a life worth living |
Alright. I did it again tonight. But let's face it. I do it almost every day. It helps me. I want to get rid of my mistakes, undo what I did wrong, cleanse myself, forgive myself, maybe lessen the eff...
Posted by fig-ment on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 08:01:00 PST |
quitter! |
no more cigarettes no more animal flesh strange, but I quit both at the same time.
Posted by fig-ment on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 04:21:00 PST |
cliche |
I bought a moped the other day and I love it to death. I was talking to my friend about painting my helmet up with skulls or something and she said something about it being too cliche. I said I knew i...
Posted by fig-ment on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 12:31:00 PST |
help me find a cure for flaky-ness |
Shoot. I'm really disappointed in people lately. I've had numerous incidences over the past month of people totally flaking out on me. Someone who said she'd call me back but never did. A girl who's "...
Posted by fig-ment on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 05:11:00 PST |
the subconcious mind |
I'm freaking out because I still have yet to purchase presents for my family. I have zero money (okay, well, I have a credit card so it's more like negative money, but yeah) and zero ideas, no car, an...
Posted by fig-ment on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 01:35:00 PST |
myspace or yourspace? |
Blogs... I don't really care who reads my blogs. It's really more just for me, really, but it's online because I'm doing an excercize in expressing my thoughts and feelings (because I'm working on the...
Posted by fig-ment on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 02:58:00 PST |
not sure how I feel |
I don't know what to expect for this trip. I know Christmas with my family is going to be anything BUT traditional this year. We're going to miss my dad a lot, for one thing. My brothers both have gi...
Posted by fig-ment on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 02:13:00 PST |
healing up |
This is my recipe for an A+ on a test. I stay up until 2pm doing silly things and being intoxicated. I relax and avoid all thoughts and stress about the test. Then at 2PM and only then I drink highly-...
Posted by fig-ment on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 05:24:00 PST |
feeling so much better |
I'm a born-again believer in antidepressant medications. Now I don't have to force myself to smile, or pretend to be okay. The happy pills do their thing, and I am finding myself smiling and laughing ...
Posted by fig-ment on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 04:04:00 PST |
I think I like someone but |
I think I like someone, but I'm not sure. These things used to hit me so hard, but this time I don't feel anything. The fast heartbeat, the intense shyness that makes me freeze completely up, the incl...
Posted by fig-ment on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 04:23:00 PST |
