please have the musision write me a message telling me when and where i can hear them play. VOCALISTS GUITARIST AND DRUMMERS!!!!!! CONTACT PJ OR TYE!!!!!!! ok scratch that chip myself and tye have joined a band from jewel so we no longer need any of those things.one more thing you guys should totally cheack out the website myspace.com/foreverassuring, we have a show this up coming thursday 11/2/06 at 7, @the satyricon. we had a show 1/27/07 we are in rememberance of... and we threw down. it was fun as hell. one more down Feb. 16... the best one yet. my heart is broken at the moment... but i hope it gets better soon i hate to sound emo, but no one can deny when you are hurt its hard to focus on anthing good. we have a show this friday and thats my happy focus right now. everyone should show up itll be freakin awsome. NEW AOL ACCOUNT AIM=peerson90. yeah another girlfriend and show under the old belt and im doing pretty good now. the rigorous schedual of school and work and insomnia are taking their tolls lately and i have spent a lot of state funded class time dead asleep. if i havent covered anything that you want to know about me dont hesitate to contact me and i will do my best to answer any and all questions you have. ima teach you ta touch my sammich. wow has it been a long time since ive added to this. much has changed in the past few months toward the skyline formerly in remberance of formerly forever assuring is no more. however justin cody and a few other gents have been tinkering around thinking about the possibility of new projects. so if youre interested dont hesitate to ssay something i always love jamming around. ive found however that this has little of the new and greatly improved me. i love to write play music and live life to the fullest. i think of myself as kind of a hippy. new aged as i am, i like the lifestyle and everything that goes along with the peace and love and community of it all. i love where i am right now, but writing and being inspired has been a little hard to come by. all in all i am a very complex and thoughtful person and i love talking to anyone who is passionate about whatever it is that connects us as people and as individuals. well graduation thats intense to not go to school anymore. summer just flew by but i cant help feeling slightly unfufilled i want to get out on my own, but on the other hand its slightly frightening not knowing what happens next. im very excited though because i have a job at Vernonia Signs and Graphics where im going to be helping with graphic design and custom paint on cars and bikes and pretty much anything you give us to paint well make it over the top. College plans are in the near future, but this relative uncertainty is still quite disturbing. i guess i should just not think about it for the time being or ill just eat myself alive. so im going to take it as i comes like i always do. hmm it seems its been quite some time again since this thing has been expanded. well to start vernonia signs and graphics never panned out i dunno something with insurance and not enough work, so on to the next. after a few weeks of delayed referance letters from teachers and... well i guess youd call them employers, people i had; babysat, chopped wood, raked, mowed, things of that nature. anyway ever since then i have been applying like crazy and so far not even a phonecall. anyway so yeah i doubt anyone really reads this far, but ive started wondering why i just keep adding ot this without deleting even though i have been asked many times why and i have even had people hack my profile just to delete parts, which i fixed to the best of my capability, i guess i think its a journal an outlet for me where i expose myself very publicly so i have to be honest, i cant remember the guys name but i read a really good book.... hold on i think i probably have it down in the books section..... damn couldnt find it i even went through my old english notebook and couldnt find a single referance. i think it was called.... forgive me miss bell.. the main character was tom and they lived in czech when russia was invading? and later they move to like sweden or something and his lover ends up in paris and the new york or something and it was really good. the point being when one writes they reveal many secrets. (its called the unberable lightness of being) maybe if only in my mind im liberating myself from the status quo. someday this may all come together and it will make some kind of sense. thus i find myself in distress i work hard, and i apply often and bug employers and still no steady job as of late, this comes to a head in that no one has money, you see as of late i have been doing numberous babysitting wood chopping leaf rakin snow shovelin ... fuckit you name it ive been doing it. my point being with no dissernable lack of effort i still fail in attempting to procure this all american luxury. to be honest im not even whining or anything to that indication i am simply terrified i was makeing between fifty and eighty dollars a week, and i have made fifteen dollars and a pack of camel turkish gold in the last two. i feel edgy. like the calm before a storm, or that static feeling you get before lightning strikes, something massive is about to go down. or am i the lunitic? someone tell me youre crazy enough to both read this whole bizzare oddisy and agree with my shivering suspision something is slightly askew.
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