hey everyone, my name is petra... im tall and blond (lol woo right?) for the past 4 years i have been living in temecula up until recently. on january 19th 2007 i will be moving back to torrance and picking up where i left off. getting myself back on my feet financially and hopefully starting up school. i work for verizon - its an alright job and it gets me by. i have a dog named nubs - he is a pembroke welsh corgi. he will also be moving back with me to torrance. i look forward to everything this move has to offer me - reconnecting with old friends, being there for my mother and grandfather as we have recently lost my grandma, starting a higher education, and finding the financial stability I need for a more well balanced and happier me!
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More About Me:
i am a straight and narrow, fly-right type of person. it is true i lost my footing in the past but i have learned from my mistakes and try my best to not make them again. i have the support of a wonderful group of friends who continually remind me that i can be anything i set my mind to. I am free from the burdens of drama, immaturity, and incomprehensible nothingness.
How I Feel:
♥I am aprehensive about the future, not neccessarily scared of change but anxious of the effect change will have on me and the people i care about.
♥I embrace new people but keep them at a difference until they have proven themselves to me... about who they are and what they're worth.
♥I don't judge, but constantly am afraid that I am the one being judged - and for some strange reason it makes me uncomfortable.
♥I am not comfortable with who I am, I have never been comfortable with myself but I still have the self confidence which bewilders me.
♥I think it unfair that I have life so good and others have to suffer so that i may enjoy my normal everyday life.
♥I believe the world is owed to me and at the same time the world owes me nothing but ten-fold everything i've done to it.
♥I know i am capable of so much yet I feel everything i have worked for is so far off in the future it makes no sense even trying.
♥I am aware of my actions and i realize they can be spontaneous and weird but my true friends like me for me, and thats how i can tell the difference.
♥Prejudice is ridiculous. why hate someone? doesn't matter the reason or excuse. there is NO reason or excuse.
♥And last of all I feel that I don't deserve this... any of this. from the house i live in, to the friends that put up with me, to the car I drive, or even to the job I have. But obviously someone thinks I do... and I can live with that †
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