am a very lonely person. i love to be alone. i like it when i get to stay alone in the house and watch tv all by myself or just be with my cats. i love to shop alone so that nobody will tell me which is nice and which is not. i love to go to starbuck, have an iceblended mocha or rhumba, read and reread mags or books. i love my cacti so much that i can watch them for hours and hours without feeling bored tho i know they r slow-growing and might take 30 years to flower. i love to cuddle my cat labby, tho she doesnt like me do so. i hate it when my house is packed with humans especially when kenduri and stuff. i love my room but it looks like tongkang pecah (i will refurbish my room once i hv enuf money). i hate to stay with my family, not that i dont love them but i need my own space... (the only reason i stay coz i like my room soooo much!). i once planned to elope but didnt make it coz am not sure whether i really wanted to be with my boyfriend. everything that he likes are the things that i hate most... i think life is without conclusion unless you want to have your own...