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Speak up, Speak Clear!

Last to Die, Turn Out The Lights

About Me


- I love Jesus.
- Im Straightedge.
- I am one half of the coolest thing to ever happen. I would be nothing without my other half.
- I love any and all music.
- The New underOATH cd is the best cd ever written.
- I play drums in an awesome band called Gabriel, were going to own the world...one of these days.

Get busy living, or get busy dying.

My Interests


-God
-My best friend
-Music
-Drums
-Guitar
-Spiderman

I'd like to meet:

Jesus
Timothy McTague
Hanz Zimmer and James Newton Howard
My person

Music:


-underOATH

Advent
-As Cities Burn
-August Burns Red
-A Day to Remember
-Beloved
-The Black Dahlia Murder
-The Chariot
-Darkest Hour
-Don Davis
-Embrace the End
-Emmure
-For the Fallen Dreams
-Hans Zimmer
-He is Legend
-Imogen Heap
-John Powell
-Johnny Cash
-Life in Your Way
-Maylene and the Sons of Disaster
-Misery Signals
-Most Precious Blood
-Norma Jean
-Protest the Hero
-Rage Against the Machine
-Shai Halud
-Snow Patrol
-Something Corporate
-Staind
-Throwdown
-Vince DiCola
-Virgin Black

Movies:


-The Shawshank Redemption
-Spiderman 1 2 and 3
-The Butterfly Effect
-The Devils Advocate
-Walk The Line
-Armageddon
-White Noise
-The Prestige
-Transformers!
- Memento
- Requiem for a Dream

Television:


-LOST
-Greys Anatomy

My Blog

"friends"

i have very very few real actual friends.and whats funny about it, is that its completely fine with me.if you have any question in your mind as to whether or not you are a TRUE real friend to me, chan...
Posted by Speak up, Speak Clear! on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 11:09:00 PST

i cant believe its come to this

Life pretty much sucks lately.I find myself losing friends at a very rapid rate, everything is pretty much falling apart.Everybody is constantly talking about leaving, getting out of here, effingham s...
Posted by Speak up, Speak Clear! on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 07:17:00 PST

im so amazingly tired...

of being unhappy.its freaking stupid.and you know that, to be happy, you have to do it yourself, its all up to you to be happy. you are in control of your happiness, and if yo uwant to be happy, yo uw...
Posted by Speak up, Speak Clear! on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 01:27:00 PST

my happiest memories...

for the past few days ive been trying to think of when i was actually happy...like really truly happy...and i can only think of like 3 memories...i need to get back to those...and i dont know how. :/t...
Posted by Speak up, Speak Clear! on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 07:43:00 PST

the worst thing...

is knowing that youll never have what you really want. knowing that you will always want more, knowing that you wont ever be completely satisfied... knowing that no matter what, you will always want i...
Posted by Speak up, Speak Clear! on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 12:40:00 PST

Things that make me happy.

since all my blogs are freakin sad...this one is about stuff that makes me happy. haha.      ...
Posted by Speak up, Speak Clear! on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 02:36:00 PST

this is the worst feeling ive ever felt...

i dont know what to do...i dont know how to be...i dont know how to breathe...i dont know what to think...i dont know how to live...i dont know how to exist... i cant stop crying...i cant breathe...i ...
Posted by Speak up, Speak Clear! on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 04:30:00 PST

For Gary

If anybody ever has anythign to say about gary, you can post it here. He wont stay away from all my other blogs, so this one is for him. Feel free to say whatever you want! and Gary, since im sure you...
Posted by Speak up, Speak Clear! on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 09:47:00 PST

No God

Look at these amazing pictures, and tell me theres no God.   I dont understand how anybody could possibly say there is no God....
Posted by Speak up, Speak Clear! on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 06:33:00 PST

for people that dont know, or people who think they know...

i dont understand... everything is like...happening all at once, and its making me crazy... i dont know if its something i did...or didnt do...or what... my dad hates me... ive got to move out or im ...
Posted by Speak up, Speak Clear! on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 10:37:00 PST